" Be DRUNK in LOVE.Since LOVE is everything That exists.
"Drunk words are sober though
my retake for episode 305 will be dedicated in grand part of it to our beloved ashiq Harman Ji who was amazing in this episode; to the drunk lover who makes us in tears...No wonder I wanna talk about his gulabo as usual but Harman Ji with the power of love and pains stoles ours hearts.
Episode starts with the broken tent;Saumya and kinars go inside and Harman was shattered.Malika ji warns him that everything is finished and not to come again..Harman heartbroken didn't say any single word.At night Harman comes in a drink state blabbering gulabo name..Harman even drunk can't forget his gulabo any single minute ;his heart and his soul are drunk with gulabo love and no drink can snatch his gulabo love from his heart ...Harman isn't drunken but he's intoxicated with gulabo love and the drink turns him more fool with her love.Saumya hearing his voice calling her; is paining and can't bear that ..She's heartbroken in tears praying saya to take her far away from Harman bcz if she don't do that he will keep doing same ; he will make her weak and sure one day end returning with him ..Saumya won't be weak and had fear for being weak bcz of Harman ...Saumya still have that thirst for her Harman Ji but won't listen to her tortured soul..She's stubborn to leave Harman thinking that is good for him and she wants find herself..Harman outside had a hangover and convinces himself what will happens if villagers know Saumya truth.He recalls Transgender murder ;he stabbed his eyes. Varun comes and tells him you're drunk but Harman nod and says no one can touch his gulabo and decide to confront villagers..Varun call Preeto informing her that Harman is out of his senses and don't know what he's up to do;Preeto turns angry and throws the phone. Harman for me in this state is not drunk he look awesome with his sober thoughs ;drink turns him more strong and more confident .He's immersed in golden thoughts and watching things clearly. He finds the right solution to make his pyari gulabo returning with him .He's watching himself a bash bahadur and he's in real life ..No need to have fear and why having it if he's loving his gulabo .Love do miracles and what to say if a husband is madly in love with his kinar wife.He can protect her and he must face all villagers...The Drunk wala Harman nock kinars door house calling gulabo, gulabo ;Saumya eyes are moist ,full of pains and fear.Saya open the door; Harman call Saumya,Saumya come I want see you ;saya tell him to go silently from there but the the stubborn ashiq sit down on the floor saying he will not go till he sees Saumya and talks to her ;all kinars are surprised with Harman acts and some of them have sympathy with him.Saya answers that there is no Saumya there ;Harman get angry and stand up saying her i said you one time and I'll say you it again that my Saumya lives here and i won't leave without watching her ..saya threatened him with police ;Harman gazed her angrily and leaves.Varun tells Harman why he leaves? Has he fear of police? Harman nod and says him go and tomorrow come here with all villagers I want tell them everything and take my Saumya with me.Varun wants interfere but Harman gives him order to go.Oh my god never like drunk men and hate watching them ;they disgust me but in Harman case it was totally different his delivering speech ,hes expressions ;his movements and body language we're reflecting a fool lover intoxicated by love and not a drunk man ..Drink has no impact in him ;drink is only helping him to be intoxicated with love .A man drink to forget his pains and the person who loves but Harman is getting more crazy with gulabo love ;she's his breath ;his heartbeat and his life ..He's living only for her ...How can a drink impact him ;love power is more stronger than any drink .Harman adjust his head to the door of kinar house and his face expressions and his eyes are transferring us his deep feelings..Sure Harman makes us cry the man who is up to do anything for his wife he's waiting her outside thirst of her love ; suffering for being separated from her and wants put an end to his pains and take her back in his arms..His heart and his soul are crying for his love.Saumya still stubborn and enraged wants to go from there ;Raveena with pains in her eyes tells her that Harman is outside but Saumya with her moist eyes and out out her senses insists to go .saya told her to prepare her luggage to leave. In Harak Singh house Varun informs them that Harman wants unveiling everything and gathers villagers to tell them the truth ;all are shocked and Preeto tell him to do what Harman said; just then Preeto received a call .I won't return to this incident; this call is from saya informing her to bring Saumya passport .I won't judge saya who is turning me nervous bcz she's acting as kinars and won't any relation with this part of society who defame them .But why saya only took Saumya side and never consoled Harman or took his side at least once ;understanding from him what happened ..I don't want to talk about Saumya bcz a hurted wife when misunderstood her husband can do like Saumya or more and how to say about Saumya who is kinar..i'll talk a bit about my beloved Saumya in last scene .Now return to our diwana Harman Ji ,with sadness he sits on the floor and his head tongue tied to the door of kinars house totally shattered and bleeding pains he's watching his mobile in his hand and the flashback memories with the song tu hai mere khuda ;Harman recalls his gulabo eating ice cream and their hut journey when his gulabo falls in his arms and he gets emotional.In the same moment kinars are doing a whole and Saumya succeed leaving from there with saya.
watching Harman outside waiting and Saumya has gone makes me in tears .In the morning villagers come as Harman said with Varun and all are questioning what will Harman says them..Harman come with happy face says them they will reunite two hearts today.Harman go to kinar house and knocks the door ;he entered calling Saumya; saya is occupied a kinar asks him what the matter ;saya come and Harman tells her that he reunited all villagers to tell the truth as per her wish and ask her Saumya "kaha hai" Saya answered " Tarana chalege" After these words Harman freezes in his place with shock ;his heart was stabbed and with pains and sorrow can't believe what he listened..Saya tells him search her as you wish your relation with Saumya is ended and same with us.Harman can't handle himself with this bad news and looking down he saw a necklace and recognizes that belongs to his beloved wife; he remembers painfully when he was helping her wearing it happily gazing at her with passion ;he took the necklace and close it in his hand with bitterness.
leaving kinars house ;villagers demand Harman what he wants telling them ;Harman in the top of his sadness and sufferings says them kinars are part of this society and need be loved not hated ..Oh my god ;Harman with his words increases our pains ;can't believe my eyes that this man is handling himself giving a moral to the villagers ;Harman who leaves kinars house kicked and losing his wife is still supporting kinars and defending them ...This makes us love him more and more and respect him a lot.
Harman recollecting his wife necklace from the floor understands that his wife is still wearing that necklace and has lost it without paying attention when she's gone .Harman is sure that his gulabo loves him but even that she leaves him.
Don't won't talk about HS family , their doubts and their electric relation .Harman return home selfless and Heartbroken ;he didn't even payed attention to chintu's question; like the dead he goes directly to his room without looking or talking with anyone.
This episode how painful it is ;it was amazing and great .How Harman portrayed the drunken ashiq with all his details ;that ashiq is intoxicated with love madly and in same time this fool lover is conscious not like any normal drunk man ;this lover is unique and gives the drunk man another meaning and makes him great ;after we saw his dreams in his happy face to return with his love again holding their twisted hand but his dreams break down with that sad news...Even broken our hero gives moral to villagers about kinars and returns home shattered in pieces with no life..His mom is Happy that Saumya has gone forever. last scene was emotional too ;Saumya quitting the country saying goodby to saya and tells her that she always wanted her goodness from her childhood with flashback memories saya wanting snashing Saumya and take her to kinars community .Saumya says her Harman ji too takes care of me but I must find my identity ..Saya tells her if it's in my hand I 'll keep you all your life with me and they hug each other ...This scene makes me cry bcz Saumya really is lost especially after that MU. Sorry I forgot to say something important when Preeto meet saya and Saumya bringing the passport; saya understands that Preeto won't Saumya in Harman life and her place is with kinars .Saya tells Preeto :your job is finished now and you're winner. Saumya when Preeto is leaving says her goodbye with respect uniting her two hands and told her to take care of Harman Ji .The rude and selfish Preeto defame her for being kinar and said her "maa hum i don't need a kinar to say me how to take care of my son.Her wordsand the way she's looking Saumya with disgust are very irritating and painful.This is the real Preeto who unveiled her mask after her successful plan but our Saumya still giving her respect as her mom in law ;Saumya is pure and innocent can't hurt anyone and this is her weakness point too .Saumya must learn not being naif with persons who insult and defame her.
She thought that she can be Tarana and leave kinars life far away from Harman..All of us know that's Saumya never can be Tarana ..Saumya even watching Harman stubbornness to return her back she becomes more stubborn and she quit the country by fear of becoming weak and return with him because she's breathing harman's love and his love is curved in her forever. ..Saumya because Harman is surrounding her all the time have fear to return that Saumya who leaves in Harman protection with sympathy ...Saumya love Harman but prefer to suffer than leaving that love.Saumya wants a new life without hates because she wants living without fear and in lights ;Saumya wants improve herself without anyone help .Saumya is hurting herself with blindness and wrongs thoughs .She is lying to herself and this is the most bitter feeling that someone can live.
"there is no use trying to RUSH fate; because the BEST things in LIFE are WORTH the wait.
Saumya can't run away from her destiny because love is her true destiny and her true meaning of life..She can go far away but her soulmate is connected with her hubby forever; it will be that bridge who will reunite them again..
HaYa didn't see each others and there is no goodbye because between true lovers there is no goodby and the Strong and stubborn lover will say usually
"Don't say goodbye .I'll keep looking for you until I meet you again.
Precap was fabulous and worth to be watched .Saumya arrival at the pureful country Bangkok and man waiting her with a card in his hand written in it Tarana;in the other side Harman with a small bag in shoulder leaving house saying that he 'll go to find Saumya and returns her home .Preeto stops him and says and if you can't find her ;Harman answered her directly if not ; there is no need waiting his return too.Amazing scene ;Preeto face freezes with fear ..wished camera put a long zoon on her face ...Preeto thought that after Saumya leaves the country Harman will giving up and she end winner but i'm watching a big loser; how can she imagine by separating two lovebirds ;she can win ;Preeto is unaware about the power of a true love..No one can snatch it or harm it because it's curved inside that person .
Note:
There is something can't understand ;why shooting scenes and not casting them..We watched a segment Saumya siting in her room ;in kinars house and her passport in front of her crying and saying she's madly in love with Harman but she wants leave the country.
Saumya passport is done with her true name Saumya and not Tarana.
Harman do an card identity for Saumya in their honeymoon with her name and it's not declared in it she's transgender. She has a normal status as any citizen. Her passport is with Saumya name and it mentioned a woman in it...How can she live as kinars and she's has a normal status .I won't say anything or make judgements i'm only remembering .
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