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this time i am here with an os ... A birthday gift for our chandu
I hope she will like it and you all will also like it
And actually the idea of this os came in my mind when i was reading novel ... Too old one,but it was way too different from this os and totally my mind's karamat 😆
Also i have tried to make this os longer and i have tried to improve my writting language too😆 ... So i want each and every reader to press at least like so that i will get more encouraged to write more 😉
Now read and dont forget to give feedbacks
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Those unsaid words
I sat in train in my compartment as i was travling from delhi to shimla ... My home town,to meet my father ... It was now my monthly routine,i uses to travel to shimla by train every month's last weekend
The day she ... My sanyukta, left me alone,five years back ,i realised the value of my loved ones ... She left me because i didnt have guts to accept my love and to be patient in any relationship
Everytime,whenever i goes to meet my father,my compartment was usually filled of tapkative people which talks and creates disturbance
But this time,it was different ... The compartment was empty,the reason behind this was that this time i was travelling in night due to my excessive work in office,i failed to catch the morning train
I prepared myself mentally for the silent journey ... Its good for me too to travel in silent as no one will disturb me ... I climbed on upper berth of my compartment to sleep as it was the seat which was alloted to me when i reserved seat for myself
The train started slowly,just then a girl came running in compartment slidding the curtains ... The light of comartment was switched off ... A little light was coming from outside but it was also too less to see anyone's face,so i wasn't able to see that girl's face ... her Hair were perfectly straight ,she was wearing a jean and a tee and was wearing steletoes with small heels ... Just opposite to sanyukta ... Her hair were straight but were having natural curls at ends,she used to wear outdated kurtis and patialas and she never wore heels except some ocassion
From the day she left me alone,i started comparing every girl with her but failed to find her in any girl
"Excuse me ... This seat is Seat number 64 Right??"- She asked pointing towards the seat on lower berth
Her voice sounded like her voice ... But how can she come back to me
May be she would have get married to someone who would be understanding,caring,romantic and who could express his feeling to her
"Excuse me"- She clicked her fingers infront of my face
"Umnn ... Yes its right in there"- I said pointing at the seat
"Thank you"- She said sitting on her berth
She slided the curtains ... The compartment get filled with darkness again ... I was continously stairing at her from darkness but nothing was vissible ... She sounded so like sanyukta ... But it cant be her
"Umnn ... Can i please switch on the light?"- The girl asked after few minutes
"Yeah ... I'll switch it on"- I said
"Thank you"- She politely said
I myself switched on the light ... I wanted to hear her voice again and again as it reminded me of sanyukta's voice
She turned her face towards her bag and started to take out something may be her nightwears
I was laying on upper berth,so i wasn't able to see her face
"Can you please look for my luggage unill i'll come back"- She asked in requesting tone still looking at her bag
"Don't worry,there are very less people in train,so anyone won't come here ... But still i'll take care of it"- I replied
"Thank you so much"- She said closing her bag
She switched the light off,her hair were not letting me see her face ... She went outside,sliding the curtains
She was reminding me of sanyukta,my sanyukta who loved me uncontrollable
I switched on the light and took out bottel from my bag to drink water
Curtains slided again ... And she came inside ... It was she ... It wasn't my doubt Water fell from my hands weting my berth ...
She came inside wearing her pajamas and a red t-shirt ... But wait,this t-shirt was just similar to my t-shirt which i lost, don't know where but it was just similar to that t-shirt
She looked at me , from her face it was clear that she is equally shocked ... She wraped her upper body with the shawl she was having on her shoulder ... Carefully hidding the t-shirt she was wearing
She ... Totally changed,long straight hair,slim as the t-shirt looked too loose on her slim figure
She switched the light off and slided the curtains so that any light won't enter
"Tch ... Tch"- I could hear her irritating sound
"Can't you drink water properly mister?"- She asked with an irritated voice
I switched on the light as her hair were wet due to the water dripping from my berth
"I am so sorry ... Actually bottel slipes from my hands when i saw you"- I said in defence
"You are still the same ... The way you were in collage ... Blaiming others for your own faults"- She said angrily with heavy voice
May be she was about to cry ... She switched the light off again
"I am sorry "- I appologised and switched the light on
"Its not ok mister randhir shekhawat"- She said switching the lights off again
"Not only for this sanyukta ... For everything ... I am sorry for everything ... For hurting you in collage and insulting you"- I appologised switching the light on
And damn ... Indian railway's low quality bulb got fussed ... I switched my phone's torch light
I could see her shocked face again ... She was shocked that i appologised to her ... This was true that i did never appologised to anyone back in collage even if its my fault ... But now everything is changed ... Her sepration changed me from a stone hearted randhir shekhawat to a kind soft hearted randhir
"Randhir please switch off your torch"- She said looking away
I got down from my berth and stood in front of her ... I did torch in a way that its light directly fell on her face ... She covered her face with her hand ... I holded her hand and did it aside from her face
I saw her in tears ... No doubt i saw her in tears so many times,but everytime i was with her for supporting her ... But this time,those tears were because of me itself
"Can't i get forgivness?"- I asked wipping her tears with my thumb
"Sit"- She said pointing towards the clean berth
"You are appologing for?"- She asked raising her eyebrow
"For everything ... For cheating on you,for creating problems in your life,for all those fights which i purposly striked with you in collage"- I said counting the counless mistakes done by me
"Hmm ... Ok ... But now does all that doesn't matters much"- She said
Now what this means? She and her talks ... She is changed by looks,but from inside she is still the same,complicated
"Hmm ... Right ... But we can do start a new begining"- I said
"Now i don't want to do a new start ... I have moved on"- She said
This was the thing of which i was fearing ... But it was good for her too ... She should have moved on
"Ohh ... By the way what is your husband's name?"- I asked directly
She gave me a strange look
"Husband? What are you talking about randhir? I am not married yet"- She said making my heart light
"But your family wanted you to get married in graduation itself,so they did let you remaim unmarried for such long time"- I said trying to control my happiness
"I left my home"- She said with heavy voice
"But you did said that you had moved on ... And you haven't got married to anyone ... Are you in relationship with someone?"- I asked curisly
"Not at all randhir ... After breaking contact with friends and family too,i never thought about it ... By the way you tell me,you could have got married,even you would be having kids too"- She said in teasing tone to change the topic
"Yes ... I have two kids ... Twins ... One is girl and other one is a boy"- I said
"This is great ... I still remember when we were in relationship,you used to say that you want two kids ... One girl and one boy"- She said and bit her tounge after she said all this
"I am sorry ... What are their names?"- She asked
"Sandhir and Ranyu"- I replied trying hard to control my smile looking at her face
"But these are the names ..."- She stopped in mid way
"Yes these are names which we had thought for our babies"- I said
She started looking here and there ... Nervousness was clearly visible on her face
I started laughing
"You said that you moved on ... Look at your face sanyukta ... Looking at your face,anyone can say that you are sad at the fact that i started my life with someone else which we imagined together"- I said laughing
"I have moved on randhir ... Don't keep misconceptions in mind"- She said looking away
"Oh really? Then what is this?"- I asked removing shawl from her
"This is nothing randhir"- She said with heavy voice wrapping shawl again
"Now its not the time of hiding sanyukta ... May be we meet again so that we could give chance to our relationship"- I said removing the shawl again
She hugged me tightly ...I closed my eyes to feel her touch after long five years ... In these five years,i did never meet her ... Never hugged her ... Not even saw her
I let her cry hugging me ... As i was wearing only vest,so every tear of her eyes was felling directly on my shoulder
I creased her hair to tell her that i am by her side and now i won't leave her alone
"You left me randhir ... Why did you left me ... Why did you left me alone?"- She asked sobbing still hugging me
"I never left you sanyukta ... I fact i never wanted to leave you ... I was alone after you went away"- I said
"I missed you randhir ... So so much that i can't tell you in words"- She said hugging me more tighter
"I misses you too sanyukta and i love you ... Last time,i let you go away from me ... But this time,you can't go away from me ... Never ... Even if you yourself will ask me to go away, i won't go ... Last time,i failed to express my feelings,but this time ... You are not going away from me" - I whispered in her ear
She broke the hug and looked at me with wide open eyes as if she saw an alien
She placed her soft lips on mines ... i let her kiss me ...I let her dominate me in kiss
She sucked my lower lip and i did the same with her upper lip ... We were kissing passionately,but were not satisfied from this ... I entered my tounge in her mouth and tasted every corner of her mouth ... She still tastes so sweet
I put my hands on her waist and she put her hands on my nape pushing my head to kiss her more and more ... I let my hands roam freely on her waist under her t-shirt ... Not her t-shirt,it was my shirt five years back ... But it still looks the same,its colour was same,it was not faded even one percent which means she used it carefully
Keeping all the thoughts aside,i concentrates on kiss ... The kiss inside a train's compartment
We were kissing each other passionatly ... I was still not satisfied from the kiss ... I felt that she is out of breath ... But still she was not ready to break the kiss ... I broke the kiss and pecked her closed eyes
She placed her head on my chest and wraped her hands around my stomach ... i put my hand on her back
"I love you randhir"- She said tighting her grip on my stomach
"I love you too sanyukta "- I said
"You know the movement i hear your voice when i entered in compartment,i recognised your voice immidiately ... But then i thought that may be i am thing too much about you"- She said
"Even i thought the same ... And you have changed alot"- I said
"I am changed just by looks ... But from inside,i loves you like before"- She said breaking the hug looking in my eyes
"Hmm ... By the way this is my t-shirt right?"- I asked signalling at the t-shirt she was wearing
"Hmm ... It was yours ... But the day we were seprating ... On the last day of collage,i went into boys hostel and stole it from coupbord ... I wears it when i misses you the most ... I feels as if i am sleeping hugging you"- She said
She bit her lip again and felt an urge to kiss her again
I moved my face near her face ,cupped her face and started kissing her passionatly yet lovingly ... She responded with more passion
"I love you sanyukta and this time,i can say you hundered,thousand times that i love you,unlike before"- I said breaking the hug
"I love you too randhir ... This is the best journey of my life and now lets not talk about past"- She said hugging me
And thus while hugging kissing each other ... We reached out destination ... This was best journey for both of us ... This journey bring us together again and i said all THOSE UNSAID WORDS which if i would have said earlier ... But its never too late ... Atlast i said all that which was dying to tell from last five years
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