Epi 23.2 : If I give a faraq, will you too?

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Posted: 9 years ago
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Today, Shivaay went all out to squeeze a faraq out of Annika. She has to sit and watch him ooh and aah over a head massage given by Tia's manicured hand. Awww, how sweet, how'd you like a nice knuckle sandwich with that?

Beware Shivaay, your wife has a fiery jealous streak. If she hadn't bound her own hands, she would be scratching both of you like a junglee billi.

You should be thankful she only pinched the flowers to little microscopic bits.

Doesn't Shivaay see, it's all hurting her. He knows her, why can't he see, why she is doing this? It's so obvious, why, evidenced by your mother's continuous taunts towards her.

Why do you torture a woman who doesn't think she deserves you, to love?

He did say, "mujhe faraq padra hai..." with really intense eyes. He said it, Annika.. it's your turn.

Can she? Does she have the right to be the Oberoi Bahu no. 1?

Shivaay is not just any guy, he's the heir apparent of the Oberoi family, the guy who is in charge of the family. He carries his naam, khoon and khandaan in him.

Now he wants her to leave/ignore all the signs to leave, the signs that people hate her, that she is unworthy, and give herself wholly to him, surrender her heart to him.

He demands it.
You care about me , say it!
It bugs you that I'm touching another woman, say it !
I'm giving your place to another woman, TELL ME IT'S KILLING YOU INSIDE, because I can see it on your face !!!

Just say it !!?

But knowingly, or unknowingly, he is reminding her of all the reasons she should stick harder to her resolutions.

Your mother hates her, misses no opportunity to run her down underground like a worthless person. Her spite is ugly and rotten.

Tia rubs her nose in winning over Annika too, finally. That too with Shivaay on her side.Just like old times.

Annika's pain is increasing higher and higher, she is losing control more and more. With every barb and stab she is looking more and more forlorn and defeated.

Dadi gives her a beautiful dress, and Shivaay is entranced. She takes his breath away, and he can only say one word, "Beautiful..."

But he makes a point to openly praise Tia too. That little look she gave, understanding that Tia's face was to beautiful for him to notice what she was wearing, unlike Annika.

Bare faced lie! WE know this, but Annika doesn't. She looks defeated, and it breaks my heart.

He has a lot of manao-ing to do if he gets Annika back somehow. He just handed her a whole lot of bad memories. Trust me, we women, never forget these kinds of memories.

Time to come clean, Shivaay. You're losing her steadily now...

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LordLuminous thumbnail
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Posted: 9 years ago
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My poor Shivika heart, this is hard to watch.
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Resing. Will unres after dinner :)
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"Beware Shivaay, your wife has a fiery jealous streak. If she hadn't bound her own hands, she would be scratching both of you like a junglee billi. "

That's actually very true. Anika had that look on her face that I've seen wives give to their hubby's when they've majorly screwed up 😆. But honestly, I didn't like the jealousy thing. Anika already thinks Shivaay doesn't deem her worthy, and neither does her family. By using Tia, of all people, to make her jealous, he's making her even more insecure.

Honestly, the hurt in her eyes when Shivaay was oohing and aahing... I could feel her pain, it was emanating out of my screen. It didn't help that he looked SO DAMN HOT in that white kurta while flirting with another woman. Just made him all the more unattainable for Anika.

But you know what hurt most? How he said "Dehaan kahan hai Anika?" when Pinky was blasting her. He knows how much Pinky's taunts hurt her and yet, he decided to use those to his advantage too, making her feel all the more alone. I know he made up later on but I still didn't appreciate him doing that to get one up on her.

"Why do you torture a woman who doesn't think she deserves you, to love?"

I'd like to disagree here a bit. I don't think Anika thinks she doesn't deserve Shivaay. For me, she's scared he doesn't think that. I know they've muddled up Anika's character beyond any sort of redemption but the real Anika won't think of NKK or the Oberoi parivaar as a barometer for worthiness. She's afriad Shivaay thinks that.

Other than that, you're right. The insecurity is there and since it comes from Shivaay, he has to be the one who admits love first. Right now, he's being too cruel, making her feel lonelier than ever in that huge mansion of his.

And he did, today. "Mujhe farq padta hai" He may have made it look like he said it just to trick Anika but we saw the truth in those beautiful eyes of his. I loved his face when he said that. There was so much sincerity there, such purity and.. innocence - something you don't actually expect from Shivaay. It reminded me of my 7-year-old cousin innocently (and secretly!) telling me he had a crush on one of his classmates, he looked that bacha-like. *sigh* More than Anika, I want to hear him say it a million times more with that exact expression on his face.

And you know why he only noticed Tia's beautiful chehra? Because Tia ka he only noticed chehra. Anika ko uss ne upar se le ke neeche tak, sab notice kia. Hair, eyes, lips, neck... you know the drill. 😆

Apart from the "beautiful" part and the knife part, I found today's episode to be below tolerable. It'd been out-and-out bad had they not moved it so fast, plot-wise. Pinky ke baare main I don't have anything else to say. I think I've run out of bad things to say about her. I can only hope Tia gets exposed quickly because I honestly believe once that happens, Pinky would be an incredibly loyal MIL. Dadi redeemed herself today 😆. Although I still don't get why she wants Anika to dress up for her husband's wedding to another woman. The "ghar ke bahu" logic makes ZERO sense given the circumstances.

Finally, SC looked great despite the horrible dress. As for billu, such gaudy, flashy colors don't even go with his personality, I dunno why he's made to wear that. I was thanking God when he got out of that gaudy pink... Too soon, I guess.
Edited by --Risha-- - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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First of all I want to say you are absolutely an amazing writer. However I disagree with you on few points and I hope you consider this as constructive criticism from opposing views.

It is so sad that such amazing writers like you are so biased towards Annika, that you cannot see beyond Annika's pain. Did'nt she want Shivay to get married to Tia? What are her resolutions? What happened to the same resolutions when Annika was not Kalavathi? How come she suddenly aware of Tia's baby, pinky's taunts and ready to sacrifice herself?
Why don't you ever question what Shivay is going through? Is it fair for Annika to hurt him despite him telling her now that it does affect him. He declared that her actions does affect him. What is stopping her now to say the truth. Will she accept him, if he declares his love?
Annika does not have any ego as far as I know like Shivay does but she is still rude to him and driving him away but does not really want him to get close to Tia. She can't have both ways here. I don't blame Shivay for what he is doing now. He is desperately trying to make her feel that she wants him and remembers their "Ehsas", because as far as he knows she lost her memory and he needs it back to Stop this whole drama.
When Shivay flirts, its cruel and when Annika flirts its funny. why such double standards?
Please don't get me wrong, I am just Shivika fan, not just Annika's fan, and when talented people like you write something, and I rush to the IB forum to have a read, it pains me to see that there is no Shivay in Shivika.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: LordLuminous

My poor Shivika heart, this is hard to watch.


It is, very hard. It's so strange also. Shivaay negates his faraqs about her, yet he demands that she acknowledges she cares. I can totally see Shivaay not letting her leave, but the escalating Pinky hate is worrying
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Posted: 9 years ago
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U r right. His every action is just succeeding in pushing her away. With every step of his to prove that it makes a difference to her,he is just pointing out that how mismatched she is for him,that she doesn't fit in his world. I would like it if instead of ShiVika marriage v get Tia's truth and Anika's fake ML truth and her walking away from Shivaay. But with Gauri's entry in OM I don't think Anika will be going anywhere.
But I SO want her to go and Shivaay to search for her and convince her to come back to him.For her every 1000 reasons to stay away from him,he should give one solid reason for her to stay with him forever.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: ShruthiLuv

First of all I want to say you are absolutely an amazing writer. However I disagree with you on few points and I hope you consider this as constructive criticism from opposing views.

It is so sad that such amazing writers like you are so biased towards Annika, that you cannot see beyond Annika's pain. Did'nt she want Shivay to get married to Tia? What are her resolutions? What happened to the same resolutions when Annika was not Kalavathi? How come she suddenly aware of Tia's baby, pinky's taunts and ready to sacrifice herself?
Why don't you ever question what Shivay is going through? Is it fair for Annika to hurt him despite him telling her now that it does affect him. He declared that her actions does affect him. What is stopping her now to say the truth. Will she accept him, if he declares his love?
Annika does not have any ego as far as I know like Shivay does but she is still rude to him and driving him away but does not really want him to get close to Tia. She can't have both ways here. I don't blame Shivay for what he is doing now. He is desperately trying to make her feel that she wants him and remembers their "Ehsas", because as far as he knows she lost her memory and he needs it back to Stop this whole drama.
When Shivay flirts, its cruel and when Annika flirts its funny. why such double standards?
Please don't get me wrong, I am just Shivika fan, not just Annika's fan, and when talented people like you write something, and I rush to the IB forum to have a read, it pains me to see that there is no Shivay in Shivika.



So agree with each word!
Am glad someone wrote this!! :)

Anisa (I hope I got ur name right 😳)...u are such an amazing writer and ur posts are simply beautiful to read, I read everyday coz I love ur writing, though I disagree with many things regarding Shivay...coz Shivay has gone through no less...in this whole ML track!

His pain and hurt is way more than Anika! His Farq came out in open today, but Anika was still adamant to not give in!

If people think what Shivay has done to Anika are some sort of crimes, I say, faking ML to him, she has emotionally tortured him so much which is no less a crime! I

I have always felt like sharing my views but ur posts are always so well written that I never felt like disagreeing so refrained...hope u don't mind :)😳

@ShruthiLuv: I have said this in many other posts and saying again, Anika questioning Shivay about where she stands in his life, as Kalavathi and not as Anika makes no sense!

If he would have said yes Main tumse pyaar karta hoon...where would have Anika's sacrificial nature and her wanting justice for Tia and her baby would've gone?

Her ML had a purpose, to expose Tia but it only came out as a torture to Shivay so much, that it led to him agreeing for a marriage with Tia, unwillingly...he hated the thought of it! He tried so many ways to revive Anika's memory but she lost the purpose of her ML and forced him into a wedding with Tia, also kept indirectly accusing him of being the father of Tia's baby...she sleepwalked, which I am sure was fake and Shivay was left scared for her life! Even the Gobar throwing episode for me was very emotional from Shivay's pov than funny in any way! He carried deep emotions and desperation to revive her memory in that episode!

Anika has realized she loves Shivay doesn't mean that was it...she has also not expressed her love to him...he has done way more infact...especially in this ML track and ShiTia wedding track, he almost gave in to make her realize what she meant to him!

I didn't mind the whole ShiTia wedding track for 2 reasons, coz I knew Shivika is the endgame, anything like ShiTia is never happening and secondly, it was right for whatever Anika did to Shivay and still is lying about her ML,. playing with his feelings and emotions!

Anika has no less ego as per me...she is equally adamant and egoistic especially now!

And seriously, the whole Rohit scene, the making Shivay jealous drama was senseless for me coz one hand she is all sacrificial...wants to get justice for Tia and her baby, want to leave from Shivay's life and make his mom happy too...on the other hand she is trying to make him jealous and get the Faraq out of him? Why ? What was the need?😆

And last line about Shivika...I so agree...I hardly speak against Anika, I even tried to justify her ML track and whatever she was doing until people started bashing and blaming Shivay for agreeing for wedding with Tia where it was totally clear, Anika pushed him into it...always a Shivika fan...speaking for both but hurts to see Shivay always being made to look like a culprit, a heartless person, even after how far he has come, how changed he is and how much he has done for Anika!


Anisa...last line of ur post...we women never forget this...why the Faraq? Will a guy forget if any such wrong has been done to him? 😆 Infact this time I feel, Anika has a lot of manaoing to do to Shivay and explanations to give, coz he might just not like it wen he comes to know she was faking ML and played with his emotions so much!
Sorry if this post sounded rude in any way...just wanted to state my views from Shivay's perspective too :)
Edited by Crazy4Mayur - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: ShruthiLuv

First of all I want to say you are absolutely an amazing writer. However I disagree with you on few points and I hope you consider this as constructive criticism from opposing views.

It is so sad that such amazing writers like you are so biased towards Annika, that you cannot see beyond Annika's pain. Did'nt she want Shivay to get married to Tia? What are her resolutions? What happened to the same resolutions when Annika was not Kalavathi? How come she suddenly aware of Tia's baby, pinky's taunts and ready to sacrifice herself?
Why don't you ever question what Shivay is going through? Is it fair for Annika to hurt him despite him telling her now that it does affect him. He declared that her actions does affect him. What is stopping her now to say the truth. Will she accept him, if he declares his love?
Annika does not have any ego as far as I know like Shivay does but she is still rude to him and driving him away but does not really want him to get close to Tia. She can't have both ways here. I don't blame Shivay for what he is doing now. He is desperately trying to make her feel that she wants him and remembers their "Ehsas", because as far as he knows she lost her memory and he needs it back to Stop this whole drama.
When Shivay flirts, its cruel and when Annika flirts its funny. why such double standards?
Please don't get me wrong, I am just Shivika fan, not just Annika's fan, and when talented people like you write something, and I rush to the IB forum to have a read, it pains me to see that there is no Shivay in Shivika.


I feel for Shivaay but he never talked of this "ehsaas" b4 ,it was only when she said that she couldn't remember anything did he say it. He never told her that they have not divorced,didnt share his problems with her. Kept on telling her that this marriage means nothing and on top of that his mom made it clear that Anika is nothing but trash.
I am not saying that Shivaay is not in pain. But Anika has to deal with NKK,his mom and humiliation every single time. He defends her but says that they don't have any relationship, he doesn't let her go but doesn't give her reason to stay. Its catch 22 situation. Secondly Anika just faked making him jealous,she didn't flaunt a guy in front of him. Both have faults,both have chosen to make separate plans rather than trusting one another.Both r thinking about others. Both don't know where they stand in each other's life.
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Word !!! Its simply painful seeing this defeated Anika ...She feared falling in love ...she knew it Shivay will become her weakness and her worst fears are coming true. ...at times, she looks so numb holding on so much inside her ! ...this faraq padta is mere a silly challenge bw them ! I donno what they are going to get out of it ! Shivay love for her but he does not understand her needs !
Her saying ' mujhe meri jagah patha hai' ....is telling enough that she is not fighting anymore for this relation....This is the same girl who used to be proud of herself once and look at her now .. ...I so miss the old vibrant Anika but alas, that's history now!


Can someone shut Pinky's filthy mouth ...she is doing more damage than Tia and co. ! The writer needs to push their story ahead instead of hatching random scenes and songs now and then to appease the online viewers !
Edited by Manonidz - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: ShruthiLuv

First of all I want to say you are absolutely an amazing writer. However I disagree with you on few points and I hope you consider this as constructive criticism from opposing views.

It is so sad that such amazing writers like you are so biased towards Annika, that you cannot see beyond Annika's pain. Did'nt she want Shivay to get married to Tia? What are her resolutions? What happened to the same resolutions when Annika was not Kalavathi? How come she suddenly aware of Tia's baby, pinky's taunts and ready to sacrifice herself?
Why don't you ever question what Shivay is going through? Is it fair for Annika to hurt him despite him telling her now that it does affect him. He declared that her actions does affect him. What is stopping her now to say the truth. Will she accept him, if he declares his love?
Annika does not have any ego as far as I know like Shivay does but she is still rude to him and driving him away but does not really want him to get close to Tia. She can't have both ways here. I don't blame Shivay for what he is doing now. He is desperately trying to make her feel that she wants him and remembers their "Ehsas", because as far as he knows she lost her memory and he needs it back to Stop this whole drama.
When Shivay flirts, its cruel and when Annika flirts its funny. why such double standards?
Please don't get me wrong, I am just Shivika fan, not just Annika's fan, and when talented people like you write something, and I rush to the IB forum to have a read, it pains me to see that there is no Shivay in Shivika.


I don't take it as criticism at all. Feel free.

I see your point.

I have assumed that the ML is fake. Annika knows what she is doing and is giving Shivaay a way out from their marriage. He called her his Zimmedari . You and I know, his Zimmedari is very precious to him, he'd die for her.

But he belongs to his family. And his family elders, Shakti, Pinky, Tej, they hate her and want her gone. They call her a complication that needs to be sorted out. She had been kept in limbo in this half marriage, where the youngsters accept her as Bhabhi but the elders ignore her.

No one believes Tia's baby is not Shivaay's. She has gone on this ML mission to find out the truth, which she almost did.

Remember once, Shivaay said, he married her forcefully, for his family. And she defended him and gave his family back to him when they were mad at him. For his family. She never wants to separate him from his family.

But what if his family does not accept her? Shivaay was prepared to leave the house for few days for her. She became priority no. 1, for him at that point. That's his love for her.

But his mom is a problem. Shivaay too was flustered with the stress of having to choose between his mother and his wife. He's doing his best to smooth out over, but they are band aids at best.

I love Shivaay's character, but he has confused Annika with his back and forth actions. He can't even say, she is his wife. That is very sad. I know he loves her A LOT, in fact in yesterday's post, I mentioned how close he is to expressing his love for her.and how he will NEVER let her leave.

But these games are so unnecessary. Either side.

Of course, Annika is guilty of tricking Shivaay too, which she will have to pay for eventually.
Edited by AnnzSageflower7 - 9 years ago

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