Dear all my readers and prajajans,
Khamma Ghani!
Prajajans, i do not know if you would be able to forgive me after this. But i do sincerely hope you all understand my situation too.
Firstly, i have completely lost my touch and flow of this story. When i was writing this, that time Ajab's death sequence was shown.Guys, for this story my only inspiration were our PrAja, i can't tell you how much i am attached to them. And when such a horrible thing happened i was naturally shaken.I have literally cried after watching that episode and then the last one, believe it or not. And i have tried many times but now i have lost all hopes of continuing this. I know i wrote an os recently and that is 'Bas Itna Hai Tumse Kehna' drabble and i can't tell you how relieved i felt after that. And i was sure i would be able to continue it after that but some how things didn't turn up that way.Ok, i even wrote a new ts with Mahishee, but then my pen or my laptop has a particular disliking for these two ff's alone it seems.I JUST CAN'T DO IT, however hard i try. Ok, i know i am obliged to continue this and it is my first duty as a writer but i do not want it to be a forced one. If i try something like that i will surely mess up and neither of us would be satisfied by it.
Secondly, i have my exams starting up from next Monday so i will be inactive for the rest of the month most probably. And after that my second semester will be starting which is going to be extremely important for me as my branch subjects would come up. I already have a hectic schedule and now matters would be even worse. Rest assured, i will come on the forums regularly but i may not be writing anything on this forum, i will come here just as a pass time with all my lovely friends.My studies are the reason why i am not starting any new ff's here. But that does not mean i will quit writing completely. Maybe i will write something for all my dear readers once in a while, maybe an os or ts. But i am certainly not getting into any long ff's any more because i do not want to be a cause of disappointment to you all. This may be just another reason but this is surely not the REAL reason.
So with all these things in mind with a heavy heart, i have decided to discontinue this ff.
I may continue it sometime if one fine day (trust me if that happens it ,would be the finest day of my life) i regain the ability to, though there is only a very very slight possibility. But till then you may consider this ff along with the other one, 'Much Ado About Nothing' as discontinued.
I am terribly terribly sorry for what i have done. And i don't deserve your forgiveness but still i hope you all will respect my decision.
Sincere Apologies,
Ramya
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