Sorry-sorry-sorry guys! Screwed up internet connection at my place! I'm so sorry! Here's the next update. Hope you'll enjoy ;)
~ CHAPTER FIFTY ~
Cabir's and Mukti's unwanted appearance seemed to freeze time in its tracks. Manik had so badly wished that they wouldn't turn up sooner. Not now. Not when all this waterworks was going on!
Much to Manik's dismay, Nandini's tear drenched face was the centre of attraction and he feared the doubts and questions that would follow. One question would lead to the other until the answer finally came out. And knowing Cabir, it wouldn't be long before it happened. And... if Nandini ever spilled out the truth... about what happened in the stairwell... he could probably kiss his ass goodbye!
There was an amused twinkle in Cabir's eyes and a burning curiosity on Mukti's face that made Manik sting from head to toe with intense anxiety. In spite of the sweltering heat that overwhelmed him, he could feel a confusing swoop of air skim over his skin and give him the creeps.
"Arre!" exclaimed Mukti as she quickly got beside Nandini. "What happened to you? Why are you so sad?"
"Nothing," she mumbled in reply.
"Nothing? Then why are you crying? Come on! Out with it!"
"Nothing..." replied Nandini in a low quaky voice. "Really... it's nothing..."
Mukti could figure out that Nandini was too distressed to talk about it so she turned her attention to Manik. "Manik! What's going on? You were here all this while, na? What happened to her? Why is she so upset?"
"Upset?" Manik's lip was quivering now and unnoticed by him, Cabir continued to watch him closely. "Who's upset? She's upset? Nah... she's not upset. Are you upset?"
"Manik!" snapped Mukti. "You were here only, right? So what happened? You might have noticed something."
"Arre! Nnn-Nothing! I told you," he stammered and flinched as he noticed Nandini glaring up at him. She had that look on her face which screamed LIAR!
"Erm... was just... showing these toffees to her... She likes it... so..." The effort to contain his anxiety was herculean and he hardly rested his flickering eyes on any them for more than a second.
"What?" Mukti raised her eyebrows in disbelief. She knew that Manik was hiding something. "Come on Manik. Why would she cry over that? I mean... who in their right mind would?"
Manik's face was red and glistening with a burning hot sheet of perspiration. "Yeah," he replied nervously, "exactly what I'm saying. Who in their right mind would?" Shit, thought Manik desperately, I'm so screwed. Why is this female asking so many questions? To hint Cabir about something? If I could I would fire her this instant!
Cabir was doing a fantastic job of covering up the broad grin that threatened to spread across his face. He was simply loving the tough situation Manik was in - uncomfortable. Helpless. Clueless. Powerless... to name a few. He could see that he so badly wanted to break free of his chains and make a mad dash to safe haven.
"Actually Mukti," began Cabir. "She's not crying. She's happy. Incredibly happy. Those are tears of joy. Can't you see that? Are you blind? Don't ask so many silly questions and worry him. First of all, he's very stressed."
Mukti sighed deeply. She knew that Nandini was really upset about something and hence wasn't ready to accept Cabir's explanation.
"Nandini..." said Cabir with concern as he closed in on the girls with a hand cradled on his hip. "If you really liked toffees so much you could have told me, right? I would have got you an entire bag!"
Manik's horrified eyes bounced from Cabir to Nandini to Mukti. She nodded her head and mumbled something as Cabir drew closer. Shit. This guy will get the entire thing out of her, thought Manik desperately. Have to distract him. "Umm... that's okay Cabir," said Manik urgently. "She's happy with this for the time being. Right Nandini?"
Nandini shot her teary eyes up at Manik once again to which he swallowed the huge lump that had lodged itself in his throat.
"I guess she is," replied Cabir thoughtfully. "She is happy indeed. Very happy." He had a crinkled smile on his face when he said this. The words he uttered seemed to be coated with irony. Having noticed Manik's alarmed expression, he immediately covered it up. "What?" asked Cabir, "She is happy, right?" Manik simply looked away at this.
"So tell me girl," Mukti decided to push aside this topic and switch to a more jovial atmosphere. "How are you feeling now?" she asked with a playful but gentle slap to Nandini's arm.
"Hmm..." Nandini forced a smile whilst she kept her eyes down and dabbed at her wet cheeks with the hanky Manik had given before.
"Come on!" tsk-tsked Mukti. "Cheer up! Don't be upset. It's not good for you. Alright?"
"Right!" chirped in Cabir. "Doctor said so. No tears. Only cheers. So Manik will be here in the evening to play clown."
At this, Manik ogled at Cabir. Play clown? "What?" he asked in surprise.
"Yeah!" said Cabir with expressive eyes. "Clown. Never seen one? Rosy red lips... colourful rainbow hair and big cherry-red nose? I've even got a costume ready."
"I think it'd suit you better," snapped Manik.
Mukti chortled at this. Nandini however, remained the same. The source and reason of her sadness was much deeper and grave. It won't be that easy to come out of it.
"Anyways," continued Cabir, "we'll pop up in the evening. Till then you girls have fun." Saying this, the boys made their way out of the hospital and into the car. In a while, they were on the streets headed to Manik's home. The journey was pretty uneventful with a casual conversation and soothing music played on the speakers.
Pretty soon, Manik alighted at his place and waved adieu at Cabir. "Don't forget what I told you before," said Manik. "About Dhruv... push that guy and get him to finish up the pending work on the system."
"No worries bro," replied Cabir with a thumbs up. "Ciao! I'll pick you up in the evening."
Saying this Cabir drove off and Manik headed back to his lonely apartment. The room had been shut for longer than usual and smelt mouldy as he entered so he opened up the windows to let in some fresh air. He was dead tired and really shaken from his ordeal which had started last morning. Though it was just a day, it seemed like an entire year had passed by.
He desperately needed a good nap on his comfy bed so he popped into the shower and stood bare with his eyes closed whilst savouring the refreshing tingle of the cool water on his skin. He sighed deeply and skimmed his hand over the grooves of his rugged body. It was so comforting that he wished to stand under that shower forever! Comforting until... he ran his hand over his belly.
A sharp, stabbing pain shot from the surface of his abdomen to the underlying muscles. He hissed and cringed in pain. "What the f**k!" His eyes were wide open now as he gawked at the place from where he felt the pain. The water blurred out his vision so he immediately shut down the tap to get a better look.
"What the bloody hell..." he groaned as he noticed the purplish bruise on his abs. What is this shit? How the hell did this happen? And when? And then he remembered... Cabir's nasty punch last evening.
"Shit!" He was fuming now. "Shit! Shit! Dammit!" Why's that I took it? I didn't fight back? What the hell! Why? "Cabir... I'm seriously going to kill you. Just wait and watch."
Because you knew that you were wrong... the other voice in his head told him. And that he was right... You never wanted to hurt her but eventually you did.
Manik pursed his lips, stepped out of the shower and wrapped a thick towel around his waist. Enough of this for now... he thought as he dried himself up and pulled on a t-shirt and a pair of tracks. This was probably the worst day of my life. I need a break now. Let it all out.
You've dug your own grave, said the voice, now what are you going to do about it?
Ignoring the voice, he sunk into the bed and before he knew it... he was fast asleep.
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