Sukor ... I smiled... but I cried too...
The whole episode was cute, made me smile but unconsciously my eyes were tearing a lot... I smiled but I cried too...
I don't now if I was the only one feeling this way... a mixed bag of emotions. Unable to explain... Still
He the Ghulam Complete rebooted RAM ... Only one command prompt is working... it is kill chakor ...kill chakor...Unless the recovery files are reloaded... The CON+ALT+DEL will not work...
She expects with all that expectations in her eyes, just looks up to him so innocently after being hit by the wheel just for him to touch her wound that's all she wants... He too wanted to but his command prompt is not allowing... and she gets shattered, just froze...that cuteness, that innocence made my one eye smile but my other cried...
He gets down to make her come to the reality and says everything happens because of her... yes, Jungli billi starts her usual nonstop ranting. All because of me... thinking as their past journey only to taunt he drink and drove but comes the rude reality no it is not the drunken dude but the doctrined Ghulam in front of her...Ham sharab nahi peethay!!!!
And the next shock of not opening her rope when he says ...Thume vishwash nahi kiya humme
That one look from him made her stop for a second... I cried...
But she is Chakor goes on on... Finally he could not take it just closes her mouth her mouth with hanky and holding her by her neck with his arms crisscrossing so that she does not run away... does he need to that... No just one hug from you she will be within you not to run...
His fossil knows (that's what I am referring to his heart) knows she is his strength and when she is with him he can move the world afterall this is his jeep!!! She keeps on and on with that cloth hahah can a small kappada ka thukkada stop the billi... here I smiled my heart...
He says I will open but you should not run away...
Cuteness in that h hooo hooo nobody can win her in that cuteness yes what am I saying she is indeed always a winner in anything... True she is just her self ... comes Paakhandi and that look he gives... Hahahah
The concern asking her to keep quiet as everything goes smooth when she is quiet and without fail asking her to apply haldi or medicine for her wound... again his fossil does bleed and I did cry for what the destiny has made him into...
Butjungli billi runs... Shocking the paakandi... And he indeed worries, worries mixed emotions, concerns...
Irony she was running away... the one who runs into his hands the safe abode is indeed running away from him ... she ran even during the Benaras track but then she ran because not to save her life but to save the life within her, but now again she ran not to save her self but to save him, save him from getting more tainted with more sins... After that dastardly act...
When he hears her voice bachaoo that second his face and his voice his insticts bring it "chakor for a second I saw the placedo but only for a second... am I getting flashes... of what he was...
But he indeed ran forgetting all the doctrine... he could have left her to die... not to save but ...he did defy the doctrine...the continuous command ...
Not realising about anything he falls into the pit ... Yes the mangalsutra fall down on his dagger... What should I infer... He killed her just few days before by doing that dastardly act and she did kill him from his mind but not from her heart.
Is it that ... Symbolically proves his dagger has indeed killed himself from her mind and hence the symbol of him living is being thrown away!!! Yes he has indeed murdered himself as I did mention that he died first before he killed her next... I cried
Chakor is chakor absolute self her self when with her Pakhandi ...whether he is in sense or without sense...on and on and on non stop... chup chup without talking one can live... but can she!!! I smiled.
He holds her so that she does not run but the moment she hears the tribal people that they would kill them she holds him and that miniscule second he is confused she holding him??? All the while dude is not saying anything and denying the marriage too... But follows what she says...
The blissfull moment followed...
I really felt for the two souls, my adories, she did the unexpected this time too for she wanted his vibes to get activated as it had during their recent passion fight... He has been feeling deprived of the warmth of her lips ever since the Benares track... And she is yearning for him ever since she went into imprisonment... She indeed ignited him though confused and next what happened made me still...
the most excellent kiss (which I always loved it and is the best one) the one which he always gives her, which always shows his respect for his lady, the care for his lady, the surrender of himself... I was still as even when he has lost himself, killed himself, lost his memory but that signature gesture of his still stayed with him... deep down buried in that fossil... the way he held her and just planted that kiss ... closing his eyes just living that feel, he just gave himself and she just imbibed, that most precious feel she gets, imbibes, infuses within her as that is the recharge she gets for her to battle the odds always...When he kisses her forehead she always holds him by his chest as that is the place she resides though now turned into a fossil but the shoot, the small sapling is coming out... they both just gave in wanted everything to stop..... kaash ye pal kabhi katham nai hua... Suraj this time I spoke what you would have spoken... I cried cried a lot...
The reminence of their lucknow trip made me cry again and he just saw her trying to read her as he is completely rebooted so unable to read or infer anything but the Greek Geek turned hot even though it rained...(am not writing anything) but for me Chakor was just looking so so so innocent, that slight shiver, shiver in her lips just looking at him... Wanting him, just wanting her safe abode to take her ...but lo he is taking her not bundling her with his arms but with ropes...
The cuteness as she knows his immunity during their earlier rain trails but she was indeed very weak as she has been through hell but still shivering and the way he cared, he did albeit everything... I smiled...
But the next scene... That innocent bird asking the caged lion are you going to kill me!!! And those eyes glistening with hope,... so much trust on him but the Command Prompt is saying Kill Chakor... Kill Chakor..
I stop here as I am just crying... crying ... nothing else.
I am sorry if I had disturbed all your fine minds which would have been smiling at their cuteness yesterday but somewhere I smiled but still cried...
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