Ishita was looking at him without saying anything,her hand were still in his,she was sitting like a status like she has became numb to everything. Like she can't see,hear and feel anything other then Raman.
Seeing her not reacting he said again- jaan,please jaan.bas ek mauka.main sab karunga,bas aa jao mere paas,yeh akelapan ab bardasht nahi hota,yeh akelapan mujhe kha jayega.mujhe akela chod kar mat jao,please jaan.he said keeping his head on her palm.
Ishita was trying hard to control her feelings.she want to hug him tight and cry her heart out but still was scared of something unknown to herself. May be she is not yet over the anger in his eyes ,but she can't even ignore the hurt in his eyes today.
At last she said- please mat roiye Raman,aap jaante main aapko rote hue nahi dekh sakti.
Raman raise his head to look at her,his eyes were filled. She took her hand to his cheek and wiped his tears with her thumb.Raman close his eyes feeling her touch.
Raman- please jaan,bas ek mauka.he said meekly.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Raman smiled between his tears and said- matlab tum ghar chalogi.
Ishita- I want sometime raman,to forget the hurt u gave me,to forgive u.main mihika ke ghar mein hi rehna chahti hoon till I get courage to enter ur house again.
Raman- that's our house jaan.u don't courage to enter ur house.
Ishita- please Raman don't pressurise me.main khud aa jaungi jab main comfortable hongi.tab tak main mihika ke ghar mein rahungi.
Raman nodded saying,as u say.I am happy that atleast u gave me a chance .I am very happy.he said kissing her palm.
Ishita tried to look away and said- tell me what I have to do,mera kaam bata dijiye mujhe.
Raman- if u want u can go home today and rest.u can join office from tomorrow, kal tak main tumhare baithne ka intezaam kar dunga.
Ishita nodded saying OK and thought,why r u sending me away from u.itne din baad hum saath hai,atleast hug me once.
Raman- (St)I so want to crush u in my arms but scared of ur reaction.today u have taken a step towards me by agreeing to work with me .I don't want to fasten the things.so it's better I should not make u uncomfortable with anything.mera tumse alag rehna hi thik hai.he was thinking and was standing in his place while ishita was also standing the her place waiting for him to hug her.
Noone was saying anything,just looking at each other waiting for the other one to proceed.seeing him saying nothing ishita start walking out of the cabin when she heard him saying meekly- can I hug u once.
Ishita turned hearing this and saw him standing silently,ishita smiled fully and nodded in yes.
Raman too smiled ,he ran to her,and took her in his arms hugging her tightly.she too hugged him back and kept her head on his chest.
Raman- I am sorry jaan,I am so sorry ,he was saying when he heard her sobs,the tears she was holding since long ,finally make their way feeling his warmth.before he can understand her sobs turned into cries and then it get louder and louder.she was hugging him tight and was crying loudly as much as she can.
Ishita- mujhe kyun chod diya Raman,mujhe kyun akela kar diya.she was saying in between her cries.he was consoling her while her cries were getting louder and louder.
Ishita- Maine kuch nahi kiya tha,Maine aapke siva kabhi kisi ke baare mein nahi socha.she was crying and saying .
Raman- I know jaan,I know.Maine galti ki thi,apni jaan par vishwas nahi kiya tha .I am sorry.
Ishita- aapne mujhe khud se alag kar diya,hamare bachche ke baare mein kitna ganda ganda bola.she was crying and saying hugging him tight.while Raman was just trying to ease her pain.
Not able to take the stress anymore she fainted in his arms,Raman realised her weight on him and said shaking her a little- ishita ishita,r u OK.r u fine.
Seeing her not responding,he picked her in his arms and ran to the lift .he took her out of the building and went to his car .he put her on the passenger seat and drove towards the hospital.seeing Raman's car going,mihir too went behind him.
Raman was trying to talk to her but she wasn't responding,he took her in side hug and continued driving with his free hand.
Soon they reach hospital,Raman took her inside and called for doctor .doctor came hearing the choas .
Raman- doc,she is seven months pregnant. Achanak behosh ho gayi,check her.
Doc called for stretcher and took her inside while raman was standing there all worried.mihir came running and asked- Bhai,kya hua bhabhi ko.
Raman- she was crying and then she fainted .pata nahi kya hua,mihir maine usse bahut takleef di hai .tumhe pata hai aaj Maine jab usse gale lagaaya woh bachchon ki tarah rone lagi,jaise apni saari takleef apne ander chupa kar rakhi thi.usne apna dard bhi nahi baantta kisise siva mere,woh khud ko kaise baant sakti thi.Maine bahut galat kiya uske saath,bahut hi jyada galat.usse mujhe kabhi maaf nahi karna chahiye.I don't deserve her forgiveness.he said looking at mihir with moist eyes.
Mihir hugged Raman abd said- don't worry Bhai ,sab kuch thik ho jayega.
Raman- woh mujhe chod kar toh nahi jayegi,hamara baby thik hoga naa .mujhe bahut darr lag raha hai mihir.he was saying when nurse came and said- doctor is calling u.
Raman nodded and went inside wiping his tears.he went inside and sat in front of the doctor.
Doc- BP was low,now it's under control but itna BP fluctuate karna,it's not good,for her and for the baby too.u should take care,last trimester mein BP fluctuation can be dangerous very dangerous, u r understanding naa what I am trying to say.
Raman- I will take care of her henceforth. Can I see her.
Doc nodded and took him inside.he saw her laying on a bed while preparations were being done for her sonography.
Doc- how r u.
Ishita- fine doc.
Doc- good now let me check how's ur baby.r u ready.
Ishita nodded.Raman looked at ishita seeking permission to be there.she called him closer and said holding his hand- u don't have to ask me,yeh aapka bhi bachcha hai,u have all right to see her,feel her .
Raman look at her with thanking eyes,when doctor started the procedure.Raman can see a small creature on the screen.
Doc- that's ur baby,totally fine.
Raman was feeling heavenly seeing their baby on the screen.he was looking at the screen without blinking his eyes when ishita told,doc can we hear her heartbeat.
Doc- yes sure,but how do u know it's a girl.
Ishita- I don't know but we want a girl.my husband wanted a girl.
Doc- that's sweet,mostly people want boy.aapke pati bahut alag hai.
Ishita- yes doc he is very different.she said looking at him while he was completely lost in the scene in front of his eyes,their baby's image on the screen and her heartbeat which he can hear clearly.
Doc- her heartbeat is also absolutely normal.seems she is happy.
Ishita- ofcourse,uske papa Jo saath hai.Papa ki pari hai,khush toh hogi hi.she said smiling looking at Raman.
Just then a nurse came in and took doctor with her for another emergency leaving ishra alone.
Ishita- Raman.she said trying to break his trance.
Raman look at ishita and all he could utter was,hamara bachcha jaan,hamara bachcha.
Ishita- yes Raman our baby .she said happily in between her tears.it was her dream to look at their baby with him hand in hand.
Seeing her crying,he came closer and said pecking her forehead- hey jaan,please don't cry.Rona toh mujhe chahiye I have lost the most beautiful moments of my life .and thank u very much for keeping our baby safe inspite of my harsh words .thank u so much ishita.he said pecking her forehead again and again.ishita closed her eyes feeling his touch.
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