Part 3:
Anika's point of view:
"Do you have nothing to say to me? asked a very hopeful Shivaay that I will say what he wants me to say. "Why would I have anything to say Mr. Shivaay Singh Oberoi? I tried to hold back my emotions and said what was supposed to be said. I cannot fall weak at this point. I have succeeded in what I wanted to do, so I should just leave it at that and not initiate conversations.
"Why are you marrying Samar? I know you're not happy with him. Ughh why does he have to know me so well, that to after 3 months of not being with me. I just have to keep doing what I am doing, because I know if one of us falls weak we are going to end up somewhere, possibly where Pinky aunty definitely doesn't want us to be. "You don't have to worry about me being happy or not. I am not your wife anymo... I blurted out and now that I had said it, I regret the last part.
"Instead of making things difficult for yourself, you can tell me what's wrong and I'll let Samar know that you don't want this alliance. Said a very jealous Shivaay. "Did I say that I don't want this alliance? No! Did I say that I want you to talk to Samar on my behalf? No! Why are you getting so involved with this matter? You are just my ride back home and nothing else. So please just don't. I was trying to sound as mean as possible, and I am sure it worked by the looks of seeing Shivaay's face.
I wish I could tell him how I was dying to hug him, to call out his name. To call him my Shivaay. But I had no right to do any of that anymore. He is soon getting engaged to Ragini. As much as I should be happy that Ragini is finally getting married, I am not! How can I be? Out of all the people in this world she is getting married to my Shivaay! Why only him?
The plan of being mean was definitely working until Shivaay suddenly pulled the break really hard. Thank God I was wearing my seatbelt, because this man is unpredictable. "What is wrong with you? I screamed. Without answering my questions, he very angrily got out of the car and...
Shivaay's point of view:
I went over to her side, slammed the door open and pulled her out. I really couldn't keep all these questions within me anymore! The way she looks at me tells me that there is something that I don't know or something has been purposely hidden from me. The question was what and why though?
"Tell me everything! I demanded. To my displeasure I was hurting her as I twisted her arm even more. She winced in pain and without any noise so did I. " There is nothing to tell Mr. Oberoi! she said in a very calm voice. " First of all; why are you calling me Mr. Oberoi all of the sudden huh? I have a name for gods sake. And there is plenty you need to tell me, so before I do something that I do not wish to do, just spit it out. I said with my teeth gritted while leaning in very close to her. Oh how I only use to be this close to her but not for being angry with her rather claiming her mine.
"I don't know if I am speaking in another language or what but I repeat Mr. Oberoi there is nothing to tell she emphasised on Mr.Oberoi rather than answering my questions.
I let go of her, clearly being unsatisfied with her answers. If this is how she wants to play the game then let it be. I am also "Shivaay Singh Oberoi, I will not give up so easily.
Thereafter, there was no conversation between us at all. I dropped her home and she barely said a "thank you. Oh well, I am not living on her thank yous anyway.
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When I got home that night, Mom was beaming with happiness. She has been very content these past few days and I can't help but think that she is glad that Anika is out of my life and that I am getting engaged to Ragini? I try not to think in such a manner but I can't help it. I put my thoughts aside and went and sat beside her. "Shivaay all the preparations are done, the only thing left is for you to pick your outfit, so choose which one. Mom ordered me to pick. " Mom the engagement is not for a month, why are we doing this now? I asked, clearly irritated. "What! A month? No Shivaay you are mistaken, the engagement is tomorrow, not next month you silly. Can't you see? The whole house is decorated, why would we decorate the house for no reason, anyway I like this peach sherwani, you should wear this tomorrow. You should go and sleep, my son should look the most handsome tomorrow. She was just way too excited about everything. To be honest I couldn't care less about anything that is happening with my life right now, let alone the clothes I will be wearing. You see when a person is doing the same rituals for the fourth time, things are not exciting at all.
They would be exciting if they were with Anika again, my subconscious mind screamed, but I just let that though wash away and went to "sleep, something which always refuses to take over me because my body just doesn't seem to be comfortable without someone. I should really stop thinking about her, she doesn't even give a damn about me, she has moved on and plus I am merely a human being that was her "ride back home earlier tonight.
With an angry thought about Anika on my mind, I contemplated to go to sleep, and what seemed like midnight,I eventually did fall asleep hoping that somehow tomorrow could be skipped so the engagement doesn't take place.
Sorry for updating it a bit late guys, I just couldn't put my thoughts into words and I didn't want to write out something which I wasn't satisfied with. Please do drop in your suggestions because like I have said before I am a new writer (if i can cal myself that) and I know there is heaps that could be improved, so please pick up on my flaws and do let me know.
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