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"Tumhe Kuch Bhi Yaad Nahi Hai.??" Nahi
"Koi Ehsaas Nahi Hai..!??" Nahi.
"Tumhe koi farak nahi padta?" Nahi.
She lied.
His heart cried.
"Mujhe yaad nahi, aapko toh hain!
Kehte kyun nahi hai aap?
Pata nahi hai?
Yaan Phir Kehna nahi chaathe hain?"
She hoped.
His anger grew.
She always understood right.
He dint have to use words with her to express. She just knew.
But today she asked him. Why? It was a deal right he would never say and yet she would understand??
Then Why did she question him?
She knew he couldn't answer, but now why is she wanting that answer.
He gave her Love.
She hadn't asked for it.
He gave her family.
She dint ask for it.
But today she wants to know where she stands?!!
What is he for him.!?
Then why does he runaway from it.
Because he has made a mistake!! Broke his own rule. Fell in Love. Fell for HER..!
His anger grew, his ego was hurt.
His pride that he took in the fact that he affected her.
He mattered to her.
He was important for her.
He was next to being her World.
Her mornings began with HIM.
Now she says
"Mujhe Koi Farak Nahi Padta..! "
It pricks him hard.
Hurts his ego.
Hurts his proud heart.
The wounded Warrior rises to be hard.
"Main bataana jaruri nahi samajtha.! "
Yes he doesn't feel necessary to explain.
It hurts her.
Why cant he say it.. He is as affected as her.!
Then why does he have to be this hard.
Why does he doesn't not accept he made a mistake.. Fell in love..! Accept it! You can't change it.
But he is stubborn.
She understands but its time she drove out that stubbornness.
She had to crush that ego. Give that ego a death, otherwise it will kill their.. Their Bond.
Ego is like a rotten apple.
You keep it with other feelings, the other apples,
It rottens them all.
So if it takes pain to remove the rotten apple, she is willing to do it.!
It hurts her. It hurts him. But its for their own betterment.!
She crushed his ego, when he continuously asked her.. "Tumhe farak padta hai..? " nahi.
He hurt himself physically as well.
But what his heart went through in the process was terrible.
He was doing this for her and for her family. Couldn't she see it. Couldn't she understand.
But its beyond now.. She said she doesn't care.
When he talks about going to Tia's room he wanted her to feel jealous cause that's the sign you are possessive about someone!!
But she dint care.
If only he knew she was more a free lover than possessive one.
He is the possessive one. He couldn't tolerate another guy holding her hand.
That's again because they are brought up like that.
He from childhood is probably used to possessing child.
Sadly in her case Life has taught her never to hold anything tightly else she will loose it.
Enough Of My Ramblings For Today.
I hadnt planned on writting all this just came.
Seems like it went a long way.
But I couldn't help but feel for Shivaay and fall for Anika's strength..!
I remember sayin Anika is hitting 2 birds with a single stone.
Shivaay is all set to give her takkar..!
"Mujhe koi Farak Nahi Padta! "
He said that once upon a time and it hurt her.
"Mujhe koi Farak Nahi Padta! "
She said today and... It stabbed his heart..!
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