Rikaara FF: Lost & Found (completed) index pg 1 - Page 4

Originally posted by: AYUSHIVISHU

omkie shomkie had crossed all the best of insulting her and now she had given up and gone...how will he find her...

Originally posted by: IlaTanwar

Welll

Such a nice update that Omkara got to know the whole truth but it was too late that Gauri is not with him...

He is repenting upon his foolishness way to go man... you deserve this loneliness too understand her worth never hurt someone where is no going back...

I support Gauri i will acknowledge if Gauri refuse to come back with him...

I literally laughed when Omkara said apne gadhepan ki vjh se I was like control ila you were serious and this is serious conversation...

Last question from shivaay and Omkara saying that It was not completely physical impulsion I was relieved at least he loves her...

Originally posted by: Naina280599

I love this so freaking much. It's just so awesome. Can't wait to read further. Post soon.

Originally posted by: Annika_Ishqbaaz

Haaye Allah..
Omkie puttar ne aisa raita phelaya hai ki sametne mein saalo bhi kam parjayega..
Oh God..
continue sooonish.

Chapter 4:

It's been 2 months since she had gone. No success from any side to find the whereabouts of Gauri. Om himself went to Bareilly to search for her, still no luck. Shivaay and Rudra couldn't see him pulling himself inside this shell of loneliness and despair. The guy had gone through lot of turmoils already. His one misjudgement shouldn't push him again into the wave of depression again. Everyone were trying to be with him emotionally. But Omkaara was on a different opinion. He has seen this phase over and again in his life.. Everytime his brothers supported him in sailing through this situation. Now he has to step up. He wanted to live life in his own terms. Pushing Gauri out of his life was his own mistake. Whatever is the consequence of it, he has to come to terms with his own life and move on. He didn't want to take any emotional support from anyone this time, not even his own brothers.. They have their own lives to concentrate on. His mother is just in her breather phase ever since Svetlana is out. She also needs some break. Omkaara can handle this all. He had given some rest to his poetic & impulsive emotional self a little and now was handling both art and business together. Oberoi's were building a multi-storeyed artistic palace like chain of hotels for elite. Tej proposed this idea and Shivaay couldn't take this up because of other business commitments. Omkaara took it up on request from Shivaay and also since this involved art and business together. He couldn't give up his passion for art anytime.

The first palace Hotel was scheduled for opening on the day.. It was a grand opening and the palace hotel was indeed a pinnacle of excellence and artistic masterpiece.. The interiors resembled that of a royal palace of kings and queens.. In the entrance was a piece of art hanging near the reception. The painting contained just the eyes of a woman, so in love.. It was painted by Omkaara himself.. ShivRu knew whose it was.. Both of them were noticing him these days.. he is trying to be normal and act normal, have a little funny conversation, pull Ru's legs but nothing matched how he was once. Even though he smiled, there is an inherent pain visible in his eyes.. He is trying to hide his feelings and put up a brave front. But his brothers are his dhadkan, they realized that he is missing her more than anything in this world..

It was a party evening and the oberoi's invited high profile guests for the gala launch of their palace chain of hotels.. "Jannat". Everyone were on the dance floor while soft romantic music were playing. Part of audience were chit chatting among their social circles, where men were involved in their business talks. Omkaara was trying to mingle with the audience but felt a little suffocating in this party environment. He wanted to splash cool water on his face and hence he retired silently to his own suite where he had been staying to oversee the arrangements..

He entered the suite and freshened up. He then went and opened his chest of drawers. Inside was a crystal photo frame containing a lively picture.. It was a picture taken by Buamaa on their day of contract marriage revelation to Svetlana. He had a sadu expression on his face whereas she was holding his waist and smiling with all her heart.. Omkaara caressed her cute little face in the picture for the nth number of time.. "Gauri.." He spelled her name with all his heart.. as if she is standing beside him..

"I miss you.. I miss you very much.." He plainted a soft little kiss on her smiling face in the picture and kept it inside. Emotions came running into his mind of all their sweet flashbacks..

He reclined in the leather seat.. Cool breeze was blowing from outside. Omkaara closed his eyes to reminisce the flashback of some sweet memories he had in this devastating contract marriage phase. He was fake romancing with Gauri in the pretext of Svetlana watching them. Once Svetlana was watching them over window, he had his back facing at svet but Gauri noticed and alerted him that she is watching. He wanted her to act this time, since his back is turned towards svet and she would be able to see only Gauri's face. Gauri was hesitating to initiate the fake romance. He was urging her to act infront of Svet hence Gauri, after a little hesitation, wrapped her arms around his neck after pulling him to bend a little. It started as a fake gesture before svet, but it ended in much more.. Atleast for him. She has always restrained from touching him voluntarily, even now her face only reached up to the crook of his neck and she closed her eyes to carefully avoid svet's detective glances. Her soft skin was pressing against his hard stubble and Omkaara lost himself for a minute. He forgot they were fakemancing and he forgot everything that was bitter, momentarily. All he remembered was she is his wife and she is hugging him. Her rosebud lips in his neck were wreaking havoc in his senses. He wrapped his arm around her even when it wasn't necessary for him to do so.. He felt her curves which made Gauri pull out a little. He held her firmly so that she didn't move. He knew it was not right of him to feel her up this way when they were bound by contract marriage. But his control was long lost until a painful self-realization dawned upon him about her characterless nature. He pulled away like lightning and turned back. Svet had gone back much before. Gauri was trying to pull out but Omkaara wasn't heeding. He hated everything in this world at the moment, himself for falling for such a girl, Gauri was taking advantage of the situation (Even when his mind knew that's not the case), his fate for landing him up in this situation, Svet, Tej and everyone in this world. He didn't accuse her with words of hatred on her that day, instead just walked away angrily .. his full anger on himself and her for making him lose control.

Omkaara opened the eyes in this present moment. He can feel her touch even to this very moment. She indeed had evoked very strong feelings in him which he was trying to overshadow with hatred anger and his judgemental attitude. Now that the upper layer is gone, the love that was hidden inside is resurfacing above. But alas, she is not there to share it with..

His heart ached.. "Gauri" his voice murmured again as if hearing the name will soothe his soul..

<To be cont>

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Love,Yayini