NiBir Story-My Hell My Heaven epilogue up - Page 9

d update was no doubt super amxng.. bt em soo confused as, lyk nisha

y z kabir behaving lyk dis

y is he behavng lyk d aamir khan of ghajini..???

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The air of suspense you have created around Kabir's contrasting behaviour is too good!

Nisha's thoughts about the same are well written 👍🏼

Kabir throwing the drink at a consciously dressed Nisha was an 'ouch' moment 😆

Waiting to know more about Kabir's problem

Do continue soon and thanks for pm 😊

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We will cont from yesterday...

You know kitty i use to feel that he is suffering from short term memory loss, i mean you do something yesterday and forget it today like really. You know kitty when he asked me "what did i do" i wanted to either kill him or me. You that time i was thinking that why the hell i fell in love with such an idiot but somehow i calmed myself and told him everything that i wanted to propose him and how he ruined my plan. He was mum for few moments and i had to shook him to bring him out of his world. He looked confused, happy and what not millions emotions were their at that time on his face. I asked him to say something and he asked me to go and sit on the sofa, he will bring coffee for us and answer all my question. I agreed and went to the sofa, my head was still spinning, he came and handed me the mug. I kept looking at him to speak and he finally did. But instead of answering my questions he asked me if i really loved him, i nodded in a yes. He paused for some time and replied that he loves me too but could not marry me. I mentally face palmed kitty. I mean have u ever heard such an answer to a proposal which is yes and no at the same time ahhh... you know kitty after that i bombarded him with questions and his expressions oh my i still get pain in my stomach when i think of that day. "why cant you marry me?" i questioned "i just can't" he replied "arre but why, are you already married" i prayed the answer to be no "no" i relief spread over me "then kuch kundali wagera ka chakkar hai" "nhi" "phir impotent ho" "no" he shouted "gay ho" "nhi Nisha pagal hai kya" he lost his cool and his face... i did not speak for some time, he calmed and asked me if i ever heard of split personality disorder or dissociative identity disorder . I was confused why such a question, i nodded in a yes. He continued telling me that he suffers from that and that is the reason for his contrasting behavior, that is the reason why sometime i could not recognize him and he did not remember anything he did last night because he did not did it but still did. My head was spinning by now, i had heard of this only in movies and now the guy i love is telling me he is not mentally stable, i did not know how to react to it that time kitty,i was blank. I think he realised it and told me that it is impossible to live with someone like him and thus he cannot marry me. I just sat there listening to him. He sighed and got up and came back with a paper in his hand and handed it over to me. It had a address written on it. He asked me to go this address tomorrow and get all my answers, with that he went from my house asking me to take care.

Kitty that time i just could not think anything, this was beyond imagination, everything came as a flashback to me everything, all the time he use to do something weird and then forget about it, asking help with ms word, shouting on rashi, keeping calls and saying there is no kabir here, the way he behaved with me in the party everything. I broke down there, i loved only half him and the other half i did not even know.

I just went to my bed and laid there staring at the ceiling into nothing, my love felt meaningless then, my emotions, my feeling everything had became meaningless. I did not realised what i slept. Next day i went to his doctor, Dr Mathur, he was a psychiatrist. I was waiting for him in his cabin when he entered, to my shock he recognized me as Nisha, kabir's crush. He told me that kabir that called him and asked to tell everything about him to me, he added that seems to have very much trust on me as he asked him to tell me something which except him, kabir and his his mother, no one knew. That was when i realised the depth of his love for me as trust and faith comes only with love. I just gave the doc a smile. He became telling me everything about kabir.

He told me that kabir had a torturous and hard childhood because of which he developed the disorder. Kabir's dad Arjun was a sadist and alcoholic, he use to come home totally drunk and then beat kabir's mother vasu maa blue black. Kabir use to see this from his very childhood and at a very tender age he understood that his father use to do wrong to his mother. He was five when he first came ahead to stop his father but his father pushed him away and his head hit the cabinet, after which his mom use to lock his room door to make sure his does not come in between and get hurt. Every night his father use to beat his mother, and his use to hear his mother wails and cries from inside the lock door and cry and pray for his mother safety. Years passed like this, once vasu maa had left his door open by mistake and he stepped out to hall, that day his father had lost a deal and was taking all his frustration by hitting and beating the life out of his mom. He could not see take it anymore, his mother's pleads and cries of pain and his father's ruthless beating and torture, he took the stick with his father use to beat his mother and hot that hard on his head. Arjun died there on spot. Later police came but since Arjun was the real culprit and vasu maa the victim no case was filled, but they do wanted to take the 9 year old kabir to rehabilitation enter but with vasu maa's pleading that he is not criminal but did everything to save her, no action was taken. Kabir and vasu maa's life was now free from tortures but not hardship's, vasu maa was financially dependent on Arjun but he had not even kept a penny for the, they came on road and vasu maa started searching for jobs, she did got one easily as she had the qualifications and gave all her time to her work to earn a better future for them. Admits all this she forgot that kabir needed her that time but he was all alone, he knew he had killed his father and that thing kept haunting him and he developed the disorder. Vasu maa did observe some changes in his behaviour but she thought it was because of the hardships he has to face, but she realised it was not just that when kabir hit her for first time and his behaviour was like his father. She consulted Dr mathur then, kabir was 16 then. After a year he was identified to be suffering from this disorder and since then he is under treatment. His second personality resembles his father. And one personality does not know what the other did After 6 years of treatment kabir was told about his condition and to their shock he accepted it easily(though he took 2 months) becoz just like me any that he said to me earlier and that he did this and that and he did not remember anything. After knowing it kabir started staying separately as he sometimes use to hit his mother. Later when Dr mathur had to shift to Mumbai he advised kabir too to shift as a change would be better for him and that's how he entered my life. Vasu maa stayed in pune only. That's enough for today kitty.

Bye

Poor kabir kitna kuch saha hai 😭

Nisha and kabir talk was awesome " gay ho " 🤣

Loved it...

Continue soon...!!