Sanskar:
She left, left leaving me all alone. I never thought I 'd be missing her so much. I made a rule of not to love any one and even closed the doors for love after Kavita's death. But swara she broke that rule & entered my heart. She gave me a reason to love & live life again.
After our Mission of uniting Maa & baba became Successful she is back to her home with her parents. For her this marriage was just a compromise and for me a Big hope thinking maybe we can be together one day. But that hope got all shattered when laksh came to my room moments back just to convince me to take him to swara as he wants her back in his life. I had seen worry & tears in his eyes, The same tears I had seen in swara's eyes after our marriage. Clearly hinting the fact that this marriage is the biggest mistake in her life. I didn't wanted her to be bounded with me with force in the sake of marriage. If she still loves laksh & is willing to accept laksh back then I will let her go no matter how much it pains me. After thinking a lot I am taking laksh to baadi so that he can have his talks with swara.
*Baadi/Swara's house*
I had called her to meet me down in the garden. She hadn't expected me to come to meet her at this hour, 11:30 PM. Laksh was still in the parking lot and I had came to call swara down. When she came down, she had the looks of surprise and she had a smile seeing me until It disappeared when Laksh came back. I wondered why.
Swara - 'Sanskar, mujhe neeche kyun bulaya? Aur Iss waqk tum dono yaha kya kar rahe ho?'
Laksh- Sanskar ko mein ne he kaha tha tumhe neeche bulane k liye. Mujhe tum se ek bohot Important baat karni hai.
Swara-Haan bolo.
Laksh- Swara I am sorry for everything. For not trusting you. For not trusting our love. I know I don't deserve to be saying this but please give me one chance. I promise I will be a better person this time and will keep faith in our love. Please, accept me back!
I never knew this would be so difficult for me. Laksh words made me all broken and I just couldn't control the tears which is slowly starting to come out of my eyes. I clearly didn't had the power within myself to control this. If one more minute I stay here I will die out of suffocation. I was just about to make my way out of this place when I hear her...
Swara- Kaisa pyaar laksh? woh pyaar jis ne hum dono ko dukh k siwa aur kuch nahi diya, woh pyaar jis me mujse mera sab kuch chin liya? Pyaar woh hoti hai jisse humhe jeena ka waasta milta hai but tumhare pyaar ne toh mujhe har roz rulaya hai. Mein ab bohot aage badh chuki hu. Aur tum bhi. Please, go away laksh because Now we are not meant to be.
I had not expected swara to say that. I just turn back to see her eyes being all teary & she looked hurt. Laksh has now slowly moving towards the exit of the garden & I was just about to follow him when she says.
-Tum kaha jaa rahe ho? You need to own me an explanation right now.
-Swara, errmm explanation?
-Yes. How dare you bring laksh here & make him confess all that when you clearly know that I have moved on from him. While we were together I had always told you that now laksh is my past & you still do this.
-Swara, I am sorry but I didn't..
-Sanskar, you didn't what?
- You don't love me & I don't want you to be with me out of force. Kal bade papa divorce ki baat karenge aur tum free ho jayogi.
-You really want me to go, go away from you? *Moves closer to sanskar*
-ermmm I...
-Really sanskar? *Again moves closer*
TIP... the first drop fell somewhere on his upper arm and he looked above .. exactly as he guessed , it had started drizzling and this girl was making it Impossible to think any other things as she had started coming close to me. The drops fell on her face too but she is still coming close.
TIP TIP .. The drops increased in intensity and started falling in their full strength .. but she seldom cared and walked forward towards him.
-Swara, Listen yes I love you & will always do. But I can't do this anymore.Seeing you cry always has made me cry too. Tum he andaza bhi nahi hai mujhe dard hota hai jab tum kehti ho ki 'Tum toh yehi chahiye tha nah' Haan swara mujhe tum chahiye par tumhe pane k liye tumhe iss zabarzasti k riste mein nahi badhna chahti.Jaise he humara divorce hota hai tum apne rasste, mein apna. Jaise tum chahti thi.
-So, ab tum meri dialogue mujhe he sunoyoge.Haan mein chahti thi ki hum dono alag alag raaste jaye. Par ab mein nahi chahti yeh.
-Toh ab tum kya chahti ho?
-Tum. I mean I want to give this relationship a chance. I had already accepted this marriage when we got married for real. Humari life ki sabse badi jhoot ko mein sach mein badalna chahti hu. Doge mera saath? And errm I have started liking you.
I couldn't believe what she just said. She said to give Us a chance. She is willing to accept me & she just said She likes me too am I hallucinating?
-Say again what you just said.
-I don't know sanskar but your Innocence, your support for me made me like you.
-Swara, I don't know how to express this but this is the best thing I have ever heard. Thanks .It's just like right now nah? I promise I'll make you fall in love with me.
-How? I mean...
She wasn't able to complete her sentence when he sealed her lips with a rough kiss. He knew he was hurting her lips but he didn't wanted to stop. He poured all his feelings, frustration & the desperation in that kiss. Showing her clearly how much he wanted her. Slowly she too started responding and once they both were out of breath. He freed her lips, staring intensely in her eyes. He again sealed his lips with her never stopping it. She tied to push him but all in vain.Finally he stops after a long time.( Lmao, IDK what I am writing. Marna math)
-Sanskar, what are you doing? We are outside. What If somebody sees us.
So, she was angry with me thinking people will see us & Not because I kissed Her. He was relieved. Even he don't know why he did that but when she told she likes him, he lost it & kissed her showing how much he wants her to be with him forever & how much he loves her.
-Swara, I am sorry I...He couldn't complete his sentence seeing her swollen lips.Mein ne bohot hurt kiya *touching her lips*
- This is nothing as compared to how much I have hurted you.
-(Giving a light peck on her lips) Ab dard hai?
-thoda thoda
-(Again giving her a kiss) Aur ab?
-nahi ab better hai *Blushing*
-Okay. And swara we are officially married & It doesn't matter wht we do. If people sees than sharam unhe ani chahiye humhe dekhne k liye, Hum dono ko nahi.
-Yeah, right.(slightly beating him on his chest)
-Agar aise he karte rahoge nah then You will surely make me fall in Love with you that too very soon.
And they both smile.
And very far the one who saw all these exchange couldn't help but cry hardly,Seeing his bhai romancing & kissing swara. Now they are Inseperable & he knew it.He thought 'Udhar ragini ko uska Haq bhi nahi diya aur idhar swara bhi haat se chali gayi' 😆
~End~
Agar iss se aage mein likhne lagi toh app sab log Ashcharyachakit reh jayoge 😲🤣
I was just writing in a simple way but even IDK Mein kab, kaha,kaise kaha kaha pauch gayi Please, Mujhe chappal math marna *Runs from here*
Arjun
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