I feel exhausted!

Hello people...

I hope you guys are still doing well and are full of energy...

Coming straight to the point, I was one of those people who had welcomed separation with open arms and excited feelings...
When they were heading day after day towards the eventual breakup; though I felt bad for Devakshi, but hooted, cheered and was excited... For some reasons I felt the story moved at a great pace, and this is just a phase, and will eventually come to an end, with Devakshi uniting... Really soon...

But since yesterday's episode, I don't know what has happened to me, I feel very tired and exhausted from everything... Exhausted From watching Ishwari going insecure on and on; exhausted of watching GKB poking her huge nose in every little detail of Ishwari's brain; Exhausted of watching Devakshi keep on crying and sulking, trying to move on... Exhausted of every damn negative thing...

I can't say that I won't watch the show anymore, but I find no silver lining in the dark sky, and feeling extremely after gloomy watching Sbs today...

I just don't get how do I get through with this extremely delicate moments of Devakshi... I am tired, exhausted and have no energy watch them yearn so much alone...

Easier said than done, I am unable to handle so much sadness for so long... Please, I just can't go through this any longer...
What do you all think, it will take for this mess to clear? Any time in the nearest future?

Ditto here.

After reading the Spoilers :

even i was eagerly waiting for separation track...in this track rona dhona is inevitable...but yes ishwari and radharani ko jitna kam dikhiye utna hi achha...cant tolerate them...dev's pale and unsmiling face can make any bllind tell wat he is going thru but ishwari keeps on insisting he is fine...

I understand its been quite emotionally draining :( ..but I still can not stop enjoying the separation LOL every scene of devakshi is just so heart touching ..how deeply they r involved with each other , freaking intense :) and moreover I am not hoping for anything right now ..even I felt restless after watching sbs ..now I feel little calm and want just go with the flow so relax and enjoy each episode as it comes :)