I'll love you for a thousand years

So I was listening to this song alongside studying and I could not concentrate because the episode flashes in my mind and well it's been too long since I analyzed. I know the song is the version of female but well these lyrics are just meant be for Shravan.

The point of view is totally Shravan coz I be a member of Shravan protection squad, Humesha.

Oh my heart today.

Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?

But watching you stand alone,

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

We have come a long long way. Now when we are together there are times when I lose my sense because I feel a strange pull towards you. Maybe it is love. Maybe not. We are somewhere more than friends that I am so sure of. My heart beats fast and I can hear your thumping beats too. It's almost like my beats echoing because of the nervousness we have of getting this lone moment after so long. Just so long for the last time we met like this I was angry with you and you were in tears hurt by me. I feel like telling you all that I can, hear your rants and laugh at your tantrums but I am scared. The past haunts me yet I want to forget. Trust me I do because seeing you now all my doubts go away. Seeing you stand there with just honesty in your eyes and hoping for us I become brave as I know you are here to stay. I know this because as I solve cases for you being the dutiful friend you make me a hero in front of my family like the responsible pal.

I have died every day waiting for you

Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

The years that passed both of us have waited. Nothing is more terrible than just being patient and waiting. I know I have cried every night remembering those moments I shared with you. Somehow though the happy moments just come up more and that one fateful day vanished .And then I missed my friend even more. Every night it was this cycle of me not being able to hate you so much more than I wanted to. Now I know you went through the same, maybe you did not have sleepless night or maybe you did cry too. I don't know because I wasn't here but I am sure you did as we are so vulnerable for each other now. I just feel so sure about this after so many days of coming back and it struck me that that it was not just the incident. Somehow here down deep below my heart it was love. The one which I do till now and will continue all my life.

Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

And it did. Your faith was right, my belief stands strong. From the day we met for the first time after years to the day today. Then I did not want to meet you and did all I could just to avoid to and today I was impatient- waiting for you. As you walk to me with a bit of tensed furrow in your eyes I just want to tell you that I will be the brave one to take away all of that. I will be strong to let you know that nothing will now set us apart.

And all along I believed I would find you

Time has brought your heart to me

I have loved you for a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer

I don't have this thought because I am smitten by your love. I do because my heart somewhere knew that I would find you and things would get back to better. We would get back to better because now that we are in better terms I have this dj vu of our childhood. Troubled and tired with life but when together just celebrating us. Nothing else matters. Nothing else.

Apologies.This was terrible as I read again I do realize.

But thoughts welcome anyways

This was beautifully written!! Hats off to you''!!! This song perfectly describes what must be going through Shravan's mind and heart!

BEAUTIFULLY PENNED DOWN THE THOUGHTS OF SHRAVAN!!
SUCH A NICE UPDATE!😳

Beautifully written loq..
Awesome❤️

its not terrible at all loq

Loq, beautifully written. And the fact that you belong to Shravan's protection squad.. makes you as one of my own.😆

Originally posted by: indranigupta

Loq, beautifully written. And the fact that you belong to Shravan's protection squad.. makes you as one of my own.😆

People are worried about the olv..Ah! well...

Well, none of us do know exactly what the cvs have planned for us, but everyone has a different take and a different understanding what they saw from that video.

Anyways, coming to your post. it is beautifully written. I am just going to add few things that I have understood.

But, before I go on to write, could i just request you to read another post in this same forum by Chicksoup (she is an awesome writer😛, btw titled Woh haq kahan se laoon?) and read both Chick's and mine response to that post (and everyone else's as well😆). This write up is a supplement to what I had written there.

Why would Shravan go ahead and reveal his feelings to Suman?

Why would he ask her or rather demand from her to accept him in the name of his fees.. to accept her love?

Why?

Because he followed his heart

His true calling

Understood the real meaning of success

Understood that there is more to the tagline of 'winning is everything'

Winning is where your heart is meant to be

Winning is putting a smile back into a girl's face

Winning is the realization that house is also a home

In the name of fees, in the name of gratitude (on Suman's part) if Shravan Malhotra went ahead to declare his love wouldn't that be forcing his love on Suman? Isnt that demeaning his own love for her?

Was his love only a matter of give and take?

If, as per the OLV (I havent seen it, btw) he just asks her to be my friend and to retrace their steps.. to rewind their lives ten years before, isn't it adding a new meaning, a new layer, a new sidenote (for this you will have to read Chick's post and also, my response to that post.. 😉)

If it is as what I have understood it to be.. it is a real masterpiece on the part of cvs👏

Not starting from scratch, not being evasive about their past, not negating what they have both felt for each other during those ten years and before

But

Adding, re-reading, rewriting their relationship anew

Traversing down the memory lane

Forming and writing new sidenotes

To compare and yet to not to let all those sidenotes be erased

Shravan Malhotra's love for Sumo is not static❤️

It has grown gradually, eventually

And shall grow

Into something far more beautiful

For that this journey is required

Journey where both are equals

As they were in the past

No gratitude

No sympathy

But

Only companionship

Where what matters

Is the fact that

Whatever they do, think and feel

It shall be together

Always

And for ever

And this journey is not forcing Sumo to announce her love for him

It is a journey to understand

That Shravan's love

Can be felt, experienced, valued

In all forms

In all shapes

In all colours

Love means acceptance

But it is also means letting go

Of our insecurities

To value our pain

Our struggle

And the small voices

which question our beliefs

Shravan's Love will undergo these battles and conflict

Again

But,

This time

make sure

He wont be alone

Suman's path will cross and intersect his

Not because this is what he has planned

But, this is how it shall be

And then, again a new journey will begin

Sorry for this long post.

I dont even know if this is what the CVs have planned for us.. but I would trust them rite now.

I actually won't have any problem with Shravan even friendzoning Suman because I now they will end up together anyhow.
Joking
On a serious note being just friends would not be much of a concern because first they bonded together being friends.They forgot the past because they are friends.They are in this state from where they begun because they are friends.It's too soon for lovey dovey romance and confession to happen.
Neither of them know that what they feel is love.Right now they are in the phase of attraction where somehow they just know it is something more than friendship.
I want the realization of love to take place eventually in small steps.Many times in real life we feel our best friend is our love but well it isn't most of the time.More over I'd like to see what separates them foom being lovers and not just best friends.I want them to discover that yes best friend is my love but how they become ek duje ke vaaste I am more intrigued to watch.

The post was not at all long.I like discussions.Always.🤗