In Bose residence
Sona threw her purse and phone on the bed and tried to calm her nerves by tightly fisting her palms as if her anger would just go away by doing this, as if all her feelings will stop irking her...
(sona's talk to her inner self)
Stop it sona just stop...what the hell is wrong with you...problem kya hai tumhari haan...you were the one who decided that dev and you cant get back together as it will only create problems and nobody will accept,neither your father nor ishwari aunty then why are you behaving like this...pehle bhi work nahi kiya aur na ab karega aur iss baar soha kitna affect hogi iss sab se...dev aur mere fights extreme hote hai...(after a while)I agree hum usko solve kar lete hai but what if pehle ki tarah kuch major ho jae toh soha ka kya hoga aur baba he wont be able to handle...last time he had a stroke and this time he has warned me aswell...he was never keen on my relationship after the first breakup...oh god sona what the hell are you thinking,,,tu wapis jane ki soch rahi hai...are you gobne wonky matlab he is getting married soon,kal uski engagement hai aur tu...
While thinking all this she gulped a glass full of water and heaved a deep breathe...
Whats happening with me...yeh sab thoughts ab kyun...i had only made my mind na ki its better rather better than the best that we remain friends and take care of soha...hum sirf ache dost hai aur soha ke parents but not hubby n wifey...bas ache dost...aur uski shaadi ke baad bhi aise hi rahega...
Really kya uski shaadi ke baad bhi aisa hi rahega...uski wife ayegi...she will definitely feel insecure...ek point ke baad usko acha nahi lagega...kissi bhi wife ko nahi acha lagega chahe woh uski ex-wife hi kyun na hoon,infact ex ke saath toh bilkul bhi nahi as they had a past but it's the past...is it reaaly...kabhi kabhi jab hum baat karte hai toh lagta nahi hai ki kuch hua tha...aise lagta hai hum aaj bhi uss hi point pe hai...
Holding her head and massaging her temples...uff sona wht is wrong with you...tumhe bura nahi lagna chahiye...ofcourse tumhe bura nahi lagna chahiye...tumne hi toh usko uksaya ki who shaadi karle,u actually forced him...no I didn't...he said ki he wants a companion...ek saathi and his mom wants it too so I suggested that he should get married aur kya main thodi na uske sar par gun rakhi aur bola ki ladki dekne chalo...main thodi na bola tha ki shave karke,drooling dev dixit laggo,na hi maine bola tha ki bow tie pehen kar dapper dixit bano...he did it all by himself...I just said that he should get married which he also wanted but who toh itna despo hai ki jo ladki milli uske piche hi ho liya...uff sona what are you thinking he is a man afterall, he has his needs pehle toh he did have his fair share of girlfriends but ab after soha he doesn't want to have flings maybe that's why he said na he wants someone...ahhh...i will go mad(shouting angrily)...then made a face that koi sun lega toh abhi room mein aajaega but then remembered that her entire family was out for dinner as her dad was celebrating the soon to be engagement and then marriage of his arch enemy THE DEV DIXIT...god like seriously baba itna khush shayd dada ki shaadi ke time par bhi nahi honge but I guess sometimes your enemies are closer to you than your loved ones...
She huffed and tried to divert her mind and started to check emails on her phone...but her misery was short lived when she received a message from the devil himself...he wanted her to select his wedding card like seriously...but isn't this what she had signed for being his "buddy(air quoting by her hands and making a murderous face)...but hell no as in like how can I chose his wedding card...i will tell him that nisha should choose it as this was the only way to push him away, abhi only I chose his engagement dress...n he was so excited about his look all of a sudden, humari shaadi ke time par toh he didn't even bother what he was going to wear(author says- well well missy at that time he was more bothered about what his girl is going to wear in the functions and shopping what she is going to wear after the functions but madam ko apni jelousy mein thodi na yaad raha)...mujhe kya padi hai hai who kitna bhi kyun na excited ho afetrall uski shaadi hai chahe second marriage hi sahi...her hands were sweating she started clasping her hands in order to release some of her bottled up tension...
I just have to remain calm and concentrate on my work and my daughter, bas kuch time ki baat hai yeh sab mujhko isliye feel ho raha hai because I am reminded of our days, the golden period of our relationship where he was this debonair business which left me mesmerized in his aura,our long drives,our dates,our chats,our chats,our hide and seek games,his honey golden eyes,his tonned chiseled torsoe...no no stop it stop It right away he is going to get married...ya and afer sometime he is only father of your child...thats it...kuch din and this will fade away, you are just thinking about the past that's it he is not your future,he cant be...but...no but...its in the interest of all that this remains this way...
She was just battling with her emotions when the door of her room opened and a man entered her room and she saw him and...
ISHWARI NIWAS
Dev entered his room,brushed his hair with his fingers harshly trying to control his anxiety...sona was not lifting his phone calls,neither was she replying to his messages...he managed to go to her office by making the excuse for choosing the engagement dress so as to make her realize that his engagement was happening for real,she will lose him forever,once he gets married there would be no chance for DEVAKSHI...par madamji ko toh farak hi nahi padta na...woh toh apna kaam karne mein busy hai,arre yaar business women of the year ban gayi, ab kya nobel prize chahiye madam ko jo itna kaam kar rahi hai...acha thik hai I agree she is passionate about work but hummara kya huh...she has to think about us,about me...agar aise hi ignore karegi toh kaise chalega...i could see how she is affected by my new look...i could clearly see her going in her lala land just the way she used to go when she started behaving weirdly which I thought was because of the accidentbut it was due to her feelings for me,she was falling for me,drooling over me and me a jerk never realized she used to act like a dumbo not knowing what and how to answer,not even paying attention as to what I was saying but just starting at me...and saw that again isi liye toh yeh sab kiya(throwing his hands in the air gestering his new look) as isse hi pasand kiya than a aapne mujhko MS BOSE...mere oh so business attitude ko...I could see you getting affected...i could see you getting worked up...I can see you jealous when I was talking to nisha why the hell can you just speak up for once ki tumhe acha nahi lagta,nahi acha lagta jab main kissi aur se pyar se baat karun,kissi aur ko who attention doon jo sirf tumhare liye honi chahiye,meri who smile jis par haq sirf tumhara hai...oh god i cant beleive it ki koi itna ziddi kaise ho sakta hai,just say it once sonakshi bas ek baar bol doon,...sab mujhe ziddi kehte hai but sonakshi takes the cake,eats it and takes it again...ahhh...itna kuch kiya maine phir bhi yeh ladki samjhne ko tyar hi nahi hai jaise mann banna kar batiho ki main nahi maanogi...ufff...uppar se meri family ek se badh kar ek hai...my mom wants me to get married to any one like koi bhi ho chalegi bas shaadi kar loo jaise shaadi karne se khushiyoon ki guarantee mil jati hai as if life ki sabse badi achievement ho gayi ji...kaise samjhon unko ki shaadi is a part of life not life...i wanted a life partner jo mera humsaffar ho,humraaz ho,jo mere saath meri journey ko aur bhi memorable banade,jo mujhe samjhe...
aur who sirf tum kar sakti hoon...mujh jaise complicated insaan ko samjhna par iss waqt toh tum mujhko bhi nahi samjh pa rahi hoo...i know ki tumne bahut suffer kiya hai inn saat salo mein aur usse pehle bhi jab hamari shaadi hui thi...tum darr rahi hoo aur yeh darr kahi na kahi jaiz bhi hai but you have to understand tab ke aura b ke situations main difference hai,us waqt humara relationship shuru hi hua tha,we should have taken time to understand each other and each other's families but we just jumped into marriage,hum bahut aggressive behave karte tha for each and every thing but ab we have grown and become mature,ab sitiations alag hai bas ek cheez same hai aur who hai humara pyar inn saat saalo main humara pyaar kabhi kam nahi hua,hum alag hogaye but hamara pyaar toh waisa hi hai...tum apne pyar ko soha mein dhundti rahi,usko hide karti rahi,ur sadness,tumko toh waqt hi nahi mila to exhibit your feelings kyunki tumhare uppar itni saari responsibilities thi of your parents,brother,finance and our dauther,but tumne sab handle kiya aur maine apni sari responsibilities hi chod di,sabse detach ho gaya toh I knew ki all is fine but I didn't show it,main har jagah tumhe doondh raha tha so that I can prove ki humara pyaar matter nahi karta,its finished and I have moved on with various girlz but unke saath flirt karna alag tha pyar toh nahi kiya,who romantic dates,who soulful talks aur agar koi zyaada touchy feely hoti toh aisa lagta jaise I am commiting a crime...hum alag toh ho gaye par humara pyar tne kabhi humme juda hone nahi diya
and cherry on the cake our own daughter usko bhi koi problem nahi thi atleast aisa usne kaha but then i realised ki woh bilkul meri tarah hai apne dad ki khushi ke liye haan toh bola but not likng the decision jab i told her the truth tab samjhi ki main yeh sab sirf sonakshi ko realize karwane ke liye kar raha hoon then she was so happy...humari beti samjh gayi ki hum dono ko ek ho jana chahiye par sonakshi toh soha se bhi choti bachi hai aur mujhe kiddish kehti hai...ahhh...
God sonakshi ab toh realize kar loo...ab toh bahar walo ko bhi realize ho gaya that we are made for each other...even after all the imperfections n all the mishappenings...i know after my master stroke of today you will have to realize and accept it,tabhi toh you behaved like this ab bas I have to make you speak up...
PS-IT WAS QUITE EMOTIONAL YAAR...I AM THINKING OF DIVIDING IT INTO 5 PARTS AND PLAN TO GIVE TWO UPDATES TOMORROW,ONE BEFORE THE EPI AND ONE AT MIDNIGHT...ONE ON TUESDAY SO THAT BEFORE THE CONFESSION ITS KINDA DONE ONLY THE EPILOGUE IS LEFT WHICH CAN BE UPDATED LATER ON...WHATS SAY?????
PPS-IF RESPONSE IS BAD THEN I AM NOT GOIN TO CONTINUE...I SPENT MY SUNDAY GUYS...
PRECAP-WHO ENTERED SONA'S ROOM(ITS NOT DEV)...WHAT WAS DEVS MASTER STROKE...
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