DESTINY

" The only time I realized I fell in love with you was the only moment I found out that you had already belonged to someone else." WHAT AN IRONY! WHEN YOUR HEART FEELS THE WORLD 'S MOST BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS "LOVE" YOU'RE BOUND TO BE HAPPY BUT IN AVNI' S SITUATION IT'S TOTALLY OPPOSITE. FINALLY WHEN HER HEART IS READY TO EMBRACE THAT FEELINGS, HER WORST NIGHTMARE BECAME REALITY. HER LOVE WILL NOT BE RECUPERATED BECAUSE NEIL IS NOT HER'S, NEVER WAS, AND NEVER WILL BE. HE IS JUHI'S LOVE. HE LOVES JUHI. HIS FIRST LOVE WHOM HE THOUGHT WAS DEAD UNTIL A FEW HOURS AGO. BUT SHE IS VERY MUCH ALIVE AND NOW IN NEIL'S ARMS. AVNI CAN HEAR HER HEART IS BREAKING INTO MILLION OF PIECES. SHE SMILED SADLY BECAUSE IT'S HER FATE. SHE ALWAYS LOST IN THE HANDS OF FATE. Isn't it sad that you are hurt so much that finally you can say "I'm used to it". HER HEART BURNED AND EYES STUNGED WITH TEARS TO SEE SOMEONE ELSE IN NEIL'S ARMS.
It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have in your arms.
BUT SHE CAN'T BE SELFISH. NEIL ALWAYS STOOD WITH HER, ALWAYS SUPPORTED HER. NOW IT'S HER TURN TO DO SOMETHING FOR NEIL. SO THAT NEIL WILL ALWAYS BE HAPPY. HIS HAPPINESS IS WITH JUHI AND HER HAPPINESS LIES IN NEIL'S HAPPINESS. SHE WILL FREE NEIL FROM THIS FORCED RELATIONSHIP. SHE WILL NEVER COME BETWEEN JUHI AND NEIL. SHE'LL GO AWAY FROM HIS LIFE FOREVER. SHE KNOWS SHE IS NOT WORTHY OF NEIL'S LOVE. JUHI IS THE PERFECT GIRL FOR NEIL, PERFECT DAUGHTER IN LAW FOR SWETA AUNTY. EVEN SWERA AUNTY WILL BE HAPPY. SHE IS WATCHING FROM FAR THAT EVERYBODY IS HAPPY FOR JUHI. HER HEART BLEED. BUT SHE KNEW HER PRESENCE IS NOT NEEDED HERE. IT'S BETTER TO GO FROM HERE. SHE DOESN'T HAVE WILLPOWER TO STAND HERE ANYMORE. BECAUSE Sometimes It's better to be alone...No one can hurt you.
SHE LEFT FROM THERE SILENTLY AND GOES BACK TO APARTMENT TO COLLECT HER THINGS. SILENT TEARS ARE ROLLING DOWN FROM HER EYES. SHE CONTROLS THE SOBS ESCAPING HER MOUTH. SHE IS GOING AWAY FROM NEIL BUT HER HEART AND SOUL WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. SHE IS NOW A BODY WITHOUT SOUL. TIME HEALS EVERY PAIN BUT It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.
AVNI PACKS HER BAGS AND BOOKED HER FLIGHT TO SHIMLA. SHE NEEDS SOMETIME ALONE WITH HERSELF BECAUSE SOMETIMES IT'S BETTER TO BE ALONE... SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT YOU. SHE REMEMBERS THE BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS THEY SPENT TOGETHER IN THIS APARTMENT. NO! SHE CAN'T FALL WEAK. AND THEN SHE MOVES OUT OF NEIL'S LIFE FOREVER.
AVNI HAS ONLY ONE QUESTION!
WHY ME?
"WHY IT'S ALWAYS ME?"
Why does life keeps teaching me lessons that I've no desire to learn. ...

Nice but sad n emotional pls write part 2 with happy one

Originally posted by: SURANJANAGORAI

" The only time I realized I fell in love with you was the only moment I found out that you had already belonged to someone else." WHAT AN IRONY! WHEN YOUR HEART FEELS THE WORLD 'S MOST BEAUTIFUL FEELINGS "LOVE" YOU'RE BOUND TO BE HAPPY BUT IN AVNI' S SITUATION IT'S TOTALLY OPPOSITE. FINALLY WHEN HER HEART IS READY TO EMBRACE THAT FEELINGS, HER WORST NIGHTMARE BECAME REALITY. HER LOVE WILL NOT BE RECUPERATED BECAUSE NEIL IS NOT HER'S, NEVER WAS, AND NEVER WILL BE. HE IS JUHI'S LOVE. HE LOVES JUHI. HIS FIRST LOVE WHOM HE THOUGHT WAS DEAD UNTIL A FEW HOURS AGO. BUT SHE IS VERY MUCH ALIVE AND NOW IN NEIL'S ARMS. AVNI CAN HEAR HER HEART IS BREAKING INTO MILLION OF PIECES. SHE SMILED SADLY BECAUSE IT'S HER FATE. SHE ALWAYS LOST IN THE HANDS OF FATE. Isn't it sad that you are hurt so much that finally you can say "I'm used to it". HER HEART BURNED AND EYES STUNGED WITH TEARS TO SEE SOMEONE ELSE IN NEIL'S ARMS.
It hurts when you have someone in your heart but can't have in your arms.
BUT SHE CAN'T BE SELFISH. NEIL ALWAYS STOOD WITH HER, ALWAYS SUPPORTED HER. NOW IT'S HER TURN TO DO SOMETHING FOR NEIL. SO THAT NEIL WILL ALWAYS BE HAPPY. HIS HAPPINESS IS WITH JUHI AND HER HAPPINESS LIES IN NEIL'S HAPPINESS. SHE WILL FREE NEIL FROM THIS FORCED RELATIONSHIP. SHE WILL NEVER COME BETWEEN JUHI AND NEIL. SHE'LL GO AWAY FROM HIS LIFE FOREVER. SHE KNOWS SHE IS NOT WORTHY OF NEIL'S LOVE. JUHI IS THE PERFECT GIRL FOR NEIL, PERFECT DAUGHTER IN LAW FOR SWETA AUNTY. EVEN SWERA AUNTY WILL BE HAPPY. SHE IS WATCHING FROM FAR THAT EVERYBODY IS HAPPY FOR JUHI. HER HEART BLEED. BUT SHE KNEW HER PRESENCE IS NOT NEEDED HERE. IT'S BETTER TO GO FROM HERE. SHE DOESN'T HAVE WILLPOWER TO STAND HERE ANYMORE. BECAUSE Sometimes It's better to be alone...No one can hurt you.
SHE LEFT FROM THERE SILENTLY AND GOES BACK TO APARTMENT TO COLLECT HER THINGS. SILENT TEARS ARE ROLLING DOWN FROM HER EYES. SHE CONTROLS THE SOBS ESCAPING HER MOUTH. SHE IS GOING AWAY FROM NEIL BUT HER HEART AND SOUL WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. SHE IS NOW A BODY WITHOUT SOUL. TIME HEALS EVERY PAIN BUT It's hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.
AVNI PACKS HER BAGS AND BOOKED HER FLIGHT TO SHIMLA. SHE NEEDS SOMETIME ALONE WITH HERSELF BECAUSE SOMETIMES IT'S BETTER TO BE ALONE... SO THAT NO ONE CAN HURT YOU. SHE REMEMBERS THE BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS THEY SPENT TOGETHER IN THIS APARTMENT. NO! SHE CAN'T FALL WEAK. AND THEN SHE MOVES OUT OF NEIL'S LIFE FOREVER.
AVNI HAS ONLY ONE QUESTION!
WHY ME?
"WHY IT'S ALWAYS ME?"
Why does life keeps teaching me lessons that I've no desire to learn. ...

Dear please update ur both ff. That fanfiction naamkaran and this one