Contradicting myself big time, a rare case scenario though đ
But these two, the more I think about them, the more I get surprised with the layers of human personality they denote. Very unique and rare to see on ITV. No black, no white and no grey, but all the possible shades, just like us. So humane, and not so surprisingly ,accompanied with the dramatic story line which is much needed for the TRPs.
Now, to talk about yesterday's episode. Thanks to all my friends who commented on another post of mine and made me think a little more deeply about it.
How unfortunate one can be?? Have you ever seen someone who is never allowed to be what he truly is?? Shaurya, a shrewd, arrogant, selfish businessman, a man who was never provided with a choice to be otherwise. But when he was actually offered with one, for the first time, he didn't realize it and made a fool of himself choosing to be the intelligent one. And now, when he had surrendered himself to the circumstances, opting to go with the flow, to allow emotions to reign over him, he has no choice but to revert back to his intelligent and rude self, but without the pleasure of winning this time. Painful?? Yes
Sacrificing was never a word existent for him. But he has to do it this time. Running away would have been the easier option. Talking to her and telling her the truth is also not possible, because the revelation is so drastic that he knows she will refuse to marry him ( practically). His need and obligation to keep her with him, is bigger, for her safety, as those vultures hovering around will not hesitate to kill her for the property. Can we see the irony here?? He himself is responsible for this, again forced to do all the wrongs, as if universe is conspiring to force him to carve out a path to hell for himself.
He will have to die everyday for the safety of his own life. How does it feel to exist, keeping yourself distant from the life itself, the life that you yearned for?? So, this is actually a sacrifice, where people will think he is the one in gain as always, whereas in real sense, he deliberately, knowingly lost it all.
Is this the fire he needs to burn himself in?? To get the much needed redemption, to turn into pure gold.
Edited by stellaV - 8 years ago