Hey lovely people, I am not new on this forum, but I have never written any sort of story what so ever. I have always popped in and commented on some other writers' work but never had the thought of writing one myself. Was just doing my normal Sunday work when this idea popped in my mind. I hope you guys like it. This was my first shot at writing so please drop in what you felt about this. Whether you liked it? Disliked it? Let me know. Constructive criticism is most welcome. 😊
So here it goes!!
Shivaay's point of view:
It has become so difficult to find peace in the walls of this house. And the one place I do find peace, it being my room , I am not given it. Either one or the other person comes to disturb me.
Today being Sunday, I decided to drop everything and have some alone time with myself and Ani... Well her memories I guess. I could never hate her. I tried! Tried to tell my heart what she did was so wrong. The way she spoke to my family was wrong, the way she changed for the matter of wealth was wrong, but my heart was too stubborn to believe anything. So now... I just live with her memories. I am not even in denial anymore. I want her back, even after everything she has done. I know I can't have her back, because everyone thinks I have moved on.
And that girl, Radhika? Wait no Ruhaanika? Crap its Ragini! God damn it I can't even remember her name, how does it matter anyway? Not like I need to call out for her ever. She is always around me like glue all the time. As much as I despise it, I can't say anything. She is the choice of my mother and my to be fianc. Gosh how I wish something miraculous happens and I don't get married or let alone engaged to that girl.
If Anika was here, she would not be proud of the person I have become, but her leaving me has left me with no other option then to become the "Stone Singh Oberoi which had once become "Soft Singh Oberoi because of the same girl.
Ahhggg! Even after 3 incredibly long months. There has not been a time when I haven't thought about her. Even though I kic... can't even get myself to continue because it hurts so much, every time I think about what I did to her, it feels like someone is stabbing me straight in the heart.
I didn't even realise that I was lost in my thoughts when I was suddenly pushed into the pool! Fhat the Wuck!! Who even dared to do that? I cleared my eyes after getting my heard out of the water, and saw Ragini standing their having a laugh at my condition.
" How dare you do that? The only person that is allowed to push me into the pool is.. I couldn't finish my sentence because she knows nothing about my previous marriage, though I don't understand how she is still so oblivious to it. Mom reckons that it is best not to make the "past a hindrance of the future. I don't know why I am playing along with these lies of hers. Maybe because I have long lost the energy to argue with anyone because I have realised that talking to people is just like hitting your head on a brick wall.
" Let me guess, your childish brothers right? taunted Ragini. She has been around for 3 whole months, yet she doesn't understand the relationship I have with my brothers. Anika knew from day one, what my brothers meant to me and never did she dare to call them names or question our relationship. Let alone Anika, even Tia understood me more than this girl who was supposed to become my life partner. I wonder how that is going to work out. To be honest I have stopped caring about what other people say now. The only thing that matters is that I know I love my brothers and that my brothers love me back. All the other talks can just go to hell.
"Anyway, I had come to tell you in the first place that tonight Samar Bhayiya wants us to join him for dinner with his fianc. So be ready by 8." ordered Ragini. Umm it would have been kind to ask instead of just ordering me, but I just left that though aside and just nodded. No point arguing anyway, like a child, she is going to go up to Mom and complain and then I will have to deal with more explaining, which I cannot do right now.
She left after she said that but leaving behind for me.. a ruined day! Great! Just how I wanted my Sunday to turn out.
INDEX:
Part 1: Above
Part 2 : Page 4
Part 3: Page 8
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