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I am a very ordinary girl. i tend to get judgemental, react impulsively, lash out when hurt or angry, think emotionally, may be tend to touch the edge of being vicious, rage and rave as i see fit.
and then when i realize i may be wrong i apologize. even if i am not wrong i will still apologize if someone is hurt because of me but i will stand by my statements. i make mistakes. i learn. then make some more.
was just like this when i was 6 gonna be the same when i turn 60.
a very normal regular everyday person. that's me.
probably a lot many of you react the same way i do. because hey.. that's how real people are.
but this is not a real world. this is this beautiful imaginary fictional world where we leave our real world behind and leap right into the magic and may be muck too.
i will go with magic.
nothing is real here. then how do we connect? because it FEELS real.
The beauty and the beast tale scores more for me than Cinderella. why? coz former is more real and touching. unconditional, pure and true.
that's why despite my almost compulsive need for rationale and logic i hopped into the journey called Swaragini.. because this is NOT Swaragini for me.. this story shall remain that of Sanskaar and Swara.
because these two leaving aside few imperfections here and there.. are just perfection. perfectly REAL!
You get hurt.. you rage.
when you love.. you love.
trust each other, stand by each other, walk with each other and be with each other. Just a Sweet heart touching magical fairytale stroked with bold kaleidoscopic brush strokes of real and imaginary colours.
and then drama happened. fine! i have got my beautiful pair of black swans and i am gonna be with them through out this journey.
or so i thought.
and drama kept happening. and happening. and yes.. happening.
i stepped back and yet held on to them just a foot step away to hop right back into the journey.
and i am still waiting.
then there was drama. and then there is dastardly.
THIS is beyond repair. the insults, the sucker punch in the guts, the ripping your soul, the crushing your heart.. the walking all over you., with soiled spiked shoes.
THIS drama is dastardly.
So how should our REAL Sanskaar and Swara should react?
What should they do?
How are they to go about this 'family' of theirs who ripped them apart and did final rites to those ripped shards?
i for one will turn my back on such family and walk away. and keep walking and walking.
and NEVER turn back.
may be i will try to justify myself; may be i won't. but one thing for sure.. i will NEVER come back to this family. because this bond has been broken ... BEYOND REPAIR.
but then again.. i am real.
but then again.. aren't SwaSan real too?
aren't Swara and Sankaar real too?
If they still come back to this family, still love them, still want to hold on to them then...
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