Originally posted by: Anuhyaa
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">Beautiful take on the episode...without siding too much on one side...
It would have been more awesome if Raman remembered seeing Ishita in the lift & frantically searching for her before the jail sequence.
Raman is angry that she choose to stay away from them & he cannot stay calm after that.He is bound to spit venom.
But Iam glad that Ishita didn't take it lying today. She stood for herself.
When he was uttering all those words, her expression was like "Well, what else is new.."
Alia wants to call her Amma to complete her imaginary family...& Ishita agreed because she is indebted to Mani & she naturally can't deny any child...
But even 7 years with her, Alia is not Adi ,Alia can never be Adi because Adi is the son of Raman kumar Bhalla & she is not...
For all her naturally motherly feelings Ishita didn't hesitate a second to side with Adi...after knowing that it is Aditya Bhalla...That says it all..
But for Raman that never will be enough & that's the way it should be too..
(Even as the audience for us too...Infact Alia is as irritating as Mani and Iam hating her constantly being clingy with Ishu).
Everyone was worried that why no one is asking Ishita Why she stayed away..
Mihika asked in her own way... & she gave the answer too..
"I killed Ruhi. Because of me everyone suffered. I cannot go back and push them all into more pain or recreate chaos..Its better this way, even though they feel Iam dead when Iam not."
& It would be the same answer for everybody else..except Raman & the kids...
Raman won't ask her that anytime soon, because in his heart he knows the answer and he can't hear her say that to his face..
For anyone doubting Ishita's love..
Here are the beautiful lines from my fav philosopher Rumi, reflecting her inner turmoil...
</font><div align="center"><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I choose to love you in silence,for in silence there is no rejection.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I choose to love you in loneliness,for in loneliness no one owns you but me.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I choose to adore you from a distance, for distance will shield me from pain.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I choose to kiss you in the wind, for the wind is gentler than my lips.</font>
<font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="2">I choose to hold you in my dreams, for in my dreams, you have no end.
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