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Ravish-
Who Am I?
Am I Not A Human?
Dont I Have Any Feelings?
Dont I Feel Hurt?
Dont I Feel Suffocated At Times?
Who Gave You The Right To Take Decision Of My Life?
Who Gave You The License To Treat Me All The Way You Want?
Who Gave You The Right To Hurt Me?
When You Hurt Me Everytime Bloody Time And In Return Expects Me To Understand Every Bloody Decisions Of Yours?
Yes I Said I Will Respect And Accept Whatever You Want And Till Now I Was Doing That.
You. You The Girl I Loved Treated Me Like A Trash! You Knew That I Loved You..Yet You Kept On Rubbing Your "Love" On My Wounds.. And Still Expected Me To Understand Whatever You Decide!
You Married Me To Save Your Love. You Didnt Gave A Damn About Me.. Okay. I Understood. I Never For Once Blamed You... I Blamed Circumstances... I Never Blamed You For Hurting Me...Because I UNDERSTOOD.
But Why Vividha. Why You Say That HE WILL UNDERSTAND AND RESPECT MY DECISION.
Not For Once You Thought How Horrible I Will Feel..Oh Yes. I Forgot You Care A Damn About Me!
Yes Vividha Its Not Like I Cant Let You Go.. Its Just That I Didnt Wanted You To Go..
Heart Wants What It Wants...Its Just Too Painful..But Ofcourse I Would Let You Go..
Today I Objected..Because I Was Tired. Tired Of Everything. Its Just Too Painful To Bear..
You Will Never Understand What I Feel..Because You Are Not In My Place...
My Heart Had His Own Emotions..And It Ruled My Brain Too..This Emotion Didnt Wanted You To Leave But Again..Both Of Us Know In The End I Will Let You Go.
But Who Gave You The Right To Ask Me To Move On? Who? You Cannot Move On Yet You Ask Me To Move On! Isnt My Love Deep? Isnt My Feelings Strong? Dont Tell Me Its Your Concern. Please. You Have Shown Enough Concern. And I Have Been Bearing It Since Long Time. You Say Its Not Late? Are You Sure About It? What If Its Too Late For Me To Move On?! Because Of YOU I Have Suffered Those Unending Horrible Feelings And Now You Are Asking Me To Trample My Heart For You AGAIN. Okay Vividha, I Will Do As You Say. I Will Crush My Feelings Again Infront Of You And Will Try Not To Show. Just Once Take A Look At Me..And Feel What I Am Actually Going Through FOR YOU ONLY.
You Think I Will Find A Nice Partner And Move On. So Easily You Said That...But Do You Know How It Feels? How Can You? Because Your Lover Loved You Back..How Can You Understand Even A Cent?
First Time A Girl Came In My Life And I Fell For You.. First Time I Felt Those Beautiful Emotions And See What Happened? It Crumbled Brutally...For Me It Was A Marriage Vividha.. A Journey Which I Started With You With Those Hidden Beautiful Hopes And Dreams..And See What I Went Through? A Bunch Of Miserable Feelings.. Heartaches..And Pain..I Went Miserable Vividha..I Didnt Lose My Sanity..But I Definetly Lost That Smile Of Mine..I Lost That Part Of Mine Which Was Happy...I Lost Too. Yet Didnt Accused You.
And See Even Now I Am Standing Infront Of You. Fulfilling Your Wish. Your Last Demand..You Wanted To Be Free Right? Fine..I Will Free You By Ruining My Heart Miserably For You..Infront Of You..I Will Vividha..
For You Again I Am Crushing My Small Dreams Of Happiness..Those Dreams Which Is Beautiful..For You Again I Am Trampling My Heart Under Your Feet..For You Again I Am Going To Kill My Feelings And Keep Your Feelings ABOVE. Just For You.
You Think It Will Be Easy For Me..Vividha..
I Just Lost My Everything..How Will I Ever Give In For A Second Chance? Wont It Be Scary After All These Sufferings? Wont It Be Tough On Me? Wont It Be Difficult? It Will Be. Very Much..You Have Given A Lifetime Scar...Which Will Never Heal..I Will Never Forget It..
But You Will Never Know My Pain. You Have Made My Life So Horrible That I Dont Know What I Will Feel In Future.. You Took Away My Heart..And Crushed It..And I Dont Know How To Mend My Heart..None Is There To Put Me Together..
Be Happy..Now You Will Be Free From These Foreceful 'Chains' Forever..Binding Me In Your Painful Chain ..It Will Be Wrenching To Take Reverse Rounds With You..That Every Moment Will Make My Heart Go Heavier...But You Will Be Free Afterall So Yes For You And Others. I WILL DO IT.đ
P.S.- I FOUND RAVISH TO BE MORE REALISTIC TODAY. HE WASNT BEING SELFISH. FIRST TIME. FOR BLOODY FIRST TIME HE STOOD FOR HIMSELF AND LET OUT HIS FEELINGS. HE BEHAVED LIKE A MORE NORMAL HUMAN TODAY. HOW SMART VIVIDHA IS. TILL NOW SHE HAS DONE EVERYTHING AS PER HER WISHES. EVERY SINGLE THING. AND EVEN NOW SHE IS ASKING. OH YES. ITS HER LIFE AFTERALL. SHE HAS RIGHTS TO ASKS SO. AND RAVISH. WELL HE DIDNT WENT BACK ON HIS WORDS. HE PROMISED HER HE WILL GET HER MARRIED TO ATHARV. BUT HE DIDNT PROMISED HER HE WILL LET HER LEAVE WHENEVER SHE WANTS. SO I DONT SEE HIM GOING BACK ON HIS WORDS! AND WHY YOU THINK HE SAID NO. EVERY DECISION CANT BE HERS AND I WONT BACK OFF FROM THIS MARRIAGE? BECAUSE EVERY SINGLE PERSON IS TAKING THE DECISIONS OGF HIS LIFE WITHOUT ASKING HIM. WONT YOU FEEL EXHAUSTED? NORMAL PERSON WILL. SO HE REACTED. AFTER VIVIDHA AND HER "I, ME, MYSELF AND SO CALLED ADVICES AND NONSENSE' IF RAVISH HAD REMAINED ADAMNT NOT TO DIVORCE HER THEN MY FEELINGS REGARDING RAVISH WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT.
ANYWAYS SHANKY. THANK YOU FOR GIVING US SUCH MEMORABLE SCENES TO REMEMBER. AND TOMORROW YOU ARE GONNA ROCK AND I AM GONNA CRY AND DROOL TOO. YOU LOOKED DAMNN FINE IN THAT GROOM ATTIRE. đł
AND SHIVANI SURVE.YOU LOOK SMOKING SEXY IN RED COLOUR AND STRAIGHT HAIR.đł I AM LOVING YOUR ACTING SKILLS! YOU DESERVE TO BE APPLAUDED BY US FOR PLAYING VIVIDHA SO CONVINCINGLY.đđ
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