I know I am a bit early but here comes my memoir.
A WALK DOWN TO KISH DESH LANE
Once upon a time in a city called Dhaka there lived a girlwho used to watch TV with her mum and she was just 13 at that time. Yeah it wasme. I remember, I was in class 7 and the teenage life had just started. It wasone fine day of that year when Kis desh came on air and I started watching it.I don't remember if I watched from the very first episode but I can clearlyremember, Meher became my favourite very easily. I don't know what was it but Itotally loved Meher. On the other hand, I can't clearly recall but I think theentry of Preet made me fall over that handsome guy with the most beautiful eyeson that very day itself. When almost everyone was drooling over the elderbrother Prem, the guy standing right next to him became the reason of myheartbeats. I actually always wanted Preet and Meher to be paired together. Ieven thought, my wish was going to come true when the stealing of the kanganscene happened. But much to my disappointment nothing like that happened, onthe top of that Preet was seen getting paired with Ashlesha and Meher wasgetting involved with Herman. In a very short period of time, I lost interestin Preet and my attention went towards Herman. I still don't know why exactlythat happened but I can figure out that it was only because Meher was pairedwith him. I had always loved my cute Meher and I just could not enjoy seeing Ashleshawith Preet. Come on, I always wanted Meher with Preet. Meher and Herman becamemy center of attraction for few days which I can now only see as a result of my love for Meher. Then maybe Imissed some episodes or I had stopped watching the show, I can't clearlyremember but the news of Meet's marriage came to my ears from one of my cousins Iguess. I was shocked. I was so happy too. It was more like a dil mein laddo futamoment inside my heart. I started watching the show again and my heart was atpeace. My affection towards Meher went on increasing and my love for Preettouched the peak. I was finally seeing my dream coming true and I totallyenjoyed it with all my soul. I still remember, I was at my cousin's place on theday of the juice scene. My khala's flat was on the same building and I had togo to that floor for some reason. I literally ran through the stairs for comingback to my cousin's place so that I did not miss any scene of the show andgladly there was this beautiful Meet scene. I also remember, I did not want tostay at my Khala's place much on those days because at 9.00PM of Bangladeshitime I wanted to be in front of my TV. My mother used to be very pissed off onme because of that and she was even mad at me when she found me saying Surah under my breath, praying for the electricity to come back on one evening. Everyday for one hour there used to be load shedding and I always prayed like thatjust for my Meet. I used to call Preet my heart stopper and on my arm the namePreet was always written with a pen. If it got washed away, I used to write itagain. One day there was no cable connection on the TV but how could I wait? Icalled my friend and asked her to tell me what was happening on the show. Shetold me the scenes and that was the day when the jealousy scene was aired. Definitely,my mother was not very happy seeing me doing that act too. I mean come on, whowould tolerate their barely teenage girl going all crazy like that. Anotherincident, I wanted to watch the sofa scene on the next day afternoon too when therepeat telecast was aired and I told my mother that I am going to watch TV.Trust me, even my mother smiled that day seeing my insanity and she told methat she knew why I was going to watch TV. I used to think myself with Preettoo. He totally was driving me nuts and Meher, she was always been my treasure.I don't remember why I stopped watching the show later but maybe it was becauseof Sushant's Pavitra Rishta. I thought I was totally head over heels for Sushantso seeing him playing the main lead on a different role will serve my happinesspurpose of watching Kis Desh. I was very wrong. I REPEAT, VERY WORNG. Neither ManavDeshmukh could replace Preet Juneja for me nor Archana and Manav could createthe essence of Meher-Preet in my heart ever. I still regret not watching theshow till last. I got to know about Preet's death from my cousin but at thattime it did not hit me much because I was busy watching Pavitra Rishta whichcould never made me feel the same way. Later, my illusion was gone and Irealized what Meet meant to me. Meet is my little own world. Preet's death scenemakes me cry everytime as if someone had cut my heart me into pieces. I can'ttolerate seeing Meher's condition when she came to know about Preet's death. Itstabs my heart. I cry like a baby each and every time seeing this phase of myMeet. Trust me, I am getting very emotional now too. I end up crying whenever Ieven think about the phase. Meet means that much to me. Meet are just not twofictional characters for me but they are a part of my soul. It has been 8 yearsbut Preet is still my heart stopper and Meher is still that sweet lovely cutesoul. I wish I could express my feelings for Meet in words. Sadly I can't. Theemotions are too subtle and deep to express.
Beside Meet, the whole Kis Desh show was amazing in every other way. I havenever seen a beautiful family drama like that nor any show can ever replace KisDesh for me. Yeah, obviously I did not like some of the facts of Kis Desh atall but still it is my most favourite and always will be. By the way, just likeyou all, I don't accept Preet's death too and I pretend he was alive in theshow. At least this makes me happy. This makes my soul happy.
Now comes the matter that how did I ended up on this forum. I have been anactive member and writer on two other forums before and I always thought thatKis Desh forum must have been closed. One day, just to my random wish I lookedfor this forum and to my extreme surprise it was still active. I became asilent reader of this forum and started reading stories on Meet like a total crazy.I used to search for Meet stories as Sherlock would search for hints to solve hiscases. Then one fine day, I found a FF called Adha Ishq'. Trust me, I forgotday and night and kept reading it without giving a pause. I think, I just tookout time for sleeping and eating maybe. The pleasure that story gives meeverytime I read it till now is totally out of this world and meeting theauthor of it on the twitter was one of my best moments of life. It is becausethat was where everything started. Meeting Fatima and talking to her was an extremedelight. Then, when I told her that I wanted to write on Meet too, she immediatelywelcomed me very warmly and encouraged me with all the motivations, she couldcome up with. Soon I was lovingly welcomed by the beautiful Kis Desh family ofthe forum too because Fatima had sent everyone a message about my entry on theforum. That beautiful family is a home for me now.
I would like to thank everyone of you for being such sweethearts, my ladies.Fatima, Maira sissy, Athi darling, Tarannum baaji, Sana, Tanu, Chit, Sweety di,Bhagyashree, Kiran, Sana, kksoap, Swathy, Nidhi, Sweetetika, Mona, Foxi, Rhea,Brainychild, Cutediary, Keertu, Sadia, Princex178, Priya, Kanwal, Vishalfool, MeraCheekuViratand all others. I am really sorry if I have forgotten to mention any of thenames. Please forgive me. Now I would like to take some of your time because Iwould like to write a few lines for my four main ladies of the forum.
Maria Sissy, what would I say about you? You have been a great elder sister andin a very short period of time, you have become a family. You have been asister, a friend, a fun partner and a perfect lovely Heer didi. The Heer-Meherbond of ours can beat anything. Now, without talking to you my day is not completed.This is how much we have got attached to each other. I am your little Meher andalways will be.
Fatimaaa! This is how I like to call your name. I literally scream yourname under my breath whenever I write it. Do you know why? Because you make mesimply happy. You are my one kind of a happiness which I never want to lose.Getting a Meet soul sister was like a dream coming true for me and trust megirl, you hold a very special place in my heart.
Athi darling, this is your turn now. Hehe, describing you would be like writingthe word amazing again and again. You are super sweet and your antics are supercute. I like how much lovely you have always been to us and you are one themost dedicated person of this forum. I enjoy your company a lot and I want tobe with my darling forever.
Tara baaji, you are the last but not the least. Now, this is like I havestarted talking with you for last few days but you have already become one ofthe most liked and loved person of my life. You are a beautiful person and youalways make me feel so good with your lovely nature. I have found a great eldersister in you and our conversations make me realize that we will make a lot offond memories in future.
Along with the members whom I found active on the forum, I would like to give aspecial mention to some of our old forum members who were more like a circle offriends, giving this forum a lively and cheerful time. I totally adore theirfriendship and their bonding. They were Bhav, Radz, Nonee, Ravjot, Shaboo,Meera and some more maybe. I love the fact how they used to write storiesmaking their friends paired with Prem or Preet whoever they loved or withpeople whom they had a heartfelt feelings for. I sometimes think we should alsostart doing that, what do you think people? It would be fun actually.
Now, on an ending note, I would love to share a beautiful fact of my life. Ihad always dreamt of a guy like Preet to get in my life and always had wishedfor that. To my immense joy, I have found my love of life in a person who is analmost another version of Preet. People say, love just happens and that istrue. When I fell for him I never give it a thought if he was like Preet ornot. Back then, it even did not hit my mind once. Later, when I give it athought, it was an almost 85% match. He even says me a line always which Preettold Meher once about her beauty. Thereis one more little fun fact, his smile resembles Sushant's one a lot and thisis not only my saying, one of my closest friend has told me that too. I wouldsay, I love him with all my heart and even if he was not like Preet I wouldhave loved him the same way because he is the special one for me. Finding out thesefacts just makes me giggle and feel happy thinking that my teenage fairy talewish did get a perfect ending.
Thankyou so much everyone!
Cricket
