Insecurity issue

I know some fans liked the little insecurity track and some didn't. To me, this mini track seemed like a plot device to tone down the comedy.

I always wanted her inherent fear of losing something she doesn't think was ever meant for her explored. It's being presented as husband and wife argument, but it reminded me a scene from the earlier episodes. I'm over-analyzing, but the scene reminded me of when Sahil talked about all the suffering she experienced by staying with him and asked her why doesn't she just leave him. He told her she was better off without him. She had emotional response to Sahil, but the irritation was the same as Shivaay. Different conversations, same vibes. Sahil was saying it, but he didn't really want her to abandon him. Just like Anika didn't mean anything from her freak-out. She couldn't leave Sahil because he is her family. Blood and relations didn't matter he belonged to her. This is Anika. Good or bad she tries hard to stay.

The problem is others leave her whether it's by choice or unwillingly. If we look at the show she isn't wrong. She lost her family and her childhood. Sahil's Bua sold the house and then abandoned them. Pre-wedding she was treated well until Tia wanted otherwise then she was abandoned. When Omru defended her, it fell on deaf ears. When Daadi defended no one cared. Even rarer were the times Prinku defended, but still amounted to nothing.The reality is most of the time no intervened were mute spectators. Just for the record, this isn't a slight on the other characters because the whole point is for the scene to play out and dialogues to be said, which requires their silence 😆 I didn't really hate Shivaay for doing that. I could do without most of his comments, but for the most part it made sense to me because he didn't know her. Why should he believe her? The point I'm trying to make is she felt abandoned. Post-shaadi she wanted to help them, but when it got serious she was back to being the outsider. After they reached an understanding he abandoned her emotionally on several occasions. Sure, he was being blackmailed and it wasn't by choice and he made up for it, but it doesn't change the fact she was hurt. The more recent Tanya track, which was completely pointless and unnecessary.

Some incidents and situation trigger her insecurities, but it was always there. However, this is a daily soap so I don't see this track happening now or ever. I'd just be happy if she opens up to him about her life. I would like to see a glimpse into Shivaay's childhood. He must have had a tough time especially as the only son with a clingy mom like Pinky and an indifferent dad like Shakti.

I have curious about her past for the past 400 episodes. Whenever her insecurities are brought up it makes curious about her childhood. Her sister was taken away from her she didn't leave by choice. What about their parents? They did abandon them? Or were they also snatched from them? Why didn't her relatives step in and take them in? It opens up more questions, which I'm not expecting to be answered 😆

not many people have the courage to go out without make-up, but she's so simple and her beauty lies in her simplicity😳