Ahil stared at Sanam...Jannat..
Why didn't he tell her?
Was it because he knew for sure that she'd return?
Or ...
Was it because he was not sure what she wanted any more.
She had forgotten him.
Eased into a new identity and relationship.
Felt nothing when he came near.
She was not even the same person.
She didn't love her pudina chutney as crazily as she did before...
Her favourite drink was just another drink for her.
Why would she be as madly in love with him as she was once before?
Somewhere down the line...
He didn't want to be the one to bind her down...
The one to dictate how she should live...
So he had let go.
Knowing he would never move on.
It had been the hardest decision in his entire life.
Didn't matter much, considering he was as good as dead after that.
Why hadn't he told her???
Who was he to tell her anymore.
He shifted uncomfortably.
So she had returned.
He felt sorry for her.
He had seen how much she loved Shaad...
And now that she knew the truth, she had to tie herself down...
He felt terrible for Jannat...Sanam.
Sanam wondered what went through the mind of the man whose presence filled her senses.
Why was he silent?
Ahil Raza Ibrahim.
He had let go of the Sanam he loved like a mad man.
No.
She did not want answers.
She was going to love discovering every small thing about him.
She was so happy...And content...To be just with him...
To be his Sanam...
...For all the tomorrows they had together...
PS: Imagined this monologue after all the evil in QH has been tackled and Ahil and Sanam embark on their journey of Junoon...
We are never getting a peaceful love track, are we?😉😆