[THIS IS A MEMBERS ONLY POST]
The Author of this post have chosen to restrict the content of this Post to members only.
~*~ Sab Teraa ~*~Chapter- 4
The next morning bring with it a feelings of uneasiness. Everything was quite & the silence was deafening. The only sound which was coming was of clicking of plates & spoons or of Zara who was making lazy sounds while eating her food. Asad was feeding her while she was sitting in his lap. She was being all moody as her dearest father was not paying total attention to her & was aloof on some far away land.
She tried creating mess but Asad silently cleaned it all not reacting like he used to much to the disappointment of the adorable Miss Khan.
Dilshaad & Najma arranged breakfast on dining table...
-Najma jao Zoya ko bula lao..
She nodded but before she could move Zoya's door clicked open. She came out dressed in her jeans top, wheeling her suitcase out with her.
Beech bhawar mein daale na
Aar rahi na paar gayi
Kuch ishq ki mauje le doobi
Kuch hijr ki andhi mar gayi
Dilshaad got worried & fastly comes in front of her.
-Zoya yeh sab kya hai? Yeh Suitcase?
-Woh Phuphi.
-Don't Phuphi me...Kisi gair ke baat pe tum hame chod ke jaa rahi ho. Dilshaad scolded her.
-It's not like that Phuphi.
-Toh phir kya baat hai Zoya..Why are you leaving so suddenly? Najma came forward questioning Zoya.
-Phuphi, Najma please...Don't make this difficult for me. Zoya said taking Dilshaad's hand in hers... I know you all Love me very much... And I love you too. I got so much love in this house from all you. Phuphi You always cared for me like my Ammi, Najma & Zara loved me like their own & Asad... he was always there as a best friend... Zoya looked at Asad who was standing behind Najma & Dilshaad near Dining table with Zara in his hands.
Tum jaane nahi ye dard mera...Ya jaan ke bhi anjaane ho [x2]
Ik pal yeh lage apne ho tum...Ik pal yeh lage begane ho
Dil na ya paheli bujh saka...Tum kon piya.. Tum kon piya
Ye bhed tumhi ab kholo zara...Tum kon piya.. Tum kon piya
Par kal jo bhi hua...I can't let anyone point finger at my Family Phuphi...aur woh bhi meri wajah se...a tear fell from her eye...How can i not get effected & let anyone badmouth this family because of me Phuphi, while this family only deserve respect... One thing i learned here Phuphi that we can't stop anyone...what they think, what they say, we have no control... so we should be watchful of our own actions. Hum unhein nahi rook sakete but if i'll go from here they won't have any reason to speak anything. She added emotionally.
-Mujhe koi fark nahi padta log kya kehte hain Zoya...
-But i care Phuphi...I care for all of you & i can't let anyone disrespect this family because of me.
-Zoya..
-Please Phuphi let me do this...My coarse will also finish by the end of this week & after that i'll go back to New York. Par you don't worry i'll take care of myself i promise. And yes please don't tell this to Ammi, she will take unnecessary tension. Zoya requested squeezing her hands.
-Zoya you don't need to do this beta. Dilshaad beseeched.
Zoya hugged Dilshaad tightly not being able to argue further. Dilshaad too hugged her back knowing that her decision was final & she will not stay now. Although she understood any girl in her place would want to leave due to the kind of accusation hurled on her but she didn't wanted Zoya to leave like this. She herself felt guilty because Zoya's name was pulled in all this due to her Son & this was something she was deeply saddened about.
Breaking the hug Zoya moved to meet a teary Najma who's tears were not stopping. Both girls hugged tightly as they cried.
After consoling her Zoya came infront of Asad who was holding a half sleepy Zara. Both felt awkward & shared glances. Knowing Zoya would be wanting to meet Zara before leaving he forwarded the sleeping baby in her awaiting arms.
Zoya took Zara in a tight yet gentle hug letting her tears flow freely down her cheeks. Hiding Zara's face in the crook of her neck she took in her scent trying to memorize it. She didn't knew when will she meet her next ? & when that will happen.. will Zara be able to recognize her? She wishes she does. Kissing Zara's face a number of times along with praying for her good health & happiness Zoya gave her back to Asad.
-Apna Khyaal Rakhna Zoya. Asad said emotionally in a small voice.
Bin bole joh tum kehte ho...Bin bole hi woh sunlun main
Bharle tumko in ankhon mein...Kuch khwaab naye se bunn lun main (x2)
-You too. Please take care of yourself & Zara for me. Zoya pleaded softly giving way of all the pain ebbed in her heart on living the most Loved persons of her life.
After some more tears & hugs Zoya left in her cab, waving towards everyone trying to smile but failing. When the cab took to the main road Zoya rested her head on back seat looking blankly out of the window with pained eyes & remembered last night's event...
*******************
Asad has directly went in his room without any word when they reached Home. Everyone was sad with the turn of events. Najma helped Dilshaad who looked weak & defeated walk to her room. The hall was completely silent & lifeless.
Zoya was in her room lying besides Zara who was sleeping soundly on the bed not aware of the recent happenings. Zoya was in deep thoughts & her hand was unconsciously caressing Zara's hand which held Zoya's pinky finger.
No doubt she was hurt with the accusation Haseena put on her & the dirt she tried to put on Khan family's name. She was so angry on her that if it would have been any other time she would have slapped that lady than & there not caring if she was elder to her. That lady didn't deserve any respect after how she tried to ruin her image along with Khan family.
Na apna ap dikhaayi de...Jab dekhoon khudko darpan me
Yeh main hun ya phir tum hi ho...Mann uljha hai is uljhan mein
She was happy the way Asad & Dilshaad shut her up. But then thinking about Asad her heart ached. How such a respectable man would have barred such disgusting accusation. As much as she was grateful that he protected her & saved their names by speaking up so was she concerned about him.
He is not that kind of person to speak about his feelings easily. He did changed a lot in past few weeks but that doesn't mean he has changed completely. And after today he may probably go back into his shell & will not let her in when a finger has been raised on their relation.
She knew he will be really hurt & won't give up easily but she had to try for everyone's sake. Especially her Phuphi who just few days back only was thanking her for bringing happiness back in her Son's life.
Mujhe apne rang me rang liya...Tum kaun piya.. Tum kaun piya
Yeh bhed tumhi ab kholo zara...Tum kaun piya.. Tum kaun piya
So occupied she was in her thoughts that as she got up from her bed Zara too woke with the moment. Zoya hadn't changed from her earlier outfit because she didn't wanted to leave Zara alone & the Dupatta which was under Zara's leg lifted as she rose leading her too to wake up & start crying...
-Awe shhh...I m so sorry Baby...No no no crying. Zoya quickly picked up Zara & started rocking her back to sleep while whispering sweet nothings in her ear to stop her cries.
-Aaah how fool of me...I should have been careful...poor baby...no my bacha...She kept saying while kissing her in between every now & than.
Suddenly a thought came in her mind & she looked at Zara thoughtfully.
-Yeah maybe...You can help me to relax your abbu...Zoya softly told Zara whose crying reduced to mild hic ups now.
Rocking & kissing some more to relax Zara to prepare for the mission in hand Zoya kept walking back & forth near her window inside her room. When Zoya was sure Zara was fine she kissed her forehead & whispered her plan in baby's ear.
-Come on my baby...lets go...She animatedly said to excite Zara who giggled merrily.
*******************
Coming in front of Asad's door Zoya hesitated a little but as Zara's bobbing head turned her way confusedly she smiled & kissed her. Taking a deep breath to gain some confidence she finally knocked the door. She waited but there was no response. The lights was on so she was positive he wasn't asleep.
Zara innocently turned her face back towards her again after staring at her Abbu's closed door as if silently asking why isn't Abbu opening the door?...
Zoya's heart melted at her cuteness but before she could speak she jumped forward & tried knocking the door with her tinny hands. Understanding her move Zoya moved close to the door so that her hands could reach the door easily.
After few attempts the door finally opened revealing Asad in a disheveled look. He too hadn't changed out of his cloths. His eyes were red & hairs were messy. He looked tired & totally worn out. Zoya's heart squeezed in pain seeing his condition. Their eyes met for a mille second but no words were exchanged.
Zara forwarded her hands jumping excitedly on seeing her father trying to gain his attention. She was literally falling forward so Asad picked her up.
-Woh Zara wanted you...so i thought...Zoya hesitantly said.
Asad just nodded & moved inside with Zara. Zoya felt awkward standing alone outside his door but knowing she needed to talk to him she too entered behind him.
Zoya came to stand behind Asad who was standing near the window with Zara in his arms & spoke...
-Asad...I want to talk to you...
-I know...but before that i need to talk to you... & it's important.
Turning around he faced Zoya. She felt uneasy seeing Asad's emotionless face. Even his voice was serious , devoid of emotions & this unnerved her...
-Kahiye...very difficultly she managed to say.
-I m sorry for everything that happened...aaj jo kuch bhi hua...nahi hona chahiye tha...I m really ashamed...you have to face this all..because of me..& i m genuinely sorry for that...I never thought she could stoop so low...but whatever happened i can't change that expect to apologise to you... I m really sorry for all that you have to bear because of me...Asad said with his head hung low in embarrassment.
Dil se jude hai ye dil apne...Kehne ko koi rishta hi nahi
Iss paakeeza se bandhan ko...Duniya me koi samjha hi nahi (x2)
-Please Asad why are you apologising. It's not your fault ... Zoya pleaded taking a step ahead.
-It is...She accused you because of me...if i have not let you come in my life it shouldn't have happened. He spoke guiltily.
Zoya teared seeing him blame himself for someone else's dirty thinking. She stepped forward to stop him but Asad shook his head stopping her & continued talking.
Jab ghav lage koi tumko...Toh dard yahan bhi hota hai
Jab namm ho tumhari yeh ankhein...Toh dil ye mera bhi rota hai
-But i don't want this thing to repeat Zoya...I can't take you for granted...I don't want you to feel obliged to take care of Zara or anyone in my family...This is my family & i know how to take care of their needs...I've done it till now & i'll manage my Home in future too...You don't have to burden yourself...just... just please try to understand.. I can't give anyone another chance to insult you...Main tumhari izzat par daag bardasht nahi kar paunga... isliye behtar yahi hoga...that you leave this house...this is the only solution which is better for all of us...i'll arrange for your accommodation...
-Uski koi zaroorat nahi hai Asad...there is no need for that...i'll manage...You don't need to worry about me...itna kuch toh kiya hai tumne...Everyone loved me so much in this house...Par Asad i always thought this house is mine too...Maine toh hamesha isse apna hi mana...& if i take care of Zara or Phuphi that's because i love them not because i feel compelled or burdened to do that... but you r right i should go...because who m i in this house...it's your...& yahan wahi hoga jo tum chahte ho...i'll leave...main kal hi chali jaungi...Zoya spoke very difficultly looking into his pain filled eyes with tears continuously falling down her cheeks.
Zoya started taking backward steps , Zara who was playing with her Abbu's sherwani's colourful collar till now looked her way but before she could call her Asad turned around busying her with his own talks. Placing hand over her mouth Zoya ran out of his room into her own.
Tumne bhi magar ye puch liya...Tum kon piya.. Tum kon piya
Yeh bhed tum hi ab kholo zara...Tum kon piya.. Tum kon piya
Falling over her bed Zoya cried into her pillow. She was not expecting this but the pain she felt after listening to Asad's words was unbearable. The helplessness she discovered in his voice ached her. She knew he has taken this decision just to protect her to keep her reputation intact. But why he was punishing her by sending her away? She can't live without him because she has fallen in love with him. Till now she was not accepting this but the pain of separation forced her to accept it now to herself.
-I love u Asad...she whispered as two pearl of tears fell from her eyes into the pillow & her cries gets muffed in it.
*******************
The cab stopped with a jerk at red light bringing Zoya out of her memory. She cleaned her face with her scarf & took a water bottle out to quench her thirst.
XX----------------------XX
So that's all 4 now... Hope u have liked it 😆 i mean chalo theek hai thodi Judai bhi zaroori hai 😆...
Since I m giving long updts plz give me long comnts too... that always gives a boast 2 writers 2 write fast & better😃
& yeah Don't bash Asad woh bhi mazboor hai bechara😳
Like always leave back ur likes & few words of appreciation😃
btw i hate that we have 2 re format d whole text again when we post here😡.. It takes so much time... & 2day toh i had 2 post 3 updts so it annoyed alot🥱... might add gif in d morning abhi toh formatting hi ne band bja di& yes just like last time
Next part after 50 likes😉
& incase any1 wish I have relied 2 ur comnts too on previous pages... check that 😉
Edited by jas91 - 9 years ago
DO NOT COPY THIS POST AS THIS IS EXCLUSIVE TO INDIA FORUMS
Anupamaa
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
124