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14.09.2015:
Dear Diary
Can life turn into a mess? Well yes probably most of the times it turns into a mess. Kabir had these obnoxious feelings that he was stepping wrong somewhere? And you know where? In the kitchen! Damn I tell you that he is getting much more focused on cooking something delectable and Umesh bahiya does no less by teaching him the best he can. But everyone cannot be very good at cooking right? I've heard people saying that men are the best when it comes to cooking but Kabir is an exception in this case. You don't believe me? Yesterday he had burnt the kitchen down by keeping the oil heated for quite a long time. Thanks to heaven that he wasn't any close to the pan or else he would have been in the hospital bed and I can't imagine such a hurt on him. But what he is trying to do is like beating a dead horse. And if I tell him, he gets all into his stupid explanations that *I'm Kabir and I can do anything!* .Our argument went to an extent that he went to practice cooking in the weekend to Umesh bhaiya's restaurant. Trust me when I say, this male ego is typical. Umesh bahiya's ego is that when it comes to cooking, he can teach even a person who has a skill of a sand. And on the other side my dear husband has the ego of not being embarrassed in front of me. Why does he need to be when I know he is scared of a lizard? LOL- if he gets to hear these, I swear he will get all cranky. Now a day's it's me who is kind of getting cool and him who gets hyper and anxious - Not exactly, but he plays around like little adorable puppy and irritates me too -but that's what I love in him!
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
12.10.2015;
Dear Diary
Dolly di got into labor and guess when? On the day of her marriage! We all told her that marriage can happen later, after her delivery and even Sourav too tried to explain his best. But she had to tie her knot with Sourav soon, her mood swings are faster than Ussain Bolt. She had these kind of insecure feelings that Sourav will leave her and go and will marry someone else much prettier who doesn't have a huge belly as she has. Kabir rolled on the floor laughing hearing to that making fun of poor Sourav who was stuck with her mood swings. And Kabir made me embarrassed on that day too; he told me that I won't feel insecure during my pregnancy as he will never see a girl after me and guess what? I was blushing like a tomato with Umesh bhaiya and Sukku teasing! Urf I say!
The worst part of her mood swings was during her sangeet, we all -including Sourav were dancing and she couldn't dance and started wailing like a kid. And Aman bhabhi too got into her mood oscillation, Aman bhabhi is pregnant - it's her fourth month now, I guess you know that. She too was creating a drama while Umesh bhaiya looked like a mess. But he knew to manage bhabhi with his good cooking skills. May be that's the reason why Kabir wanted to learn cooking. God he's so cute at times- always. Yeah - Dolly di broke into labor just the minute after tying the knot, thank god for that or else we would have had to make another big arrangement for marriage-not that we didn't like, but it would have to happen after months since the baby was in consideration. After hours of screaming and pushing and immense swear words - trust me I didn't expect from her, she pushed the child screaming Sourav's name and his face looked like a constipated fish-, an adorable one though. It was a baby boy, a small one.
The last time I had seen a baby was when Bunty was born, so small and so cute, me and my cousins were too protective of him. And I am a choti ma now. He looks so cute, I tell you Sourav just kept cuddling that little thing in his hand not knowing how to handle but yet trying his best to take him with delicacy. It made me go all aww. Guess who was fascinated more? My dear hubby! He looked so shocked seeing the little one as if he had seen a baby for the first time in his life. He wanted to touch it, but was scared to hold. When he had to chance to hold the little one you know what did he say? "Nishu no, what if he falls from my hand?" with his eyes a little wide which made me go all aww even more and he hates me going aww for him. But the look on his face was priceless. I just wanted to grab him and kiss then and there, I would have done it too considering it was my family there and my cousins would make my life hell by teasing me with this incident, so I backed off.
Dolly di was so happy and I was happy for both of them. Though it wasn't Sourav's blood, he took care of both of them like no one else could. Their business started to grow really well and they were sponsored by a lot of NRI companies and good Indian ones too. Their life was on track. Though Sourav hesitated for a few times, he had told me once that he wanted a connection between him and their child, not that he was insecure or disgusted or something, but he just loved the baby so much that he wanted something between them so that he can cherish each of their moments. I guess god granted his wish true; every year when Dolly and Sourav will celebrate their Marriage anniversary, their child will grow up to their love for each other. This shows that Sourav has a pure heart.
It was too much for today ;
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
17.10.15
Dear Diary
It was the naming ceremony for Dolly di's and Sourav's child. They didn't want it much a grand one, well the baby was too cute so obviously, they didn't want any sort of jealous eye's or some foolish taunts over Dolly di and the baby. They named him *Anik* which meant he was a warrior who would fight battles of life with courage. It was Sourav's name actually. Kabir and I took most of the time playing with Anik happily. He looked so cute, I wonder how our baby would look. I always want my baby to have Kabir's eyes, that I could read easily. His nose and of course not his brains- ha ha kidding - he should read this *LOL*. Even today, Ma told me that she was waiting to become a dadi. Papa too was telling Kabir to give good news. Kabir and Papa were laughing over something, I'm sure it was about me, I would ask him about that for sure.
Well this much for today
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
10.11.15
Dear Diary
It was a strange day; Kabir was behaving all moody today. I know he was hiding something ,I was waiting for him to talk. Well, he would always make sure that he says every sort of information that he has to me. It became his habit to tell about it. It was cute that he wanted me to know everything about him. But today he sort of seemed too much stressed. I didn't want to bother him over it, but it kind of hurt me thinking that he was hiding something and couldn't trust me over it. But I didn't want to over think. May be for a few days he would be stressed out and I would have to try my best to mend him and keep him happy. I hope what he was hiding wasn't a very big problem, not that I would get angry but I just don't want it to be too late. Even if it is, I will not be -because getting angry over a thing breaks a person's understanding, the one that I had learnt after facing a lot of problems. I don't want Kabir to be hurt because of me. I love him so much to hurt him
May be I'm thinking too much.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
16.11.15
Dear Diary
It's been six days since Kabir had smiled properly, I'm sure there was something fishy going on. But what broke me more was that worried and depressed face that he carried. It feels so nice when he keeps doing some nonsense and keep irritating me and teasing me, he would have that happy glowing eyes and the care freeness that would take my stress out in minutes, I'm carving for the glow back in his face, it breaks me to think the kind of pain he is going through and I swear I would make the person who made Kabir like this go through hell if I get to know about him/ her. He doesn't finish his food properly, he comes home late, doesn't spend much time with me. When I look into his eyes, I just can feel some sort of guilt bubbling up. It makes me want to kill those guilt and make him smile again. I hope he tells me soon, or else I'm finding it by myself.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
22.11.15
Dear Diary
I wanted to whack Kabir for hiding such a big thing and behaving like an idiot but his point of view was right too. He was financially down-We actually. He had taken some loans for the dance school and had to pay them back with dues and interest and he could only give half of it and the owner of the building is asking for double rent when he has practically little amount of money to give. He was too embarrassed to tell it to me that we had a fight for a week. But probably he was emotionally down and didn't want me to suffer along with him. That was stupid! I was his goddamn wife and I just don't have the rights to only enjoy good phase of life with him, bad phases he faces are mine too. If I didn't go through hell with him, then how selfish of me would it be? And why should I have the rights to be his better half? The question never comes at all; I will stay by his side if success reaps or even if we reach the poorest side of our lives, always.
He thought I would not like him, but the truth was that he earned more respect from me. If he wanted, he could have asked Viraj bhai, Vasu mamma or Papa for money, but decided against it. He is working hard to earn money by his hard work for our living, nothing mattered more than that. We two were one couple who never brought our family between our financial problems. Though they were our own parents, Ma and Papa loves Kabir more than they do for me, yet we wanted it to be our earning. It would be enough for us to live even with less living if it was from our own hard work. But things were to get practical and I had to step in for help. Though he didn't like the idea of me struggling for him, he always gave me the freedom and rights that I needed. I had applied for few jobs and also was ready to get through archery, but right now it we had to pay the loans back. Kabir knew it well and wanted me to pursue, but I kept it a little late so that things could get well. Probably that turned into a worst decision now. If I did that so, we could have come across this suffering easily. But it wasn't the time to regret, but to find a solution.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
27.11.15
Dear Diary
Things were a little getting easier, I had got a job as a manager and Kabir too did his part time along with having to teach dance at various schools and colleges -it was the time of annual day so it practically went off for him. Maybe god gave chance for him. But the thing was we didn't have enough money to buy something for ourselves. At various point of times, I had thought about selling the jewelries given by my parents during my marriage, but Kabir said that it was their gift of love not a commodity, so had to chuck it. And we decided to save small amounts from both of our side so that we can buy something with them. Hope this thing works. I know it hurts Kabir a lot, I never let his hope lose, cause his smile gives more a lot of a them to me.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
15.12.15
We had managed to something for ourselves, well my salary was yet to be given, but it didn't matter because Kabir was earning some. Yes we were paying it off well, but the most satisfying part it this that, whenever we comeback home from the tiring work with all drowsiness and hunger, when we see each other's face, it just makes us smile seeing a small silver lining in our dark phases in each other's eyes. And the day's tiredness is gone when he massages my hair and vise -versa. Today he said that I said had softer hands than Vasu mama and he realized it today. It was ironically though, that he had realized it later but it brought in some new happiness that we could discover a lot in us when things become worse that's what is called finding happiness in tough situations right?
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
20.12.15
Dear Diary
One thing Kabir learnt very well was cooking. May be I laughed at him months ago, but that helped us for quite a while. I make the breakfast in the morning - Maybe a sandwich or a toast or Poha at times. I would skip the lunch or have it at my work place sometimes and Kabir would get something from the school or college. And Kabir comes home and cooks whatever he can. It looks so adorable when he tries to mend up things and fight some time for us. I never knew life could get this beautiful. Money can never buy the happiness Kabir can give me. May be he is just too perfect for me that I love him like he is my father, my child, my boyfriend and my husband. I can smile my whole life, if he stays happy with it.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
26.11.15
Dear Diary
We had sold our yellow deo scooter, it was a little depressing for me to have my two wheeler sold but things weren't going in hand and we had to pay our rents too. Kabir didn't like the idea for an ounce, in fact we had a big argument but he knew what was more important now. I could see the pang in his eyes, but these dark days were to end soon. I had comforted him, more like me seducing him - Sounds blah though, but I had to give them warmth and found that as the only way. But Mr.Kauwa pours all my hard work down the sand by just stopping me and our make out session just got paused. I was too shy to face him later. But then managed to make him smile with my silly antics and his smile was worth it.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
31.12.15
Dear Diary
The end of the year was yet to come, may be with more ray of hopes. I never knew my life would turn this beautiful. We didn't have our two wheeler, we enjoyed walking in the winter nights to the park to my cousin's ,to Umesh bhaiya's restaurant. Umesh bahiya had offered free food a lot of times. May be they got some clue when we had sold our scooter and when I had applied for a job, but Kabir made sure that he paid for it as he wanted to be responsible. And trust me their argument is like a donkey and bear fighting. Most of the time, we would enjoy playing pillow fights, sharing our showers (Not like much you all think), cooking together.
There was a week break for us regarding Christmas and New-year, but we made sure that we would do something so that we don't face this again. And even cuddling each other while sleeping brought us immense peace, I love this feeling, feeling of having to work hard for each other, feeling of loving each other's presence, tomorrow wasn't a thought that could even happen, all things that could be enjoyed was now, this minute where I and Kabir have built our own shell. Now tomorrow's can break it and no yesterday's can demolish it. I wish we share our love with this warmth next year too
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
1.01.16
Dear Diary
This could be the best I can ask for. Kabir made love to me, yesterday and today. Well of all most of the days we made, may be months ago, this one was the best. The feeling of him never leaving me, loving me like I'm made only for him. My cheeks are still red of the thought. I just can't describe the feelings that I go through when he touches me. It feels like I belong only to him and his touch would be the end of my life. And we had done it protected this time , we didn't want to have a baby now, we would be the happiest one on earth if we have a baby, but right now, we can't make it legit until we get out stability back. But I feel completed as a woman and only and only he had the right to make me feel like that.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
10.02.16
Dear Diary
This day would never be forgotten by me, because our problems were sort of coming to end. I could earn money enough for the house hold and Kabir had got the opportunity to choreograph for two movies. Well, the school he was teaching dance for the annual day, one of the movie director's son had been under Kabir's training and the director chose Kabir to choreograph for the movie he had asked for and is getting one more project work too. But the thing is, he is moving off to Bangalore for the choreography, well I'm not sad cause our problems would be sorted with this and we would have sufficient amount to open a dance school and I can get into archery, but I'll miss cuddling him and being with him, playing around and teasing him. It would be too lonely without him; I didn't show it out when he left. I still do miss him though he keeps talking to me time and again after his work. I wonder whether he sleeps or not cause I'm not able to sleep without his warmness
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
17.02.16
Dear Diary
Dolly di, Sukku, Sourav, Umesh bhaiya and Kiriti, Aman babhi had come here for a night over and to stay here for few days . I didn't know how time passed without Kabir-too long, too missing, I didn't realize when I had turned much like a girl without him. I had taken leave from my work to spend some time with the lunatics here. Days passed with Sukku trying to find a girl for him- Kabir tells me that for a guy like Sukku finding a boy would be better, though I had punched Kabir for that, I feel he was awfully right now. Sukku was nagging for a girl because all of them were married and one has a baby and the other was yet to come. Kirti rolled her eyes over the thought, I wonder about her finding a guy? That would be a cracker for Roopan Tayi ji - Lolz. Aman bhabhi was just close to her delivery as one month was left for the little one to come. Her mood swings were more crankier than Dolly di's - I have been wondering if someone can have something worse than Dolly di's mood swings, she had gotten the world upside down; Aman bhabhi proved it wrong.
When it turned midnight, she yelped for ice-cream and she wanted from each and every one of us: Mango from Sukku; Strawberry from Kirti; Vanilla from Dolly; butterscotch from Sourav; chocolate from me and caramel from Umesh. I wonder about her wanting the whole ice cream shop. She wanted nuts and chocolate chips on it too. It was a tough time for us yesterday night as Umesh, Sukku and Sourav had run here and there for ice-creams. I wonder what she would have asked from Kabir. Probably the ones that had cone, when I had told this to Kabir I could literally hear him laughing his ass off. I wish I could see him laughing, it's been months since he laughed heartily, it brought me immense happiness to hear him laugh that was the master thing of today. But our headache didn't pave off cause there weren't any butterscotch ice-cream in the shop and Aman bhabhi only wanted that. Poor Sourav had really tough time getting shouted by her and Umesh bhaiya got worst of all. Sukku had then vowed to never marry again, a similar dialogue when it was Dolly di on Aman bahbi's shoes. We had called Bunty to get butterscotch ice-cream from the house, it was Kirti's idea as she didn't eat them considering her weight -she looked like a feather! . Bunty and Jwala had their exams coming, so they were busy preparing for it or else it would have been a dhamaka here. I wish Kabir was here, it would have been much more fun when he would have teased Umesh. During Dolly di's time, Kabir made hell for Sourav by teasing the beating shit out of him. Umesh bahiya would have been going all mad now. I try not to remember him, but then end up thinking only about Kabir. I really don't know how I am surviving without him. If he doesn't come soon, I will go to Bangalore and catch him there. Gawd I love him so much.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
27.02.16
Dear Diary
I was playing with Anik as Dolly di and Sourav were busy with something. Anik went along with me very well. The four month baby would giggle a little, keep his hand over my face with full amusement written on his face and then smiles showing his gums to me. I love the way he holds my index finger tightly showing how much he likes me. He was more like a son to me and I will kill the person who will hurt him for even a little. He turned a little chubby now, a little fatter too. I know how, my whole family would have taken care of him. Singham would always play with him and keep tickling and kissing him. Anik just loves playing.
He had small dimples coming from his cheeks while laughing making him look like a cute little boy. It made my heart to flutter when he was holding my hair softly and trying to do something, it remained me of Kabir, he would try to do the same too. While I was playing with Anik, I heard a loud shout, when I went ahead with the baby from the guest room; I saw Sourav and Dolly di fighting with Kabir standing in middle. I really didn't know he was coming. When I had asked them Kabir came to me laughing saying that, they were about to make love in our room and he had jumped into our bedroom through the window. And that was it for Umesh, Kabir, Kirti, Sukku to roll on the floor laughing. Poor Sourav always had someone to disturb him. But when I had asked Kabir about jumping into our room he told me that he wanted to surprise me. Well I was too overjoyed seeing him that it embarrassed Sourav and Dolly di. I knew why he had come from the window, so that he could spend some time with me, because he knew there were monkeys staying in our home.
We had most of the fun teasing Umesh when Aman bhabhi was sleeping, he would give those looks to Kabir and Sukku and Sourav. Sourav was taking his revenge part of his teasing session while Kabir and Sukku were time passing with Umesh. Umesh vowed to take equal revenge when those two will come into this situation. On hearing that Kabir gave wicked smile to me. I knew what he meant. Well he would surely catch me when no-one's here. Maybe be I was waiting for it, and I too joined the teasing club by making Kabir cranky.
Anik was the happiest baby on earth as he started smiling seeing Kabir back, he laughed so cutely that Kabir got melted like a wax. I had noticed Anik at various times, he would look out for someone but never get it and later laughs at me and Dolly di. It was Kabir he was looking for. For all the time in these five months Anik was happy seeing us around. When we would laugh at something, seeing us he would laugh too and our whole attention would turn to him. Aman bhabhi loved him so much that she cries seeing him - weird though, it's adorable.
How much I loved these moments, it was the best I could ask for. Things were getting normal with my K-Kabir back and the happiest times with our cousins, on going through a small bad phase, I had realized that money can never bring any sort of happiness when it goes overboard; it's us who should find happiness and cherish it even in the difficult times of life. It's not bad times too because they teach us how to survive our lives and there are people who face much great difficulties than us. I will surely want to help them.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
28.02.16
Dear Diary
We had slept with Anik by our side and Sourav and Dolly - Ahem of course. Kabir kept telling about his trip and choreography sessions, though I had heard at lot of times through phone and video chatting while talking to him, I loved seeing his happy expression while talking. The most adorable thing was when Anik was gawking at him smilingly with surprise and happiness when Kabir was talking. Kabir would eye him, wink at him and the little one would giggle making both of us smile. It felt like we were a family. Anik was a happy baby; he would keep smiling and laughing at us. He loved our attention. He wanted both of us together with him. I just love how babies are - innocent, carefree, adorable, loving and honest. They never hide their feelings. It felt like I was Anik's mother, I am though cause he is no less than a son to me.
When I woke up in the morning, Kabir had Anik over him cuddling me with one hand and holding the baby with the other. I wonder how did we really end up like that, Anik was in-between us, but yet I loved watching both of them. Anik was sleeping sucking his little thumb looking too cute. His cuteness will kill me one day! Kabir was holding him so securely. I was rejoicing each and every of that moment. It was love to see them together.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
30.03.16
Dear Diary
Umesh bhaiyaa had a tough time today, Aashi had given a tough time to him by crying. Aashi - Umesh bhaiya's darling daughter, was a papa's girl. She loved being in her papas arms and Umesh bahiya too enjoyed it. Other than that, unlike Anik this little one would never come to anyone else and if she cries, Umesh bahiya turns the world upside down. Something similar happened today. Veerander tauji tried to make her smile by making funny faces and she got scared and started crying. Umesh bhaiya started scolding him for making her cry carrying her in his arms and running here and there. Seeing Tauji sulking, Mohan tauji and Papa were laughing like hell. Papa told that when he made faces, he looked like a gorilla who was smiling for Aashi, Tauji had a bad time with Mohan tauji and Papa and Kabir too entered in teasing. Daddu was watching them smilingly.
Anik was six months old now. He loved seeing Aashi, I don't know what did he see so much fascinating, he too was similar to Aashi. Generally kids would get possessive right? But here he just liked Aashi a lot that when Aashi cries, Anik boy pouts and looks at her with a sad expression. How adorable kids can be. Dolly di and Sourav went for some work outside and I, Kabir and Sukku had to take care of Anik.
Anik and Sukku were best friends, Sukku must be a pedophile, I don't know how did he end up in Anik's friend list. They both keep playing and laughing. I was playing too and Anik was sitting and examining his toys one by one. He grew chubby and bubbly, like an adorable teddy bear. Papa sings song for Anik and he would clap his hands happily. On the other hand Aashi would start crying and when that happens my dad gets teased by his brothers. On growing old, my uncles and my dad are growing down like kids - teasing around and playing. It amazes me to see their energy, lolz.
After Umesh Bhaiya and Aman bhabhi, it is Vimala tayji who Aashi would stick to. She loves getting cuddled by her. Anik scrunches his nose at times but then sticks to my mom's side. She would take him around the house, cook food for him. Mom and dad would play with him and they do enjoy a lot. May be that's the reason why Anik smiles like a happy kitten. It was very rare when he cries. But I love the way he makes the house happy with his smile. I'm sure he is daddu's personal favorite.
Things are going smooth like a chocolate, Kabir had got more offers, he had done some and has got enough money to open a dance school. I was doing my training in archery too. Mom and dad are proud of us. I just love it this way when they get the pride of our hard work. Seeing us, Sukku too is getting to work hard and make ma and papa proud. Bunty was too trying his best. he has reduced a lot of Weight, Kabir's dance training I guess. Jwala has completed her schooling with the boards this year and is preparing for her entrance. Roopan tayiji sticks out of the list as she doesn't want the babies to dirty her. But her ego gives up most of the times seeing Anik and she just can't stop from cuddling him. Aashi is an exception case, cause when it comes to Umesh bahiya, he will kill us if we make her cry! But Kabir never refrains from teasing him. Aman bhabhi would back off seeing Umesh getting into fatherly mode most of the times. Kabir gets along with Aashi, but it depends on her mood to smile and cry. Most of the time, when she cries, there would be a war between Kabir and Umesh and Kabir would laugh his guts out!
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
29.04.16
Dear Diary
It was my first competition today, I was hell nervous. Kabir had managed to make me calm but yet there were some incidents that would bring me back to some terrific feelings. The thing that had happened when I was thirteen, I won prize at that time too, but that victory scared me- now I had a lot of strength with me, Ma, papa, Kabir , Umesh bahiya -Umesh bahiya knows about it, he was too furious , he loved me so much that he was ready to bring hell for those people. But I wanted it to be a closed chapter. I was kind of anxious, I didn't want to put down anyone's hope. Papa told me that I can create wonders and he is proud of me. That's were a parent plays an important role, I just love the way papa brings a hope inside me, he holds me even when people think I'll fall off. I always wanted to make him proud and I was determined, but yet something was making me nervous, but that nervousness went away when Kabir brought Anik to my dorm just before the competition. As soon as he saw me, he happily jumped over me kissing me with his toothless gums indirectly saying all the best. I forgot that I was nervous, I just cuddled him and played with him before getting on strike.
My works did off well as I targeted my aim correctly and it was me who won the tournament. I didn't know I would do this well. I had made a lot of people proud and Kabir was the first person to be happy in the world. He had celebrated like he was the one who won the match. I can never be happier than this moment making it much happier.
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
4.05.16
Dear Diary
Kabir had made this grand date for me-when I say grand it means that he has done cooking, decorating the house all alone, I could practically figure out the hot atmosphere. I can't believe that this jerk learnt to cook, I'm sure he was kind of taking Umesh Bhaiya's help otherwise it would have been difficult for him. Okay - fine I admit that this Kauwa learnt to cook. But it doesn't end here, what he further did was all blush worthy. Who knew this man here could be so romantic? Well I was too lucky to have him by my side. I had to write the dairy in the morning because I was wrapped under the duet with him making hard core love. We had made it lots of times, but this one was magical - Every time I say that only!
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
13.05.16
Dear Diary
Vasu mamma had come today and I had won four matches in a row being eligible for my next level. Viraj bhai couldn't come from London, but had managed to send me wishes. Vasu mama was happy on seeing us both getting our stand in lives.She was actually surprised to see such a growth in Kabir but Kabir turned it off to me. But then I realized that I had done nothing for his change-but both wouldn't accept it
Aashi was happy to see Vasu mama surprisingly which shocked Kabir and he kept cribbing to her asking what did she exactly do to make Aashi one her side for which she laughed. Anik went with Vasu mama very well, seeing him; she wanted one grandchild for herself which made me red in shy. Well I was going make the wish come true soon, as I am going to be a mother, I'm planning to surprise them - Actually Kabir. This would be ridiculous but I wanted to see his expressions, it would be worth watching. He was waiting for it for quite a long time. He would get jealous of Umesh grabbing his child possessively, he wanted a daughter, well that's because Anik was his son already, Aashi was too but Umesh would spoil it - They both never get along when it comes to this.
I had decided to make him feel like he was really going to be a daddy, but heaven knows how would that turn out. But anything that could make him smile would be worth it!
Oh life of mine ;
You love you hurt ,
smiles that cherish my souls
laughs that skips my heart ,
love that takes me high ,
hope that makes my fly ,
pains that make me strong,
with the melody that rings a song
You are worth fighting
you are poise of that feeling
you are emollient that makes me soft
you are divine that gave me love!
Oh I live this gift of yours
being the ingenue you made me!
Signing off -Good Night my second love ...
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