chapter 2 this was the first time my heart scrunched and scattered into several pieces but my dad use to pour the money for me and my granny and my mom use to visit weekly to see me but i did not have any desire to snuggle her but she use to stare at me consistently but i use to ignore her after death of my grand ma i was thrown into desert i dont have any relationship with any one i use to sloth from the work i really have no clue why iam still alive after death of my granny
one day all of sudden i got a call i ended up with tears which i thought they are no more ,they started to roll, my mom was dead bt it was nt the news which i started to cry i thought she had also engaged with some one else, no she use live a lonely life .but before death my mom had recorded her words in her phone which she wanted to express after listening to that my heart and my soul are dumbstruck ..
after this incident i rarely use to communicate with others that to only for fixation of concerts and mostly i used for dark nights which made me reveal from pain and guilt because i felt someone is stabbing me from inside not for once but for some thousands of times i felt sick and moreover i told naa i have every thing in kind bt nt in the form of relationships i had only one relationship upto now that was my dark shade ..
i use to blame it daily for being rude and ruthless to my mom the ice in whisky has melting down i thought my life and happiness is just perishing like this that minute he had a lone tear in his eyes it is also thinking whether to stay back or to leave him with in-hesitancy he rubbed it.. and gulped last drop of whisky and lied on the bed
it was a sun rise, but im really abandon to see brightness in my life but my phone snoozed and made me signal to enter the life which makes me coax from all possible ways
abhi: with snubbed voice said hello..
manager:sir my intention is not at all to disturb you in this early morning bt it was a sort of urgency can you please permit to say
abhi : no problem say what was the urgency
M: sir a day after you are going to perform in the concert hey na sir.
A: yeah what was issue in that ?
M: b...bu..but
A :Stop ur nusiance and come to the point
M: sir the artist who plays key board had met with an accident.
suddenly abhi jerked and woke up from the bed
A: and asked how?
M: i too dont know sir the car came from back and hit me.
A: hey stop ur bakwas i asked now how to perform the concert.. we had a good co ordination
M: sir dont worry i know a girl who plays key board very well ill ask her to come and start with the team
A: whatever, it is i should not feel reckless after this decision .by the way if at all needs any financial support dont hesitate to call
without listening to others he had cut the call...
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