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"There, Nisha found, hidden in the deepest desires of her heart,
The sincere wish that NiBir would have to never fall apart,
Kabira had given her life a new meaning, an unexpected new start,
But when will he understand what she felt for him, is he just pretending not to be that smart?"
She first saw all her family and cousins = The Gangwal Family and cousins shall always be first priority to her. No matter what happens in her life, she will stand by her family and cousins when they need her. They matter the most to her in her life. She will never go back on her responsibilities towards them and cannot bear to be separated/ away from them and/or Saurav, who she has and always shall count as her family.
She saw her house = She has grown up in a house full of so many different personalities that she has come to love the whole house, not just one particular room or something. She loves all her family members equally (of course her love for her parents, Sukku and Bunty is a lil more coz they are her own main family), which is why she took out the time to look through the whole house while looking for her soulmate.
She saw Kabir in her bedroom balcony after traveling through the whole house. This means that despite looking everywhere, she didn't want to lose hope and gave her faith a last chance, seeked her love with a last glance. That balcony has comforted her through all nightmares and sorrows. She has looked at it for solace, sometimes her father took her there to make her feel better. She has had heart-to-heart talks with her cousins on the terrace. But the feelings associated with this balcony belong only to her, its her personal haven. By finding Kabir there out of all the places in her house, it means she looks at Kabir as her solace, to always be there and to stand by her/ protect her when she needs him. That was equivalent to saying he belongs only to her.
When she was looking for him, the whole house was empty. This signifies that no matter who is there with her, she will still look for Kabir as he fills the void in the life that even her family cannot. Her feelings for him go deeper than she could have ever imagined or wanted. Which is why she immediately opened her eyes, stopped herself from imagining further and then denied everything in front of the Cousins. Coz she is scared that this will make her more vulnerable to the pain of heartbreak when he leaves. She wont be able to let him go if she keeps thinking about a beautiful future with him. He has not yet reciprocated her feelings explicitly, even if he may subconsciously feel for her, he has given absolutely no sign that he wont leave and go to achieve his dreams. His dreams of London School of Dance are obviously not wrong, but Nisha now knows for a fact that it is ONLY Kabira that can be her soulmate, for now, and forever.
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Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
