NiBir Story-My Hell My Heaven epilogue up - Page 19

Hi kitty

Back again. Sorry I know I took too many days, but my baby had a competition and guess what he won it and now since the competition is over I am free. So I had told you that I forced kabir to marry me by blackmailing him but still it was not easy at all. He needed just a chance to say " no no Nisha this is not happening" . he even took me to Dr Mathur to tell him that his presence in my life is already affecting me and my brain has switched off. You know kitty he tried everything to stop the marriage, to make me understand it was not a wise decision but I was adamant and finally he gave up. After some month of the proposal we got married, we had a simple court marriage. Kabir and I together had bought a new house for us and kabir had taken care of all the interiors very well, everything as I wanted. The living room was decorated with photos of me with my family whom I had lost in a car accident three years back. I sometimes even feel that after being all alone and lonely for those 3 yrs, I really needed someone by my side and kabir always fulfilled that place and I guess that's why I did not wanted to let him go. The living room was the first surprise I got. The next one was our bedroom he had the walls of our bedroom pink and wallpaper of heart were everywhere. Just above our bed was a big heart shaped photo frame which had a collage of all our photos and nibir was written below it. I was over whelmed to see that. I looked for him and found him leaning on the door. I rushed to him and hugged him, he hugged me back. " I loved it kabir" I told him, "I am glad" came his reply. Kabir had planned a romantic dinner for us in the evening no not somewhere out, oh yes I forgot to tell you, he cooks brilliantly and that day too he had cooked all my favourites and he needed time for setting up thing thus had send me out. After roaming around for two hours, I came back to the house, but to my surprise I saw kabir going out somewhere, I ran after him asking him where was he going, he turned back to me and I realised it was not kabir. "ya, u need something" he asked, "no was just wondering where you were going" I replied, Doc had specifically told me not to ever say in front of Arjun(kabir's second personality) that I am his wife otherwise he might treat me just like the way he use to treat vasu maa and I never wanted that. So when he asked me why was I enquiring I cooked a story that company had even us a flat to share as the previous society had problems with bachelors living and thus we had to leave our houses, he believed me and asked the flat no. I told him 101. I knew I was talking to Arjun but still I even did not wanted something to happen to him too coz it will actually happen with my kabir. He nodded and went somewhere. I entered our house and saw that everything was half done, seemed Arjun took over kabir and he could not complete everything, thank fully the food was ready and the decorations I completed them. I was waiting for him to come and finally the bell rang. Before opening the door I prayed him to be kabir and kabir ONLY. I opened the door and seeing the confused look on his face I knew it was kabir. "Nisha u r back" I nodded "I had even finished the decorations and what was I doing outside yaar, che.. I spoiled everything" he said and sat on the sofa dejected "I spoiled everything and this will happen most of the times yaar" I went to him, sat beside him and held his hand "kabir its ok yaar you did a part and I did a part, nothing is spoiled but plz don't spoil your mood plz" he smiled and pulled me in a hug. " I am sorry Nisha" he said. I smiled and snuggled more into him. We had a nice dinner and why not after all he had cooked the food it had to be amazing. I was in our balcony, having my coffee before going to bed, when he came and wrapped his arms around my waist, I leaned on to his shoulder and he placed a kiss on top of my head. Keeping the mug aside I turned in his arms, I got lost in his eyes, the thing I like about him the most and for the first time I saw lust in them, I know I must also be having it my eyes as that was goona be our first night, but he was not making any move, so I moved forward and sealed our lips. The kiss was slow and gentle, but later turned into a passionate one. We broke the kiss gasping for breath, keeping our foreheads against each other, breathing heavily. "kabir..." I was cut off by him. " i am scared Nisha what if I hurt you" that time realised his reason for not taking the step forward in our relationship. "Nisha.." he begin but I cut him off by initiating our second kiss. Breaking the kiss I told him and that I trust him and that he will and can never hurt me. He smiled and swept me off the floor and carried me to our bed where he made tender, soft and gentle love to me which just left him wanting more. I was in a bliss that was our best night together.

The next morning I was woken up by someone throwing water no pouring water on my face. I looked in horror at kabir and realised that my morning will be very bad as it was Arjun. I looked at him blankly and at last he spoke " wake up girl, its already 6 no one in my presence allowed to sleep so late." I wanted to say something to him he was not my boss to rule me but decided against it. "listen quickly get up and make breakfast for me". God kitty he was ordering something which my parents, my husband nobody ever did. "why should I make breakfast for you, I am not your servant, I am your housemate so stop ordering me around." I was irritated and could not control my anger. I was walking past him when he held my right wrist. I turned to him "firstly never talk to me in that tone, understood miss, secondly your are a girl and your actual place in his house so you only will cook, understood" as he said those words he kept tightening his hold o my wrist and it was paining me, more because the chuda which I had worn my breaking and piercing my hand. I tried to get rid of his grip but he was too strong for him. "leave my hand its hurting" I said tears falling from my eyes, he smiled seeing that, why not he was a sadist after all. "understood or not" he asked still not leaving my hand. " I understood everything but plz leave my hand" with that he left my hand and asked me to cook breakfast for him. I nodded and walked towards the kitchen, when he again held my already hurt hand and this time in a more tighter grip, that it broke nearly all the bangles of the chuda and the broken glassed pierced deep into my skin "don't u know in Indian houses one first takes bath and then enter kitchen??" he questioned "sorry I forgot" was only which came out from my mouth, I just wanted him to leave my hand which finally he did and walked out of the room. As he left my hand the broken bangles fell on the floor breaking further. I took and first aid box and went to the washroom. Sitting under the shower I cried my heart out, not even two days of our marriage and I had faced the reality of it. Carefully taking out all the glass pieces I banged my hand. As I looked at both my hands the reality of my marriage was clearly scene. I loved half of him, I married half of him, half of him loves me too but just half exactly like my hands, one was bandaged while in the other the chuda was still shining.

I cried and when finally all tears dried up I came out of the washroom, got ready and went to the kitchen. He was on the sofa reading newspaper, I straight went to the kitchen and started cooking breakfast for him, only for him as I had lost my appetite. I was cooking the breakfast when he snaked his arms around my waist, I jumped a little feeling him close to me though from the touch I knew it was kabir but still. " hey it's me baby" I relaxed a bit. "what are you doing here in kitchen, I have already made breakfast for us" he said nuzzling my neck "oh I didn't knew that's why." I replied and turned the gas off that was when he saw my injured hand. " what's this? How and when did this happen?? It was not there last night" I stood there not knowing what to say, tears escaped from my eyes, told him the answer. "I did it" he asked in a mere whisper, seeing the look on his face I got to know how much he wanted my answer to be a no but it was not. I nodded my head. He shook his head " when tell me?" he demanded. I told him everything and broke into tears again. " I knew this will happen" I shouted and in anger kept his right hand inside the pan which I had put on the gas. I gasped in shock " kabir" I shouted and pulled his hand up, but it was already burnt, since I had switched off the gas mins ago so the burn was not severe. "kabir are u mad or what ahh? How can u hurt urself so badly" i shouted at him, blowing air on his hand " yes I am mad, that's why I did not wanted the marriage and when I can hurt you, my life so badly and why not my body." He answered. I was speechless. I just took him to the sofa and applied medicine on his hand and made him promise me that he will never harm himself again. We just sat there hugging each other for a long time. That I was the first time something like that had happen and we both knew it wouldn't be last.

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ps- dont kill me for this update plz

i need to complete the story😆