Thought I would have a go at a bit of poem writing! Adi's character is so complex and full of feeling which made me write this short poem. Please do tell me what you think?
II Aditya Jindal: The Hopeless Lover II
No love song can describe how I feel
Sometimes whatever I say
Is never good enough or real
No one will ever come to know how I am feeling today.
I raised my hopes too high
Thinking you would feel the same way
I dont want to cry
Because no amount of tears will take the pain away.
For a second I thought you knew
For a second I thought you cared
For a second I thought you always meant "I love you"
For a second I thought you appreciated the love we once had.
What do you know anyway?
You only know how to pierce my heart repeatedly
Whilst I shriek out in pain
And you laugh directly in my face.
Il always fake my smile
Il always say I am okay
I will pretend to be happy
But really I am dead inside
I kept on giving you chances
Little did I know
Your evil nature will be something I can never beat
I just can't seem to let you go
You make me feel like a fool
I dont want to love you.
Why does love have to be cruel?
Why is there nothing that I can do?
Love can sometimes be great
That is something I cannot deny
Families rejoicing together
With the laughter of my two daughters
Who knew your shadow would haunt us forever?
You are the girl who took my heart
You are the girl who made me smile
But you made me realise that what I felt was wrong.
