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Psycho Analysis
Though little Shraman scene but enjoyed them very much.Will not complain about the episode at all as when a most awaited holiday of school gets cancelled every other complain looks small.School tomorrow and I have no idea how my Zombie mode is going to help me with that.Note: Giving Shravan's/Sumo's scene with Family in side notes and not in the analyisis.
Anyway here is my take on the episode:
Shravan
His brain commanded for the food to be brought from his home and his heart made him turn and have a look at her food. Now the owner was no more confused,he knew what he wanted and so now the brain had lost its owner and he knew it was its enemy who now lived in the owner's house. He looked at the food with all the love his eyes could gather.It was her food that defined her and when he looked at the food he felt as if he was looking at her drinking her up in the galss of love.His heart had wanted to eat that food,feel her essence but it was the loose promise he had made to himself that made him deny on sharing the tiffin she had prepared. The effects of the loose problems could be felt in his voice,his desperation to grab the food and feel her clearly visible when he denied on eating from his staff's tiffin.The other major reason for denial being that he didn't want to share the food,he wanted her all for himself and somewhere sharing the food made him feel as if he was sharing her(This was quite evident when he took away the full plate of halwa for himself). His staff member said that today the lunch had halwa in it and as soon as the words 'Halwa' struck his ear drums the loose string of self promise broke,breaking majority off the walls around him,breaking the coldness and bringing back the love struck teenager he was once 10 years back.He remembered how she once had cooked the halwa for him and he had eaten it all and later faced its disastrous consequences.But today he did not care about them,it was as if he had broken away all the boundaries and was ready to to jump in a new life which he once had experienced.All he wanted was to feel her,feel the love once again today and so he now he left all the old himself back away and went ahead taking in a spoon of halwa as if taking her in his embrace. The halwa trickled the taste buds and as a result the heart trickled his happy and love hormones.So one bite did not stop him and despite of knowing that someone was calling him and it was not his plate he did not fear and ate the halwa as if he had owned it,Well love makes you do stupid things.She was calling him and beside him sat her halwa,well now for him it was a double treat,he could now find some solace with her feel beside him and her voice all around him. Not wanting to leave this chance and not caring about being called rude or mean he with the plate of halwa entered his cabin still not leaving the spoon as if still not fulfilled by the feels he got,it was as if he craved for more.And in the gala mode he was in he blurted out that there he sat enjoying the halwa she made,later assembled himself but the contentful smile never leaving his face.For him the old days were back,the old love struck yet best friend him was back and he teased her yet again.But now he knew her tone well and understood that she was in some serious problem and needed him there.They stood by the car talking and he was happy. Why wouldn't he? His brother was getting the happiness he wished and deserved for.Also now a relieved smile played on his lips because his heart once tensed because of her tone now was relieved.He understood her but It pained him when she said that she won't come to his house because of his father,he was now angry as this problem,his dilemma was now causing/taking a toll on her happiness. And last night he had decided that he would now not listen to anyone but his heart, not care about anyone but him and not fight anyone but the villains.If he had the courage to love then he definitely had to have the courage to fight,fight for his love. There was no looking back.
Suman
The Sumo was back .She was now the chirpy herself once again after all the cloth that tied her was now opened and left far away.It was Tuesady and time for surprise desert and she chose halwa for it. People say:New beginnings should start with something sweet and today she knew that he would definitely eat the lunch sent by PCT today and would eat the halwa to embarking a start to a new beginning.Halwa today was specially made for him,after all it was his favorite and held a deep connection with their friendship which started a new phase today.He knew what desi ghee did to him and so she asked Preeta to add less of it making an excuse of everyone's health but her heart believed that he would eat it.And as she heard that he was eating the halwa and that too with such happiness,a curve called smiled formed on her lips.Well love makes you smile even during the toughest times! But leaving the smile aside she stood determined on her topic of talk and called him up for a meet.There they met talking about the upcoming events,he was happy and she had no problem with that,after all he had all right to be happy on his brother's happiness. But what worried her was that she would become the cause of denial of the alliance and will again be accused of spoiling a relationship moreover she would accuse herself of breaking a bond of love between two when for once she had a chance to mend someones's relationship.So she decided on not coming to his home and staying away not allowing any problems to be rissen because of her.His words about realising something last night and listening to his heart created a havoc in her heart that with it brought along this weird happiness and satisfaction with litlle strenght and positivity. His saying now gave her a reason on not looking back.
*Shravan was being so fake with Kamini,thinking inside his brain on how double faced lady she was.Cursing him on her inside and praising him on outside.
*Suman felt the pain Preeti went through, after all who better than her had experienced separation from the lover. Seeing her sister in such a state was not easy for her,she was more pained than Preeti and as her job,as her sense of duty she took on the responsibility of helping her sister out and explaining the Tiwari's what love actually was.She had known Pushkar for as long as a decade and she knew he was a the perfect person to keep her sister happy. She knew convincing Nanu would lead to convincing the whole family and she was right,now the whole family was convinced on giving Preeti and Pushkar a chance. She was now happy: The two most important jobs had been done:1) Job of an elder sister
2)Job of a human on not separating two lovers.
Sigh! Today's Preeti-Suman scene gave me tears and made me think on how my bond with my younger sister in the coming years would be and how she could be facing the problems like what Preeti did today.Being an elder sister gives you so many motherly feelings.
I have tried to keep it very simple today.For me simplicity defined the episode ,so here it is.
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-Mitali❤️
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