Yes Ravish. Aaj Waada Nibhane Ka Waqt Aagaya.That Promise Which You Gave To That Girl.
That Girl Who Has Insulted You Everytime.
That Girl Who Has Trampled Your Heart Under Her Feets..Not Once But Many Times
That Girl Who Didnt Respected The Relation In Which You Two Were Bound Together.
That Girl Who Called Your Commitment..Your One Wish..Your Relation With Her.. As 'Bediya'
That Girl.
And You Fulfilled That Promise.
With A Smile On Your Face And Your Head Held High!😊
But Wait.
Whats Wrong With That Smile Of Yours?
Are You Hurt?
Yes?
No?
Ofcourse Your Eyes Were Speaking For You.
And It Was Saying.."I Am Letting You Go..For Your Happiness..But It Hurts"
And That Smile..Half Sad..Half Happy..
Half Sad?
Letting Her Go Was Not Easy..It Was Tough..
Tough On You..Your First Love..Your First Feelings..Your First Smile..
You Bore Her Every Behaviour..Your Bore Her Taunts..You Bore Her Accussations..You Bore The Pain She Gave You..
Yet You Loved Her Even Then And Now..Selflessly..Without Any Terms And Conditions!
And Today..That String Which She Called As Bediya...You Took It Off..
It Was A Thorn..And You Pricked Your Hands. With A Smile. That Smile Which Was Happy For Her. But Sad For Yourself..Because Only You Knew Whats The Meaning Of Letting Go.
You First Broke Her Bangles Why?
Because She Was Wearing It On Your Name?
So You Broke It?
Just Like You Broke Your Heart..
You Slowly Broken Them..Just Like How You Broke Your Heart..For Her.. Slowly..Slowly..Crushing It Into Pieces And Then Finally Broke It And Allowed It To Fall.. Just Like Your Heart Ravish..Just Like Your Heart !
How Can You Play With Your Heart Like This? Oh Yes. You Can. Because When You Love..You Love Unconditionally. And Its How You Are..
You Dont Go And Give Heavy Lectures To Others About What You Stand For And What Your Thinking Is. You Just Go. Silently. And Do Your Work. And Reply Only When Its Required.
And Your Silence? Its Not Your Weakness. Its Your Strength. That Strength Which Not Everyone Possess.
But Its Bitter Sweet In Its Own Way..
And Thats Your Beauty And Your Most Attractive Quality..
You Were Half Happy?
Because You Fulfilled Your Promise.
Because You Were Giving Her The Freedom Which She Was Screaming For
Because You Were Uniting Two Lovers..
But What About You?
What Were You Doing To Yourself..?
You Were Clearly In Pain To Know That The Person You Loved Was Calling Your Relation With Her As Bediya..It Was Painful To Know The Person You Love Didnt Wanted To Stay With You..
And Freeing Her Was The Only Option You Had..And You Chose Her Feelings Above Yours..
And See Now You Are Gone..
Away From That Girl..
Away From That House..
Away From That Room..
But Will You Be Able To Go Away From Her Memories?
From Her Smile?
From Her Silly Talk?
From The Feelings She Evoked In You?
From The Emotions That You Felt Fir The First Time?
From Everything That Reminded You Of Her?
CAN YOU? NOW?
So Dont Even Pretend To Smile. And Say Everything Is Fine.
Things Are Fine But Not Everything.
Atleast Not In Your Case!
So Dont Even Try To Hide Those Feelings From Yourself!
You Were Having Those Flashbacks? Why?
Because It Was A Beautiful Memory? Or Because That Day Gave You So Much Of Pain?
No Matter How Hard You Try To Forget Them.. It Will Remain With You..
Your Eyes Showed The Burnt You Have Recieved At Her Hands. The Brutality Of Her Words Have Stuck Back In Your Mind That It Will Take A Long Time To Heal Them..
Your Eyes Spoke "Out Of All The People Who Could Have Ripped Me Into Shreds, Why Does It Had To Be You? Why Vividha?"
Her Words Were Fire..Which Burnt Your Every Part!
She Has Ripped You Apart With Her Words And Left You There To Bleed..
And See You Are Bleeding With That Half Forced Smile On Your Face..For Her! And For Your Brother.. And For Your Dead Father!
And She? Just Looking At You..Thats It..
But Its Okay Ravish. You Did What She Was Asking You To..
Just Take Care..And One Day Your Broken Smile Will Turn Into Beautiful Happy Smile..And It Will Be Worth Your Wait..ONE DAY!
P.S.- Buri Nazar Waale Mere Post Se Ho Kaale. Lol. I Am Justt Jokingg. Dont Bother To Comment Here. If You Did You Will Be ROYALLY IGNORED By Me! And Ravishians/RaVidhians Just Ignore If They Comment!😳
P.S.S.- Saaru. This Post Is Especially For You!😳
Edited by Shanky-Ki-Biwi. - 8 years ago