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APNA KON HAI?

EPISODE 1

Hi,everyone.Here is ur episode one.So lets see the episode one.
A girl of 9-10 years was laughing and playing with her friends in a school playground.She was cheering her friend to catch her but her friend was tired as they were playing for half an hour.While sitting on ground her friend says:

Common Pragya leave it yr.I accepted my defeat.Fine.Now shall we leave as everyone had already left.
Voiceover says:
Oh...so girl name is pragya but what is her friend name.Let's see
pragya:Bulbul yr,i am not going any where.And this is not the way yr.How can u so easily accept defeat?This is not fair u should not Accept yr like this at least try yr.
Voiceover says:Hmmm...Pragya is so determined even when she is only 10 yrs.She is ready to face her life upcoming challenges ...
Bulbul:Yr,but u r my friend so i think it works in friendship(dosti mai itna chalta hai)
Pragya in anger tone:In friendship this doesn't work.I am leaving.Bye.U stay with ur so called defeat.
Pragya started to walk

bulbul:Pragya yr atleast listen to me once.
But pragya was gone.So bulbul sadly headed towards her home.
Voiceover says:Now pragya is angry with bulbul because she accepted her defeat easily.What do u think that it was right to angry on bulbul just for accepting defeat.
Someone is crying.But who is crying.I think bulbul is crying as pragya is angry on her.So lets see,
In pragya's home
Pragya mom:Pragya beta don't cry dear.What happened?Ur teacher has scolded u.
After 5 mins She stops crying and says
Maa bulbul she accepted her defeat.
Maa:Just because of this u were crying.

Pragya:Maa,why she accpted her defeat so easily...
Maa:beta,that was a game and u both r friends.Right!And u both were playing for half an hour na...she was tired so...she said that she accepted her defeat...so that the game will be over and u both can go home...
Pragya:But maa...
Maa:Ok,now stop crying and go wash ur face and come for dinner...
Pragya was washing her face and she sees a light reflecting in the mirror and she says
This is the light reflecting from our future...And maa says beta common now stop talking with ur self...Come and eat dinner...She says ok maa...and smiles ...
Voice over says:Our future...She is talking about whom...
Next Day:
Voice over says:It's morning...As usual maa will give pragya 100 rupees and pragya...See what she will do...
Pragya coming to bus station and runs to the old man and says
Dada,100 rupees see today i completed thousand.Now u can buy ur medicine...and smiles...
Dada says beta it's getting late...comon let's go.
Dada helps her to sit on his bicycle...
Dada drops her at school.

pragya:Thanks dada...Now u. go and take ur medicine...
Dada:(kiss her on her forhead)Ok beta...And took out 10 rupees from her pocket and give it to her
Pragya:Kisses him on his cheeks and says thankyou dada...And ran to her class...
In Class:
Bulbul:Hi pragya
pragya didn't reply
Bulbul:Pragya yr talk to me na...
Pragya:No i am not ...
Bulbul:No u r talking to me
pragya:i am talking to u..
Bulbul laughs and pragya hugs her and says ...
pragya:Aisa mut kiya kr na yr(yr,Don't do this again)
bulbul while smiling:ok

Voiceover says:Yesterday pragya was so angry on her and now she is talking to her like nothing happens...
School over.Everyone was going back to home but pragya as usual standing at school gate waiting for someone...
Bulbul:Yr,Tell me one thing.
Pragya:What?
Bulbul:U daily waits for someone.But with sadness and today u r happy.What's the matter?
Pragya:Nothing,Actually i wanted to do something and today i done it.That's why i am happily waiting.
Bulbul:ok,Bye my father has came.
Pragya:Bye..

Dada came and runs towards him and says again late..
Dada:Sorry beta but what to do there is alot of work.
pragya:How many times i have to tell u not to do work.
Dada:Beta remember one-thing Never say like that stop working,take rest,not to do any work...
Pragya with cute innocent face:Why
Dada::Because beta if someone is doing work let him/her do his/her work.As While doing work we forget our tensions..
Pragya:Hmmm...I got it..
Dada:Ok now let's go u got it what u want..
Voiceover says:Pragya got it..What...?There is lot of confusion...Sometime she says our, Sometimes she got angry only on accepting her defeat...What she is up to?We have to wait for upcoming episodes..Till then..Stay Stunned...

Sorry for any grammatical mistakes...And i hope u guys like it ..
And i wanted to thanks some one who is the reason behind me to write this ff.She gives me the inspiration and just because of her inspiration i am able to write...And u will feel that it's looks similar to her ff.And this thank you is not for u as u have already a truck a of thanks...Am just giving this thank you to the person who inspires me

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EPISODE 2

Dada drops Pragya at home.Maa sees him and came out.Again she gave 100 rupees to u.
pragya:Han..Maa do u know today i completed thousand and now he can take his medicine.
Dada thinks today this girl and me will beaten together by her maa..
Voiceover says:Now Pragya will definitely get a slap from maa...

Maa:Shabash beta...I am proud of u...Today u make me proud...And kiss her on her head.
Dada:u didn't get angry on her...
Maa:Arrey,why should i be angry...She helps a poor and an old man..And she had fulfilled her responsibilities as a citizen,and my sanskar(my teachings) She has fullfilled them and today i am feeling proud to be her mother..
Dada was stunned and tears rolled down from his eyes...
Pragya signs dada to sit down as she was not able wipe his tears.He sat down.And she wipes his tears and kiss his cheeks.And says
pragya:Dada u said na those cries who r weak but u r so strong then why r u crying?.
Dada:Because beta sometimes in life person cry not because he/she is weak but he/she remains strong for too long beta...
Pragya:Hmm...Leave it dada.Now stop crying.And passes a cute smile.
Dada:Ok,beta it's time to go...I am going as it is very late...So u may go now and take care of urself.Because today u has completed ur task so u should have to celebrate...na...
Pragya:We will celebrate together dada when u will be alright

.Dada:Beta,zindagi mai kabhi insan ka intazar mat krna kiya maloom wo aye na aye(In life don't wait for any person as he/she come or not).That's why beta go and enjoy ur life.Don't wait for me as i am also a human.

pragya was just seeing him and trying to understand his words but as she was only 10 so she can't understand exact meaning.
Voiceover says:(dada itni bari bari batein kyun kr rahe hai ik 10 saal ki bachi ke saath)Why dada is talking high level talks with her.She is only 10.
Dada stands and started walking.Suddenly,he turned around to see pragya.She was just admiring his dada.And he passes an old man smile and left.And she stood there for half an hour.When maa called her inside her thoughts of chain were broken.She came inside and tells her mom about dada sayings.
Maa:Oh..beta when u will become mature then u will understand the real meaning.Ok now.Go and change ur cloths and come for lunch.
Evening

Pragya was continuously thinking about dada.When her maa came.
Maa notices her silence.
Maa:Acha beta tell me one thing.How u find ur dada?
Voiceover says:Find dada!Nahi samjhe na(didn't get it na)So listen
Pragya:Wo maa actually meray dada nahi hai na.(I don't have dada na)
Maa:Ya,ur dada died when u was 2years..
Pragya:Lekin maa meray dada hai (But maa i have dada)
Maa:Beta kha miley tumhe ye(where did u find him)
Pragya:U always say na we have to respect elders.And he is a old man.His son has thrown him out of his house.Because of his medicine expenses.one day when i was going to school i see a old man begging.I just ignore him.I saw him 3 times.And when ever i saw him i always think about my dada that he may also looks like him.So i thought to help him.I gave my Rs100 to him.And do u know what he did?.
maa:What?

pragya:He says that i am a kid and his age is of my dada's age.And dada never take rupees from their grandchildren.And he passes a smile.
And maa u know what first time in life i saw myself as a grandchildren and feels a dada_poutte relationship.I just hugged him and says dada.Will u be my dada...As i don't have dada..
Dada:Beta,who said u don't have dada.U didn't consider me as ur dada..
pragya:Ofcourse dada...And smiles and says ye ap ki bahu ne diye hai(ur daughter in law has given u).
Dada:Why my beta didn't give me?
Pragya:Because he is with GOD and passes a smile.
Dada feels embarrassed of

his question.And says beta agr mai apni poutte se nahi le sakta to apni bahu jo ke meri beti jaisi hui uss se kaise lu.Agr mera beta deta tou mai shaid le leta.(I didn't take it from my grandchildren so how can i take it from my daughter in law who is like my daughter if my son gave me so may be there was a chance that i will take this)
Pragya:Oh dada i forget actually ur's son gave this to ur daughter in law to give it u and says please dada take this otherwise GOD will throw my father out of heaven.And acts to be sad.
Voiceover says:This pragya na...
Maa:Acha,then did he take it.
Pragya:Maa,then we make a deal.
maa:deal...
Pragya:Han maa,i said if u will drop me school on bicycle and give me 10 rupees daily.And i ask a one thing more...
Maa:What?
pragya:I asks him to teach me daily a good quote when he will pick me from school.
Maa eye's were filled with tears.

Dada say's:But why beta?
Pragya:As i have missed all those teachings which we learn from old people.So now i wanted this from u as u r my dada
Dada smiles and says u r getting late for school...
Maa hugs her and says u r my favourite daughter.My jan and kisses her forhead.
Next Day pragya went to bus stop but she didn't find dada.And he was also not present to pick her from school.Just like this 5 days passed and her dada didn't came.She was extremely sad.
On 6th day

She was coming from school.She thought to ask someone about her dada..
When she asks about him from the near by shops about him so they told her that he passed away 4 days ago...
She was numb and sees towards the sky and a drop of tear fall down from corner of her eye.And she walks away...
Episode ends here...I hope u guys like it...Actually these r real incidents as i have already told that this ff is based on reality.In reality there r many incidents just like this...Sorry for grammatical mistakes.As my english is very bad.
And one more thing as i said these r incidents of real life so in episode 3 a new incident of a girl will be shown according to title "Apna kon hai".These incidents are totally based on real life...So i hope u guys like it...Bye..

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EPISODE 3

This is a Friendship Special episode...I hope u guys like it ...
What is friendship?How we make friends?Friends are for what?Why we say "Can u be my Friend"?If we asks the answers for these questions everyone will give u different answers.Right! Because everyone has their own way of thinking...

So,Friendship is we simply says it a relation b/w two persons...Either A relation of girls or A relation of boys or sometimes A relation of boy and girl is also friendship for them but this world didn't let them be friends they convert their friendship into love e.t.c...
Wait a minute...Luv ...Luv is different from friendship...How?
Now, Again Everyone has different answers for this question...Right...But the point to be notice is if luv is something else than friendship than why we say "I luv u"to our friend like
A girl to girl,A boy to boy and a friend to his/her friends that "I luv u guys"...Question is How we can say i luv u to my friend as it is not good according to the world...As they called us shameless...Especially,if a girl is saying to even her Girl friend "i luv u"Everyone says see how shameless she is?They r taunting her just because of word "luv"...
So...Without luv Can any friendship be completed?Han...

I mean if there is no luv in friendship that's mean there may be selfishness,Using her friend qualities i.e taking advantages of her e.t.c...In my view i think if there is no luv b/w friendship than this is not called friendship because if there is luv b/w friendship na than u will cares for ur friend,ur's first priority will be ur's friends choice...Let's take an example of two friends...named as pragya and bulbul...

pragya came first in classroom.But she is standing for 10 mins...She is just standing b/w the rows of chairs and thinking when bulbul came and pragya turned towards her and says
Thank GOD bulbul u came.Ok now tell where would u like to sit on left side or right side...
Bulbul says:Oh...common yr u know (pointing towards the left side corner seats) na here we first met and we always sit here than why daily u stands like this and asks me...
In reply pragya just smiles.And thinks Arrey...idiot daily i stands here for u that may be today u wanted to sit somewhere else...

Bulbul thought...What do u think pragya i can't understand anything...I know u always wanted to sit here...But u always asks me where to sit today?And smiles...
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This is called true friendship in which we cares for others...Not only cares but in friendship even in every relationship most important thing which we called as "trust"I think without trust friendship is incomplete...
Because trust is the thing which makes the friendship bridge strong...
After trust comes next ""truth""" it is also considered as the most imp part of friendship...Truth holds the friendship together and lie breaks the friendship ...
I have one more Question It is compulsory if a person is smiling in loneliness than it means he/she is in luv...Right...Till now i have only listen this...If a person blushes it's mean he/she is remembering his/her loved one...right...But as i said everyone has their own view...everyone has their own concept...Their own meaning...Just like this...I also have my view...My meaning...My concept...Me..Pragya. ...I was also having a friend named as bulbul which was my real friend...She luvs me...respect me...cares for me...e.t.c...But now she is not with me...As now we both have to study so we both are far away from eachother...But i didn't forget her till now...

(I hope u guys remember the scene in my teaser where a girl was sitting beside lake).
Pragya is sitting beside lake and writing something and smiling suddenly she started blushing...U guys knows why she was blushing because she was remembering the day of her school life when she was finding her pencil but she couldn't find her pencil when bulbul takes out her pencil from her hairs. ...And then whole day she used to teach her and she blushes ...can u imagine...Mostly persons get angry ...that why they r teasing them...but according to her these r called cute moments b/w friends...
What's the need of friendship?Share ur views guys...

And according to me friendship is the most beautiful relationship wether it is b/w friends mother and children ,father and children or b/w GOD and a man this is the relation where we can openly share our mood swings,tensions,happiness and teasing eachother openly.

I hope u guys like it.Actually this episode was written on freindship day...😳

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EPISODE 4

Voiceover says: Today pragya is 15 years...5 years pass...After her dada death and bulbul departures...in these 5 years pragya misses both of them alot ...but what to do ...destiny is destiny...no one can change it ...

Pragya screams:No...i can change destiny...u will see one day i will change my destiny...
Voiceover says:ops...mistake ho gai...how can i forget thus girl is our pragya...
In living room,
Maa heard pragya's scream and says :See,now my daughter is 15 so please talk lightly otherwise she may be listen...I beg u...
Person:See madam,if u didn't pay this month rent i will surely throw u out of the house...
Maa:Ok,i will give u next week.So please now leave...
At night;

Maa and pragya are sitting together.Maa says:
Beta,now the expenses are too much so now u have to leave ur studies as it is not possible...
Pragya was drumbstruck...Without saying anything she lefts to sleep.
Next morning:
pragya was going to the bus stop...When she heard some ladies talk
Lady 1:She is pragya na...
Lady 2:Han...who lives in rent..And yesterday...Owner of the house came and gives warning to them...
Pragya just listen to them and tears started to flow down from her eyes ...
2_3 days passed.Pragya didn't went to school.She just saw her house,surroundings,maa talks her tensions...
4th day:

pragya says:maa,i have decided...

Voiceover says:Thank God pragya speaks...but now what she has decided...

maa:What beta?
Pragya:Maa,i have to study and i will study at any cost. This my final descion...I will handle all the expenses by myself...
Maa was dumbstruck ...But she trusted her daughter...so she says;
As u wish beta...
Next morning:
Near pragya's house there is an acadmey...She goes there and talks to the head of acadmey...
(Guys,pragya is in 10th class and she is really an intelligent student)
In Acadmey:
Pragya:Sir,can u give me a solution.I have to study further and i can't afford expenses...So can u help me...
SIR:Pragya beta i can help u...
voiceover says:So...now how will Sir help pragya...
pragya:Sir just tell me...I am ready for everything...For stuyding further i can do any thing...
Sir:Beta,tell me which subject u know verywell,i mean which u can easily teach...
Pragya understands the point and says:Sir(with excitement)My maths is very good...so i can teach maths...yes sir i can..
Sir:ok done,Come with me...

Sir introduces her to class of 4_5 students...
(Actually,i am talking about year 2003;at that time facilities was not that much;now everybody knows about academy's,extra-classes)
Voiceover says:So,now she will teach maths...nice...And it is said na..How much we learn while teaching...we didn't learn while studying...
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Just like this her life's struggle started...Her journey starting was difficult...but with each passing second ...Her all wishes come true...She struggles too much...And at last she makes her own house or i say furnished house...makes her brother and sisters educated...And get them married...fullfilled their every wish... She changes her destiny...but in this whole journey "Apna kon Hai"...According to her...no according to every person our relatives are our's...So according to this then her brother must be with her...Right...but her younger brother left her forever in an accident...As ups and down are part of life...As so her father also left her when she was only 2...Her life struggles didn't completed..she has to struggle in her next house...Because this house was not her's this was her father's house and her next house is her in laws house...In her in laws house...they didn't give permission to her for made as she is a professor and she comes home late...so they can't eye on her...as she will steal...Because now a days it's not easy to trust anyone.

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Voiceover says:And now pragya is a professor...Her salary is more than 5 lakhs...She is married...she has a beautiful angel...But with ups and down in her life...Now the question is "Apna kon Hai"According to u guys who is hers?Not only in hers life in everyone life's...
But there was someone who helps her...to be strong..too face everything...I will not tell u ...u all knows it very well...U can tell me by comments who helps her..
and Somiya don't dare to tell...okay...because u know it...And now story/journey of one pragya is completed...In next episode i will come with journey of another pragya...with same theme "Apna kon Hai"...But her life struggles,journey everything is different...
I hope u guys like the journey of this pragya...I only named the girl as pragya...But i would suggest u guys if u will put ur self in her place and then read this epi...then u will feel what she feels...Sadly i only feels this just for half an hour...we can just listen to anyone story even we easily called it as story...we just listens and give some sad expressions...some tears just to show that we feel it...But those struggles...seriously reflect in her eyes...I am able to see her daily...And whenever i see in her eyes it looks deep...When she was telling me about her brother's death...i can't tell u...Her eyes was just...Her eyes was crying loud...Her tears,cry was silent that no one can hears only expect those who already goes through that phase...I seriously can't look into her eyes...We can never ever feels any one pain so easily...because if we can feel na...so we will not sit idle like this...we will take a stand...for others who will face this phase...we will try our best to help them...I know it's not easy but it will be easy if we just take one step others step will be taken automatically...I wanna share also one thing with u...Not now...Because if i will speak na...then everything will be finished today...I will share it with u through next episode...There is a best way to feel the

feeling...Those whose mothers are working womens na...just go to ur mother...and just one time touch her palm and u will feel it rough...It may not be rough from outside...It is rough from inside...Just feel it u will seriously...feel the feeling which i have explained in this epi...Because she has struggles this much and she is struggling till now...And ur eyes automatically see her eyes and her eyes will explains u which i have explained u...and then her smile which will explains u her cries,her tears,her struggles which she has suffered alone...I am requesting u all just one time do this u will feel it...Now i am becoming emotional..
so...bye...

I was reading this so it looks out of order i mean After one situation comes another situation...Guys as i said this is reality So i seriously don't know how to explain u guys but i try by best.And tell me do u feel the feeling ...

I HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT!😳

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Episode 5

Hi everyone,i hope u guys feel the feeling which i had explained in previous episode...Now in this episode we r going to meet a new girl named pragya with different journey but with same title "Apna koi Nahi"...
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Note:Guys,as mostly of us here are students so this is gonna be student life...Actually many incidents make a person mature in very small age...But This reality is just...I have faced this situation by myself...(U all will think that this is just a small issue but according to a student as an immature person this is very big because in students life the biggest punishment is to study...Not actually study...the atmosphere...with other class fellows to adjust...But u guys know...i am the most luckiest person ...because in b/w adjusting things i got what everyone needed the most in their life...U guys will know it ...in upcoming episodes...
Episode 5
(Now i am talking about year 2013-2015 these years were the best years of my life)
A girl name pragya of 14 years...take admission in 9th class...(u all know that from 9th class our base started ...of studying further...in which stream...e.t.c...)
Voiceover says:Everyone in this world has dream to become doctor,engineer,pilot,leader e.t c...What is pragya's dream?Let's see...
Pragya:My dream is to become a teacher...Her mother is a teacher so she only knows that teacher is best profession...(Now u will think that why she didn't know about others profession so it"s not like that she knows about others profession actually she always see her mom that how she teaches and make students to stand on their feet...So she also wanted to do the same)And she chooses biology...
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Voiceover says:Today is her first day...In new school,new acadmey...in new atmosphere...new teachers...new friends...
(Guys pragya is fully drowned in world,world fashions...Different and unique hairstyles...i mean this way she lives that one day she has to die and all her luxuries will be finished...But no she was only intersted in her life...she didn't care any one is live or not,what is family fun...Even what is the real meaning of family...She only and only think about herself...
These two are the major part for upcoming episodes...
Now we have to see that what happened in her journey that she can tell "Apna Kon Hai"...
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Now i am going to start her journey...Introduction is done...Hope u all understands...
Pragya is sitting in class and looking here and there... She was noticing everyone...Because she wants to make a new friend...(u guys can share how u make beastie,what was the situation,what happens that u becomes friends if u want u guys can share it)...She didn't find anyone...But she like the atmosphere...She was excited to know further that what will happen...In excitement nine days passed...but she didn't find anyone...
On 10 th day,a new comer comes and she was sitting infront of her...After sometime new comer's pen fall down...Pragya immediately pick it and give it to her...She replies Thanks and in return pragya smiles...
4th lecture was going when new comer asks pragya about syllabus...she tells her...Now both were talking by chances...Like this day ended...
Next Day:
Pragya comes to school...as so the new comer...By chance both sit together...then greet eachother and asks names...
pragya says my name is pragya ...And ur's?
My name is Naina...and smiles...
Voiceover says:
And they becomes friends...Don't know what was the reason...They become best friends and ...i remember...Their group was of 4 people...And other 2 use to get angry on pragya and naina that they both always sit together,talk together...They didn't talk with us the way they both talk together...(Guys,ye ik bar nahi hua meri jo dono dostein thi na hr waqt humein taunt krte thai ...bhaiye ...samjhtey hi nahi they...ke hum personal baat kr rahe ho gai ...jb ke aisa kuch nahi tha.. Darasal na bolti wo thi aur mai sunti thi..)Now coming to the point...
Just like this one year passed .pragya was very happy because she got her beastie..
but that was her thinking...Did she ever think what naina thinks...
Now their papers was near...So in school there was tight schedule so hardly they get time to talk... Pragya thinks her life is perfect ...She didn't want anything in her life...but somewhere she knows some thing is empty...
Voiceover says:Somewhere something is empty...hmm...So in one year nothing happens but the next year...
I hope u understands...actually in this episode i only explains the situation/.

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EPISODE 6 last epi.

As their papers were near so both were busy in preparations but the problem which pragya has to faced is she lives in join family.(Family kitni bari hai,kitne log rehtey hai,ye matter nahi krta matter krta hai tou un mai rehney wale logo ka behaviour...Join family mai rehney ke kuch principles hotey hai,justice hona chahiye agr ik compromise kr raha hai tou woh krta rahey...dosra bus ye kahe ke aj hamari waja se hum sub ik saath hai ye kha ka principle hai...)Actually reason ye hai yha baat kr ne ki ke Pragya is intelligent but she is somehow feels proudness over her success...but now she is in high class and needs extra time but due to circumstances she was unable to concentrate on her studies...
But she tried her best...At last exams date come...And they pass (aisey jaisey humein pta chlta hai ke exams shuru aur khatam)...
2 Weeks Holidays...
Pragya remains in house...
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Note:
Sorry i forgot to tell u...that...Pragya lives with her father from when she was 3 years...6 years...After 3 years her mom shifted too...(because of maa job she lives there)...Pragya lives with her aunty...whole day her dad comes at night in home...
Now the situTion is this that she didn't know that how much her mother sacrifices for her...And now she is enough to understand everything ...First she always prefers her aunt...From inside this hurts her mother but she never understands...I hope u guys understand the point...
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Now she is in home...for 2 weeks...
Holiday 1
Her mom is a lecturer so she goes in early morning and comes in afternoon ...
After coming back her mom started to make lunch...clean the room...e.t.c...
Pragya just saw this...and her day ended...
Holiday 2
Next day her mom has to visit some relatives because of some reason someone from their background died...So her mom took half leave and goes there...Comes at home in mid night...
Holiday 3
Again tommorow when she opens her eyes ..maa was not their...she waits for her...slowly she understands the things...and helps her mom in many small works...
Holiday 4 (night)
pragya: maa u must be tired...i will massage u...Just like this she used to help her maa ...
One day she standing outside her mom and dad room:
mom:See i told u now pragya is not a kid...she wants a separate room...
dad:ok i will do something...
Pragya was dreaming about her room...that she will decorate it like this...
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Actually her father never sees his priorities...Always neglect him and his wife and children...Just to keep his family join ...
And what they both did they leave her with her aunt because aunt daughter will remain alone... And her parents didn"t understand the point...She always wanted to be with her parents but they always left her with them...She never showed them that she didn't like to stay with them...
Voiceover says: It is not. like that...She likes them but she wants to be with her parents...This thing always remains in her heart and just because of this thing sometimes she becomes rude with her parents...Till now no one understands...
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Pragya's POV
I never thought my mother is suffering this much...She is struggling and earning money to fullfill my wishes...And what i did... Now i know who is right and who is not... .
Holidays Over...New session going to start...She was excited to meet her friend...
First day
pragya:Naina..how r u?How was the exams ...holidays...
Naina: Everything went good yr
Now they were back to studies...Again pragya faced the problem but remains quite because she don't want to hurt her father...as her father never understands...His first priority is his to keep his family join...
(Family join ka mtlb ye nhi ke ik hi ghr mai rhe...Aj kl everyone wants to live like his/her style...jis ki wja se ghr mai fights zaida hoti hai aur rishta khatam ho jata hai...Tou rishta hamesha ke leye khtam na ho uss se bhetr hai ke ik ghr badal le...alg rehne se rishtey kabhi khatam nhi hotey blke tootne se bach jatey hai...ye point of view tha pragya ka but no one understands)
Actually she never thought just like this before...according to her ...her family was best example of join family...when she opens her eyes then she able to see ...who is the reason behind this join family...Her parents are struggling ... sacrificing their happiness for the sake of their family...(This is bitter truth or u can say reality now a days koi apna nahi...no one is sincere with others even brothers and sisters...everyone only see their happiness...their profit.
(.but beleive me i was shocked to see this...as i said reality hai...i thought how is it possible a man doesn't care for himself ...he never thought he is having this or not he can afford this or not ...he just fullfilled this ...but i didn't like that for the sake if so called join family he sacrifice his daughter and son happiness...No doubt he luvs his kids so much...but kids needs their father support ...And do u all know what is the result his own kids now didn't say anything to him i mean that they want this or not...and never complain about anything...and i am just seeing ...it really disturbs me...Why the hell he didn't realize his mistake??...)
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Pragya is now enough mature to understand everything and sometimes it hurts her as a result she fights with them...
Now her classes are going and she is stuyding hard...One day she gets a hardworking student card from her teacher and she was so happy ...She thinks when she will show this to her mother she will get happy..At last bell ring for school over she runs to home...As she enters she came to know that her parents are out of station due to family problems...She gets angry that why they didn't go always my parents had to o go...She goes to room and started crying...this hurts her alot...(Even me too faced this situation i also got a hard working student card but my parents were busy and they didn't even see it once...but they see it next day...but my all excitement was finished)
While crying she says Why GOD why me?Then she stopped for a while and says
GOD ...And wipes her tear..
Her whole day went and she didn't learn anything as she was depressed...
Next in school when teacher asks a question she didn"t say anything...and for the first time teacher shouts on her (now i am telling about what happens with me teacher only shouts that why i am not replying actually i was ill yesterday so i didn't learn that's why and i am less confident person so i can't tell him and started crying)(From now on i mean yha se agay ye sub kuch meray saath hua tha)
By chance that day her parent"s come to pick her early and she goes she was crying when mother asks she tell her and she tells her that it is my mistake why i didn't tell him...(i was in 9 th class at that time) And u can"t believe next few days was hell for me...i was crying continuosly without any reason and sometimes i thought that i am having cancer or brain tumour...()My mother says that may i talk to ur teacher and i say no...
But do u know guys now i wanted to be in this situation for ever ...Because this was just...I found someone who is mine...who helps me...

Next day..
I went to school and i came to know that today sir is absent and an old man i don't know who was he...(management team member i think) He took our free lecture... He just explains me the meaning of GOD...and my body shivers my eyes were numb...(wo keh kr chalay gaye pr aj tk unn ka smjhaya hua mtlb meray kano mai gunjta hai)
His just 5 mins change my life...From that day i and pragya both changed...(actually she was my class fellow)(iss ke baad jo kuch hua na wo mai explain nhi kr skti ...that moments that days that time was so beautiful ...)
I went to home and i don't know how i took one of the Religion related book and started reading there was written if u wants to cry so never cry infront of those who didn't help u if u wants to take help come to ur GOD and pray to him ...I straightly went to him...Just one time i cried infront of him ...He i can't tell u ...from that day till now i never faced any problem (problem ati hai pr mai ik awaz lgati hu aur mujhe nhi pta kb kaise uss prob ka naam hi khatam ho jata hai)
Guys,the reason to write this ff is just to tell u guys reality and who is urs ...In this ff i have explained many of the girls who lives with me and last is of me...i can't explain i can't tell the feeling ...But i just wanted to say if u r away from ur GOD just go too him and friendships with him...U will feel that u r most luckiest person on earth...most happiest person...Just feel one time ...I swear u will never forget him...And Apna kon hai...tou wo hai sirf aur sirf Khuda hai...Bhagwan hai...jo kuch khuda ke skta hai koi nhi kr skta ...Just go too him and don't tell him what's ur prob because he already knows...just admire him or look at the sky ...ur eyes will fill with tears and u will fall infront of him and he will secure u forever ...beleive me he will never leave u in any situation bohat log atey hai bohat daway krtey hai ...pr khuda kuch khe beghair sub kr deta hai...I can't tell u. ...if i will tell u na so this ff will never end...But i just wanted to say Apne bhagwan ke paas jao aur unn se kho jo kehna hai ...if u want to luv someone just luv him...if u want to trust someone just trust him...beleive me ... i have seen it by myself...
From that my and pragya life is so beautiful..life filled with happiness...joy...i am having everything because i am having GOD...So go too him...

Thanks everyone for ur comments...And u all know now "Apna kon Hai" i just wanted to share some of the incidents i don't know how to describe scenes...because it was reality ...And reason to write this is just to inform u that ur's is only GOD...Ap ka apna sirf bhagwan hai aur koi nhi...ik br yakeen kr ke dekh lejeye...Thank you everyone for reading this...Now i can't say anything because when ever i remember those moments my trust and faith increases and my tears started to flow so bye...luv u all...Keep laughing and Trust GOD...Apna kon hai...Sirf GOD...
Bye...

I HOPE U GUYS LIKE IT!😳

An OS based on this ff:

link;~ OS AFTER KNOWING HIM(BASED ON FF APNA KON HAI

Edited by aytac_alp - 9 years ago

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SOUWMIYA MURALIDARAN

@vishuv

Dazzler

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Posted: 9 years ago

Wonderful dear 👏

Yes this has happened in our locality too...but there is no smart girl like Pragya here...

I loved it! So emotional..and teaches us a lot of messages...

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hailly

@hailly

Dazzler

Posted: 9 years ago

Amazing update. Loved it.
Continue soon please.

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Aytac Alp

@aytac_alp

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Posted: 9 years ago

Originally posted by: vishuv
Wonderful dear 👏
Yes this has happened in our locality too...but there is no smart girl like Pragya here...
I loved it! So emotional..and teaches us a lot of messages...

THANK YOU 😳