8 jan. written update (heartbreaking)

Kaushi spills Gaslet on her. they stopped her.

Kaushi: let me die, I wanna die……..mamaji slaps her. mamaji wanted to slap her again but he stopped. Mamaji said he can slap her if he wants. U can slap me 100000 times because I'm not gonna feel it. Mamaji asks forgiveness. He didn't wanted to slap her but she wasn't listening. Do you know how bad u were gonna do. Kaushi: sahi aur galat ka faisala to kismat kar chuki hai. I don't had another way. I can't see my daughters pain and I gave her all this. I blame myself for this and I can't forgive myself, never. Why do I have to live now?

Mamaji said he knows she's sad because of the wedding didn't took place but everyone's unhappy at this. Kaushi said nothing will be good. I have live this pain and this is gonna be my daughter's destiny. Mamaji told her he is always with her. kaushi: ur god….. ur my god. What didn't u do for me? For this family? But ur greatness one side and my daughter's pain one side. When I was a kid. I liked everything, everything was beautiful……..but then people were saying who is this black skinned kid? She went to Naniji ji and ask her if she remembers how Naniji was worried about her. meri bhool ki zada meri beti ko milrahi hai…………

Break

Ragi asks her mom to keep quit. Kaushi: no, let me say, because this is our pain. U have to be strong and bear this otherwise this world wouldn't let u live. Mamaji: why not? Why?

Kaushi: do u remember? When I was worried about ragi, u told me nothing like that won't happen but what happened now? Even u accepted me when ur mom once called me a kali kaluti. Then u were the one who hold my hand and then we had Vinu, very beautiful, and fair but when we had a daughter, ragi I won't lie my child, when u were born, meri mamta ro pari………bas then my pain grew up a hundred times more when sadi came. Because her fairness made people say bad things about my child. Then I also did what my mom did with me, I shout at u, I told u to use a cream, but what else could I do. I'm not ur enemy, sadi. Do u know sadi, I was really happy when ur mamaji brought u home, I'm not so evil that I can't accept a child without her mom. (ek bin ma ki bachchi). All were crying……………

Break

I knew sadi,,,,, ur fairness is gonna be a bad sigh for ragi and that happened. Now I'm tired and I can't bear all this anymore. I'm not a god, I'm a wife, a mom bas I'm tired now. I can't bear all this anymore. What I wanted I didn't achieve. I have a life but without soul. My soul is dead. And she went. (this was sssssssooooooo sadddddddddd I really cried here just heartbreaking).

Ragi removing all her jewelries and cries and a very sad songs playing. Epi endssss on her face………………

Precap: vinu came into his room and yelled at Malti. Vinu: this is what u wanted didn't u? this was ur game u were playing. That ragi's wedding wouldn't happen, but u forgot that ragi is ur husbands sister. Only because of u this happened. Ur the cause of all this……………………