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Part 4
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Part 4
He made her sit on the bed ... Looking at her but her eyes were low ... so he kneeled down and took her hands in his ... He was waiting for her to look at him... But he knew she wont ... Tara couldnt bare his proximity ... Jer heart was poubding fast ... She wsa fearing sge tells hkm the reson why sheleft him years ago... Why wast he letting her go ? Why was he making it so difficult for her to stay away from him ?

She was fearing losing cobtrol on herself and surrenndering herself to him... all these fesrs were filling her eyes with tears about to fall despite the effort ofnot lettibg them fall... he then placed his head on her lap ...

Taras control on herself ended ... She couldnt hide her feelings anymore ... She started running her fingers through his hair ... Carrssing his head softly ... Mrityunjay loved her action... His eyes becamw teary ... He foubd her after so many efforts ... He had akready lost her ... Ge didnt want to lose her again ... Her eyes couldnt hold hr tears in them anymore and they fell on his head ...
When he felt hertears ... He said " agar tum takleef mein ho...mein takleef mein hoon ... Toh tum mujhse door gayi kyun ? Tara ... Kya hua tha yss raat ko... Aisi kya majboori hai ? " those last words pierced her ear abd her heart ... Did he knew aboyt it ir it was a wild guess of his ? She got alarmed and softly gently lifted his shouders up and got up from there ...
It started raining and she stood at yhe entrance of the little house. ... Hiding her tears and holdibg the old wall in support ... Her heart was pounding fast in her rib cage ... He look ed at her with bloodshot eyes ... hurt ... Not by her...but by the situation... He got up ... And stood there looking at the rain... They both obly rememberd the last time they were alone ... It was raining then as well...


Flashback resumed ...
Mj . Mere tarafdekh bhi nahi rahi ho. ... Aisa kya ho gaya hai tara...
Tara didnt want to say a word... Herheart was hurting a lot... And that was very well visible in her eyes ... Mj couldnt see her in pain antmore... He liftd her up in his arms ... And plced her on their bed ... And rested her bsck on thepillows ... Tears were rolling down from her eyes ... And he noticed them...he wiped those tears from her cheeks with his fingers and ... leaned forward ... He kissed her eyes softly ...then ...looking at her eyes ...and tara gathered courage to look into his eyes this time... He placdf his hand on thr side of her neck ... Carressing her ...
Mj. Mein ... Nahijaantaki tim mujhsepyaar karti ho ...yanahi... mujhe nahi pata par... Tum... Aise ... Itni dukhi aur itni chup mat raho tara ... Tara ... Tara meine jo tumhare saath kiya ... Uski sazaa mujhe mil ni chahiye... Maine tumhra saath bahut galat kiya...par.. . Tum ... Mujhse baat karo ... Tum ... Mujhpe gusaa nikalo ... Par saise chup mat raho ... mujhe ... Maaf kardo tara ... Maibe tumhare sath jo kiya woh toh koi...
listenibg to his words she couldbt cobtrol her tears ... And her control overher feelings and herself came to an end ... And she hugged him ... Tight ... crying ... He was taken back by her sudden breakdown... She ws afraid... This was the last day with him ... She wanted to spend it with him... in his arms...
T. Apbe kuch nahi kiya mj ... Kuch nahi... Aur ... Maine ap ko kabka maaf kar diya mrityunjay...
Mj. Toh ...
T. Please mrityunjsy ... Aj... Aj raat mujhse kuch mat pucho ... Please ...

Her teares were rolling down on her cheeks and falling on his bare back ... He felt her hot tears on his body ... Which broke his heart into pieces... she wasnt telling him what had happenned to hr...and the girl who used to laugh and spread joy was the one today was so close t o him but in a highly vulnarable state ... He broke the hug ... And cuppibg her face. ... He wiped her tears gently with hids fingers .. ... ..


Tu jo mila, sab mil gaya
Dil ki namaazein jaakei
Pahunchi falak se aage
Toh jaake paaya tujhko
Mere rehnuma...

Then... He kissed both her eyes ... He then looked st her ... She slowly opened her eyes ... Without breaking the eyelock ... He slowly leaned foward... and at the same time ... tara laid back finally resting her head on the soft pillows and mrityunjay comforted him above her...


Mujhko mera Rabb mil gaya
Baahon se aage tere
Duniya nahi hai meri
Rakhle mujhko yahin
Mere rehnuma...

He softly carressed her face with his fingers... ( tara closed her eyes to escape his pationate glare ) Slowly From her forehead ... Reaching her Nose ...to her upper lip... Then Her lower lip... He then stopped there...


Jo naa bhaaye, teri nazar ko
Dekhungi naa main phir woh nazara
Tu jo mile toh, chhod doon khud ko
Tujhme kahin hai mera kinaara
Bas tu hi tu mujhe yaad hai

Tara opened her eyes ... She was lookibg at him with eyes filled of love ... mrityunjay moved his eyes from her lips to her eyes . ... They both shared an intense eyelock ... he wanted so badly to kiss her ... But ... She was in a really vulnarable situation... His hearrt was immersed in a turmoil ... hr big eyes ... Staring at him lovingly ...

Dil ki namaazein jaake
Pahunchi falak se aage
Toh jaake paaya tujhko
Mere rehnuma...
A couple of locks of hhair were falling on taras face ... He lovingly tuckedd them behind her ears touching her face as an excuse making her to close her eyes to feel his touch ... And she pkaced both her hands on his bare chest ...making his feelings go out of his control... when he tucked hair locks behind hrr ear... He touched his side of the neck all the way until he came to the front... She felt butterflies in her stomach ...

Guzri hoon jab se
Main tere dar se
Hasne lagi hoon main, khul ke rehbar
Dard se tere rista juda toh
Ab muskuraate hai mere manjar
Haan.. Rabb ki mujhe saugaat hai

Mj had lost his senses ... He nuzzled in her neck ... And touched his nose to her neck ... And time to time... His lips were touching her neck ... Placing soft kisses there ... she moved her hands from his chest to his back ... Tears were escaping her eyes ... This was the first ... And the last time she was so close to him... And when he looked up in her eyes ... He regained his senses when he saw those tears rolling down her cheeks... She wiped them quickly ...

Mj . Tara...


Dil ki namaazein jaake
pahunchi falak se aage
Toh jaake paaya tujhko
Mere rehnuma...

But she didnt let him finidh by putting her finger on his lips... He looked at those beautiful fingers ... Tara then moved her fingers ffrom his face to his neck reachibg his chest ... Placing her hand there ... looking into his brown eyes ... all she could find there was love ... She was feeling guilty... Sher heart ws breaking inti thousand pieces and she had no idea how to mend them... All she knew that this was their last monent togather ...

mj could feel that pain in her eyes ... He ws feelibghelpless ... All he wanted was to ... Comfort her ... Gather her in his arms ... Show her that she is not alone...make her believe that Theres someone who is still alive thanks to her and for her ...
Mrityunjay laid on the bed ...tara turned to look at him... his eyes were filled wuth questions but he chose not to say anything ...
The next moment they were sleeping in each others arms ... With her head in the crook of his neck and her hand on his chest... And Mjs hand was on her waist ...

Baahon se aage tere
Duniya nahi hai meri
Rakhle mujhko yahin
Mere rehnuma...


flashback ends

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