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Posted: 10 years ago

Asad stared at the earring and closed his eyes . And again the foul memories returned to him .

**flashback**
After the sangeet , Asad had tried numerous times to tell Zoya that he loved her, but everytime he had just failed . Everytime Tannu came up with some stupid thing , and he just couldn't confess .

Zoya had started doubting Tanveer . She always tried to bring the truth in front of family , and she failed . Her arguments with Tanveer , had irritated Asad to the core . He calmly tried to explain Zoya hundred times , but she was so stubborn , that he failed . He tried to keep cool and calm . But he was Asad , for how much time he could control his anger .

After the day Zoya had ordered the Kurti from Tanu's company , and the drama that had taken place at the dining table , asad was really angry . Tanveer had cried full night , that Zoya doubted her . She had told Asad that she will leave the house , because Zoya doesn't likes her .

Asad was really angry . But still he didn't shouted on Zoya . He was sandwiched between zoya and Tanu . He trusted Tanu completely , and could never doubt on her . And zoya , he knew that she had a golden heart and couldn't lie . His only conclusion was that Zoya was misunderstanding situation .

Only 4 days were left for wedding . Tannu and Zoya had gone shopping , and the goons had attacked on them . Asad had reached in time and had saved both the girls . Tanveer had got a deep wound on her head . Zoya had got slight bruises on her neck and hand due to manhandling .

It was night time , when Zoya enterd asad's room . He was working on laptop . He saw her and got up .

"Ms Farooqui , aap yaahan kya kar rahi hai ? Aapko iss waqt aaraam ki zaroorat hai ."
"Mr. Khan , mujhe aapse ek bahut zaroori baat karni hai."
Asad looked at Zoya's face . She was really serious .
"Kiske baare mein"
"Tanveer" she said calmly .
"Please Ms Faarooqui don't start again"
"Par Mr Khan ..."
"Khuda ke waaste , aap tanu ka pichha chhod dijiye . Uss bechari ne aapka kya bigaara hai ."
"Main uske pichhe nahi pari hu Mr Khan , mujhe bas thhode doubts hai ." replied Zoya .
"Aap aur aapke doubts . Itney baar galat saabit hone ke baad bhi aap haar nahi maan rahi hai ."
"Whatever Mr Khan . Aapko yakeen nahi karna hain , mat kijiye . Main aapko jo bataane aayi hoon , woh bataa ke chali jaungi . "
"Mujhhe nahi sunna hai "
"Par mujhe sunana hai . Aaj woh gudey ..."
"Woh gundey Tanu ke ex husband aur uskey dost thhey . Mainey unke khilaf complain kar di hai "
"Par Mr Khan mujhe nahi lagta hai ki woh uskey ex husband aur uskey dost thhey ."
"Matlab "
"Matlab , yeh ki. Tanveer un logon ko dekh kar dari hi nahi . Aap jaantey hain woh log gun Tanu pe nahi , mujh par point kar rahe thhey , as if mujhe maarne aaye ho ."
"What nonsense Ms Faarooqui . Aap ye kaisi behuda baatein kar rahi hai . Koi aapko kyun maarne chaahege . Aap tanveer ke saath thhi , isiliye aap par attack huya ."

"Aur aap yeh baat mat bhuliyein ki Tannu ko aapse zyaada chot aai hai ."
"I know Mr Khan , par .."
"Par war kuchh nahi , bahut keh liya aapne aur bahut sun liya mainey . Ab aap jaa sakti hai ."
"But..."

Asad was burning with anger . That was all that he could tolerate .
"Aapki problem kya hai . Aapne Tanu ko jhuta saabit karne ke liye uski jali hui skin tak nochney ki koshish ki . Aap tab bhi naakaamyaab hui , toh ab aapkey yeh stupid plans "
"Plans... Mr Khan aapko lagta hai ki main plan kar rahi hoon ."
"Mujhe nahi pataa . Par itna jaroor bataa hai ki aap jhoot bol rahi hai . "
"Par main jhoot kyun bolungi Mr Khan"
"Kyunki aap , Tanveer se jalti hai . Jalti hai aap uski achhaaiyon se . Uske sanskaar se . Aap chaah ke bhi waisi nahi ban sakti hai . Woh tameez aur tehjeeb aap mein aa hi nahi sakti hain , Ms Faarooqui . Woh rishton ki samajh , aap chaah ke bhi apne andar nahi laa sakti hain. "
Tears were flowing down Zoya's cheeks . She didn't shouted . She just calmly said " main tanveer ke jaisa banna chahti hi nahi hoon Mr Khan . " she left the room .

**flashback ends**

Tears were flowing down Asad's cheeks .He was holding the earring with such a force that it was hurting his fingers .
"Maine sahi kaha thha Zoya . Aap chah ke uske jaisi nahi ban sakti . Meri Zoya aisi hain hi nahi . Aap , aap iss duniya se alag hain . Yeh duniya aur iski burayiaan , aapke liye nahi hai . Mera jaisa khudgurz insaan aapke liye nahi hai . Isiliye shaayad allah ne mujhe aisi sazaa di . Ki naa main jee saku aur naa mar saku . Yaa allah , meri Zoya mujhe waapas kar de . Main jaanta hu main uske laayak nahi . Phir bhi tu usse mujhe lauta dein . Main jaanta hun ki woh itani achhi hain ki tere jannat mein bhi uski maang hain . Par mujhe uski jyaada zaroorat hai . Agar tu usse nahi lauta sakta , toh meri bhi saansein le le . Ab mujhse yeh dard aur nahi saahaa jaata . 4 saal , 4 saal se intezaar kar raahaa hoon ki meri Zoya ..."

He hears the knock on the door .
Nazma was standing there in kurti and jeans . Asad had granted her permission to wear jeans . He had understood that respect is in heart , and not the clothes .
But still Nazma wasn't happy . There was no smile on her face . Her engagement was fixed , but still she wasn't happy .How could she be happy when Zoya was ...

"Bhaijaan , ammi aapko naashte ke liye bula rahi hai ." Said Nazma . She looked at his brother and knew exactly what was he thinking . Her heart pained , to see her brother in that condition . But she couldn't do anything for him .
Since 4 years , the happiness of the house had vanished , and she didn't expected that the happiness will ever return .

"Tum jaao main aata hun ." Said Asad wiping his tears . He was in the most vulnerable state possible . But he knew , that how much also he hides , his family understood his pain .

Nazma goes away as she can't stand the sight of her strong bhaijaan crying like a baby , craving for his life .

Once again Asad closes his eyes and the foul memories tormented him .

**flashback**
It was the fateful day that he hated .
It was 2 days left for the nikaah . After the conversation of that night in Asad's room , asad and zoya had not talked . It had been full 2 days since they had last talked .

Asad knew it was his fault . He had crossed his limits. But he didn't say her sorry . Zoya was simply avoiding Asad since 2 days .

Asad was sitting on the breakfast table . He was reading his newspaper . Dilshad and Nazma were serving food , when Zoya walked in . She came and sat on the chair .

"Good morning phupi , good morning tammatar "said Zoya .
Then Zoya stared at Asad who was lost in his newspaper .

"Good mornong Mr Khan " said Zoya with a very calm voice .
Asad shot his head up to look at Zoya . Now that was very unexpected . Zoya talking to him calmly , was not at all normal . By the way Zoya had greeted Dilshad and nazma , asad could tell that something was disturbing her .
And when Zoya greeted him , he became all the more sure about the fact that something was disturbing her .

Asad looked at Zoya and asked
"Good morning . You ok ? "
Zoya heard his voice full of concern . She felt better.
"Yes Mr Khan . Its just that ...Nothing . Nothing at all Mr Khan . Main theek hoon "

Asad was concerned , there was something wrong for sure .
" koi problem ho toh u can share "
"Nothing Mr Khan . Its just that , main achha nahi feel kar rahi hoon ."
"Should I call the doctor " came the quick reply from Asad .
"Nahi Mr Khan . Meri tabiyat kharaab nahi hain . Par pataa nahi kyun , aaj mera mood kuchh achha nahi hai . Bahut sad sa feel kar rahi hoon "

Now asad thought of cheering her mood .
"Sad aapko nahi mujhe hona chahiye . 2 din mein humara nikaah jo hone waala hai ."
"Oh really . Sad toh mujhe hone chahiye , ki mera ek emotionally challenged robot se nikaah ho raha hai . "
"Ms Faarooqui " asad roared .
"Mr Khan " zoya yelled .
They both silenced when they saw dilshaad , staring them .

After completing the breakfast , asad got up to go to office .
"Mr Khan" Zoya called him in a very calm voice .
Asad was again surprised . Today this girl was going to drive him crazy .
"Kahiye "
Zoya got up from the chair and said .
"Mujhe apni dress lene boutique jaana hai , aap mere saath chaalenge "

It was very unlike Zoya to ask him for any favour . He had an important meeting so he said "Par Ms . Faarooqui mujhe office ..."
"Please Mr Khan"

Now Asad couldn't refuse to her . "Ok fine . Let's go"

Till than Tanveer walked in .
"Jammy humein apni factory phir se chaloon karne ke liye saamaan kharidna hai . Aap humaare saath chalenge ?"
Asad looked at Zoya's face . Anger was visible on her face . But he couldn't refuse to Tanu .
"Thik hain Tanu . Tum taiyaar ho jaao "
Zoya looked at Asad and started "Mr Khan , aapne kaha thha ki aap mere saath chalenge "
"Jaanta hoon Ms Faarooqui . But Tanu ke saath jaana jyaada important hai ."
"Woh important hai . Aur main ? Main important nahi hoon aapke liye " Zoya said with tears in her eyes . Pain clearly visible in her eyes .
"Aap baat ko kaha se kaha leke jaa rahi hai . Aap jaanti hai naa Tanu ka akele jaana safe nahi hai . Agar usse kuchh ho gaya toh ."

"Agar mujhe kuchh ho gaya toh . Mujhe kuchh ho gaya toh aapko koi fark nahi parega Mr Khan "

That was all that Asad could tolerate . He couldn't listen to the fact that anything will happen to Zoya .
"Shut up Zoya . Tumhe kuchh nahi honey waala hain . "

Asad tried to control his temper and said " aapke jaan ko koi khatra nahi hai . Koi aapko nahi maarna chahta hai . Aap hamesha ke liye , hum sabko pareshaan karne ke liye issi ghar mein rehne waali hain . Aur jaahaan tak rahi aapke saath naa chalne ki baat toh aapki dress se jyaada zaroori Tanu ki safety hai ."

Zoya didn't said anything . She left the house with tears in her eyes .
Asad and Tanveer went to the shop , from where Tanveer had to buy material for her dress .

**flashback ends **

"Asad naashta taiyaar hai , jaldi aao ." Asad heard his ammi shouting .

He quickly wiped his tears , put back the earring , set his hair properly and headed towards the hall
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Asad came in the hall . He saw his ammi and Nazma were setting the table . He instead of moving towards the table , move towards the guestroom . Sorry not guestroom , it was no more a guestroom . Asad had made it her room . It was his Zoya's room . No guest was allowed in that room .

Dilshad and Nazma saw Asad going towards the guestroom . They very well knew the pain through which Asad was going through . But they couldn't do anything to help him . Since last four years Asad lived a life of robot . He had certain routine set , which he followed most religiously . This was also part of his routine . Anybody would have confused Asad with a robot , if they saw his routine . It was only in that room where Asad showed his emotions . He used to laugh , smile , plead , shout and cry .

Asad flung the door open . He stood there and stared at the room . The room was painted with bright happy colours . There were photos of Zoya all over the walls . The air of the room was fresh and scented . The interiors of the room were outstanding . Asad had personally done all the work . After all it was his Zoya's room .

Asad looked in the room . There was no laughter in the room , no stupid shaayari's to irritate him .
Asad regretted his lines "Aap hum sabko pareshaan karne ke liye hamesha ke liye yahi rehne waali hai ."
He saw the sight before his eyes , and once again the old memories returned to him .

**flashback**

Asad and Tanveer went to the shop from where Tanveer had to buy the materials . Tanveer bought a lot of materials , while Asad was full time busy on his mobile discussing his business .

He was very angry with himself . He knew he had once again hurt Zoya . Already Zoya's mood was not good . Inspite of his harsh words she had talked to him . She had asked a small thing with him . And he couldn't even give it to her . He was super pissed of with himself . He had decided that today he would say her sorry , and would try tell her his feelings.


This thought calmed him to some extent .

"Jammy , hum uss side girls section mein jaa rahe hain . Aap aayenge humaarey saath ?"
Asad was already angry . He thought it would be better if he didn't accompanied her . Obviously in such well protected building , it was safe for Tanu to go alone in the girls section .
"Nahi Tanu . Main yahi rukta hoon . Tum apna kaam jaldi kar ke aao . "
"Jaisa aap chaahey Jammy . Hum jaatey hain "

It had been ten minutes since Tanu had went . Asad was getting restless . He was thinking about Zoya , when something brought him out of his trance . It was his phone ringing . Before he could take the call , the call ended . It was Zoya's call .

Asad was confused . Why would Zoya call him . He tried to call her back , but her cell was switched off . Asad couldn't understand the situation . He wasn't getting positive feeling about what also was happening . His heart told him that something was wrong .
Suddenly he felt as if Zoya had called him . His heart was wishing to see Zoya right at the moment . He closed his eyes .pictures from Mangapur incident started playing before his eyes . He could see Zoya's lifeless body . His full body shivered due to fear . Why was he getting that feeling ?

Once again his trance was broken by the ringing phone . But this time , it wasn't his phone but Tanu's phone was ringing . She had left her purse and mobile there only . He didn't wanted to attend the call. But then it flashed
"Private number calling"

Asad thought of receiving the call . Maybe it was related to her husband . Deep down in his heart he was getting negative feelings , that what if Zoya was right . What if these feelings were trying to tell him something . Asad dreaded to pick up the call .

He picked up the call . Before he could say anything , a male voice from the other side said
"Mubaarak ho Tanveer bi . Aapka kaam aaj ho hi gaya . Humne aaj uss ladki ka kaam tamaam kar diya . Humaarey rupyein humey sahi samay par mil jaana chahiye "
Asad couldn't respond . His brain was blocked . He had turned into stone . Before he could speak anything , he heard again .
"Kya hua Tanveer bi . Khushi ke maare gungi ho gayi . Yeh lo tumko thhoda aur khush kar dete hain . Yeh suno apney dushman ki aakhri awaaz "

The next thing which Asad heard , till date that voice haunted him in kis dreams .

He heard a bullet shot and then came a loud dreadful shreik
ASSSAAADDD...
And then one more bullet shot
And again came a voice ASADDd...
It was very slow as compared to the first one .

Asad's heart stopped beating . He couldn't breath . He felt as if anybody had hold his neck tight , and was preventing him from breathing . He was dying hundred deaths in each single second .

Asad couldn't get anything . Zoya's shriek was haunting him . Only the thought that something must have happened to Zoya , was driving him crazy . What if something must have happened to Zoya . He thought to confront Tanveer . But suddenly the realisation dawnad on him that while he was wasting time in arguments of what to do , Zoya must be fighting for her life . He decided to confront that lady afterwards .

Next moment Asad was recklessly driving his car , breaking all the traffic rules , speeding his car to the boutique . His car maximum speed was not good enough for him .

Asad's feelings that time can not be described in words . His world was crashing down . But no he couldn't fall weak . He had to bring Zoya back .

He stopped the car at the boutique . It was more like a deserted place . The street eas silent and there was no sign of Zoya anywhere . He saw there was a forest area at the other side of thew area .
He ran in the forest and shouted like a mad man

ZOYAAA...
ZOYAAA...
ZOYAAA...

He called her several times , there wasn't any clue of Zoya . He had came half way . And then he saw her ipad lying . He quickly picked it up . The pink ipad had turned to red due to blood . It was obviously his Zoya's blood .

He called her name several times . And then he saw his life lying at the side of abig tree . The sight in front of his eyes was dreadful . It was worst than a nightmare . She was shot two times . One of the bullet was shot in her stomach , and other in her shoulder . There were numerous wounds as deep as trenches on her head . Her clothes had turned into read . Her beautiful face had thousands of cuts . He had never in his worst nightmare thought that he would ever see Zoya in such a condition .


He ran to her . She was unconscious or may be dea... no she couldn't leave Asad . Asad sat down , his face was flooded with tears . He took her in his arms and screamed ZOYAAA...

Asad laid her down on his legs . He wiped the blood from her face . He cupped Zoya's face and cried
"Get up Zoya , please get up . Please get up . Uthh jaao Zoya please . Please . You can't do this to me . You just can't " he shouted .

"Zoya tumne kaha thha ki tum mujhey chhor ke nahi jaaogi . Tum yehi rahogi , mujhe pareshaan karne ke liye . Tum apni baat se pichhe nahi hat sakti Zoya . Please uthh jaao . Main tumhey umr bhar jhelney ke liye taiyaar hoon Zoya . Uthh jaao please . Tum mujhe apni galtiyon ki aisi sazaa nahi de sakti .
Wake up dammit" he yelled with all his power .
He checked her breath , but couldn't feel anything .

He hugged Zoya tightly , as she was his life . He couldn't let his life go away so easily . He cried for very long which appeared like eternity . And then
Then he felt as if Zoya breathed out some air in his ears . He immediately broke the hug and gently holded her in his hands . She was breathing ,yes he could feel it . And then he saw her lips moving .
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Posted: 10 years ago
"A...Asad"
He heard her faint voice . His heart started beating again . Fresh set of tears made their way through his eyes .
"Zoya . Tum , tum thhik ho . Main tumhe kuchh nahi honey dunga . I promise , tum bilkul thhik ho jaayegi ".
Zoya tried to smile , but she couldn't . Even a small movement was causing her lot of pain .
"Mr ...Mr Khan Tanveer ."
Asad's blood boiled on listening her name .
"We can talk about that later Zoya , abhi aapko hospital le jaana jaada zaroori hai . " saying this he tried to pick her up , but she stopped him .
"Rukiye Mr K...khan . Uska koi faayda nahi par "
"Shut up Zoya . Hum abhi ke abhi hospital jaayenge . Tumhe kuchh nahi hoga . Samjhi tum ."

Asad picked up Zoya very carefully in his arms . He sarted moving towrds the street . They were very far from the street . Asad tried to increase his speed . But Zoya's scream stopped him . He stopped to look at her . Zoya was screaming due to immense pain . Due to Asad's fast speed , her body was swinging to and fro , which was causing her pain .

"Dh...dheere chaliye Mr Khan . Dard ho... raha hai."
Asad closed his eyes due to pain .He couldn't see Zoya in pain . His heart was ripped apart ,when he listened "dard ho raha hai " . She was in pain , and only because of him . This fact was killing . He wished he nust have believed Zoya . He must have accompanied her today .

"Mr Kh..khan"
Zoya's sweet voice brought him back to the earth .
He holded her tightly and very close to his body , so that his walking doesn't hurts her .

Asad started walking once again , but this time slowly so that it doesn't causes her more pain .

"Mr khan . Ta...Tanveer ne yeh hamla karwaya..."

Once Asad stopped after listening to her , but again started walking .

"M...main jaanti hoon a...aap mera vishwaas nahi karenge par maine apne kaano se suna . Unloge ne tanveer k...ko phone karne ke baad mujhe goli maari ." Said Zoya in a very slow tone .

The words "aap mera vishwaas nahi karenge" once again ripped his herat . Those words acted as daggers on his heart . He never believed her , and this was the result of his mistrust on Zoya .
He didn't stoped walking . He didn't wanted to talk about that murderer at that instant . He knew that if he talked about her , either he would lose his temper or he would be broken due to guilt . And at that time , he didn't wanted either of the cases to come true . He just wanted to reach hospital .

Zoya met with silence . She thought Asad was again doubting her .
"Mera paas saboot nahi hain , par main jhoot nahi bol rahi hoon ."

"Main jaantaa hoon . Mujhe aap par poora bharosa hain . Aur ab aap chup rahengi ."
"Par"
"Agar aapko meri thhodi bhi parwaah hain toh ab aap shaant rahengi ."

Rest of the way they were silent . As soon as Asad reached the street , he carefully placed Zoya at the back seat . By allah's meharbaani , he found one of his employees there , and asked him to help .

Asad's employee drived the car while Asad was sitting at the back seat wiyh Zoya in his arms .

He saw that Zoya eyes were closing . She was again becoming unconscious .
Asad yelled "DRIVE FAST".

"Zoya . Apni aakhein band maat honey do . Please jagi raho . "

Zoya opened her eyes and spoke
"Mr Khan , a...a.aap naa toh mujhe...baat karne de rahe hain , naa sone de rahe h...hain ".
"Aap bol sakti hai but please zyaada mat bolieyega "
"Thank you " said Zoya and tried to give him a big dimpled smile .

Asad saw that Zoya had already lost her more than half blood and blood was still not stoping .
He pulled out his handkerchief . And Zoya's earring fell from Asad's pocket on the seat .
( As Asad wasn't talking to Zoya in the morning , so he had kept her earring in his pocket . He had thought that in the name of returning her earring , he would again start talking to her . But he forgot to return it during breakfast .)

Zoya saw her earring fall from Asad's pocket .
Asad put the handkerchief on her stomach , on the bullet shot , as blood was continously oozing out , and he pressed it so that the blood stops . Zoya screamed
"Aaahhh"
"Dheere Mr Khan " she shouted .
Asad immediately stoped pressing the wound .

Asad looked in Zoya's eyes . The pain clearly visible in her eyes . It was unbearable fo Asad to see such pain in her eyes . He was on the verge of breaking down .

Tears continuosly flowed from his eyes .
"I am sorry . I am sorry Zoya . Sorry for everything . Main tumhe kuchh nahi honey dunga . Kuchh bhi nahi . Tum mujhey jo bhi sazaa dogi mujhe manzoor hoga , par tum mujhe chhad ke kahi nahi jaaogi . Samjhi . Do din mein humaara nikaah hai . "

Zoya saw Asad crying like a child . She had never seen him so helpless , not even the day his ammi had slapped him . She couldn't stand the sight of Asad in such a condition .

"Haww... Mr Khan , a...aap toh ladkiyon ke jaise rotey hain . Waisey aap rotey waqt bhi bare cute lagtey hain . Mr. Chor Ahmed Khan "

Asad was confused at her comment .
"Chor ???"
"Tab kya nahi toh . Aap m..meri earring chura k...ke apne paas rakhey huye thhey . Agar itna hi r...romantic aur f...filmy hona thha toh bataa dete , main a...aapko apni ek paayal de deti . Woh jyaada romantic lagta . " Once again Zoya tried to give him a big dimpled smile .

Asad also smiled at her comment .
But may be allah didn't liked to see him smile . Asad's body went stiff as he noticed that Zoya was not able to breath . Her breath was very erratic and uneven .
"DRIVE FAST ..."

"Kya hua Zoya ? "
Zoya stared in his eyes . She knew that he loved him . But she didn't knew if she had time to wait for his confession . She decided to pour her heart out .

"A..a...asad , mujhey aapko ek aakhri baat bataani hai ."said Zoya looking inhis eyes .
Asad couldn't bear the word 'aakhri' from her mouth .

"Shut up Zoya . Koi aakhri baat nahi kehni hai aapko , aapke thhik honey ke baad hum bahut saari baatein karenge . Abhi aap shaant ho jaaiyen."

"Yeh baat aapko bataaye bina main chain se mar.."

"Shut up . Just shut up Zoya . Khabardaar jo aainda se aisi behuda baatein ki toh ." Asad yelled at her .
He had not thought to shout at her , but her rubbish talks had forced him to shout .

After one minute of silence , Zoya broke the silence .
"Main aapse beintehaan mohabbat karti hoon . I love you Asad . I l...love u"
And zoya's eyes closed .
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"I love you , Asad . I...I love you " said Zoya .

Asad heard the three magical words escape Zoya's lips . For a moment he was transferred to other land. He forgot everything , his surrounding , his pain , his fear to lose Zoya . He was on the seventh sky . He wanted to shout at the peak of his voice that his voice that he loved Zoya and Zoya loved him .

But the very next mement he was thrown on the ground from his wonderland . He saw Zoya closing his eyes. Asad's heart stopped beating for the second time in the same day . He was finding difficulty in breathing . But once again Asad gathered himself . He couldn't break at this critical point . He was determined that he will get back his Zoya .

"DRIVE TH DAM CAR FAST" he yelled.

Asad checked Zoya's breath . She was breathing , but it was very erratic and uneven , as if they would end at any moment .

"I love you Zoya . I really ,really love you . Main aapko apni jaan se zyaada chaahta hoon . Yahi sunna chaahti thhi naa aap , lijiye maine keh diya . Ab toh uthh jaaiye " Asad said softly .

There was no response from Zoya .

"GET UP DAMMIT. "he shouted and hugged Zoya with all his power . He crushed her body unde his with great force as if there was no tommorow . And obviously there was no tomorrow for him without Zoya.

After few minutes , which appeard like ages , finally Asad sighted the hospital . The car stopped in front of hospital . Asad broke the hug , and opened the door . He carefully picked up Zoya in his arms , and movwd out . He ran inside the hospital , commanding his employee to inform his family about Zoya .

Asad ran inside the hospital
He shouted "DOCTOR"
There came some doctors after hearing his yell . There was an empty stretcher . Asad immediately laid down Zoya on it . Doctors started taking her towards the operation theatre .
One of the doctors said "its a police case , u have to first inform police "
Asad gave him one of his angry looks , and the doctor immediately shut his mouth . When the doctors were taking Zoya inside OT , they told Asad to remain outside . The stretcher stopped suddenly as Zoya was holding Asad's shirt tightly . Asad slowly freed his shirt of her tight grip . He kissed on his forehead and wishpered in her years "tum bilkul thhik ho jaaogi ." And after that she was taken inside and the doors shut .

Asad walked aimlessly before the OT . His knees were no longer able to carry his burden . He collapsed on one of the chairs . He rested his heah on the head on the wall behind .

He closed his eyes . Incidents from his past life started painting themself before his eyelids . He remembered the numerous times he accused her for something which wasn't her fault . He remembered how many times he scolded her for Tanveer . A pang of remorse and guilt hit his heart.

"Allah usse bacha lijiye. Meri jaan leni ho toh le lijiye , par uski nahi . Main jaanta hoon maine bahut galtiyaan ki hai , par mujhe aisi sazaa mat dijiye . Allah aapne aaj tak Zoya ke saath bahut galat kiya hai , par ab nahi . Unkey paas unka parivaar nahi hai . Unhey pyaar bhi hua toh aisey insaan se jo patthar dil hai , jo pyaar toh dur unpe bharosa tak nahi kar paaya . Jo unhey woh teen lafz tak nahi keh paaya , jo woh sunna chaahti thhi . " asad was praying in his heart when he heard his ammi voice .

"Asad , Zoya kaisi hain?" Asked his ammi full in tears .
"Asad , meri bacchi kaisi hain ?"said Zoya's aapi .
"Bhaijaan Zoya theek toh hai naa ?"asked Nazma .
The three ladies bombarded him with questions and he couldn't answer any .

And then he saw the devil arrive , with fake concern on her face . Asad stepped towards her .
"Jammy , Zoya kaisi hai ?" Asked Tanveer .
Asad came and stood in front of Tanveer .
"Jammy Zoya ko kya hua . Woh phur se kisi musibat mein pad gai ?" Said Tanveer .

Asad caught Tanveer's neck with both of his hands . He dragged her towards the wall and pinned her to the wall .

"Apni gandi Zubaan se Zoya ka paak naam dobara mat lena , warna main tumhari zubaan kheech lunga"
Asad said pressing her neck .

Tanveer tried to free herself from his grip .
"Par Jammy , humne kya..."
"Apni achhai ka naatak kahi aur karna. I swear agar Zoya ko kuchh bhi hua toh MAIN TUMHEY JINDA NAHI CHHODUNGA " shouted Asad .

"Asad chhodo ussey . Yeh tumhey kya ho gaya hai ."
"Bhaijaan yeh aap kya kar rahe hai "
He heard his ammi and sister shouting . They were trying to pull him back as tanveer was unable to breath .

Asad loosened his grip on her hand .
"Tumhe maar ke main apne haath gandey nahi karnaa chaahta . Main police bila raha hoon ."
Asad took out his phone and started to make a call .
"Jammy , aap aisa nahi kar saktey humne kuchh nahi kiya hai . Aapko koi galatfahmi hui hai . Hum jaantey hai uss kambakhat Zoya ne aapko humaare khilaaf kiya hai " said tanveer . And the next moment she fell on the floor with a burning sensation on her left cheek . And her lens had fallen.

Everybody was shocked .

Asad was standing with blood shot eyes in front of her . "Meri Zoya ka naam apne muh se mat lo "

Asad saw the evil rising in Tanveer's eyes . He wanted to know the full truth so he said .

"Main police ko phone nahi karunga . Par tum mujhe saari aliyat bataao , tumne aaj tak kya kya kiya hai . Zoya ne tumhaara kya bigaada thha , jo tum uski jaan ke pichhe padi thhi ?" Said Asad .

Evil overtook Tanveer . She knew that asad knew everything , and framing any story wouldn't help . So she thought why not tell him the truth . It would save her .

She got up from the floor and gave a evil laugh surprising the three ladies .
She started
"Zoya , zoya ne humaara kuchh nahi bigaada thha . Uski itani aukat hi nahi thhi ki woh humaara kuchh kar paati . Humaari usse koi dushmani nahi thhi . Yeh sab toh humne aapke liye kiya Jammy . Humey aapse nikaah karna thha . Hume apne bachhe ko pita ka naam dena thha .Humey aapki daulat aur shauharat chahiye thhi . Aur sirf isiliye humney aisa kiya ."
She let out a loud evil laugh .

She continued " hum jab aapke ghar mein aaye , humney bahut koshish ki usse ghar se bahar karney ki . Humney unki lagai hui gas leak kar di , jaan boojhkar unse peanuts ka khana banwaya . Har mumkin koshish ki , ki aap ussey ghar se nikaal de .par aap , aap toh har baar sirf ussey daat ke chhod dete. Maine Mr Bhatawdekar ko bhi kitani baar Zoya ki informations di . Humeira ke mithhaai mein zeher milaya . Aur humara plan kaam bhi kar gaya . Lekin phir aapne Zoya ko rok liya . Phir humaari pyaari khala ne humaari musibat aur badhaa di . Unhoney aapka nikaah , uss kambakhat se tay kar diya . Humne usse maarne ke liye kya nahi kiya , par woh phir bhi bach gai . Uske bathtub mein live wire dala , usse chaaku se maarne ki koshish ki , uske upar jhoomar girwaya , par har baar woh bach gai . Par iss baar , iss baar woh nahi bachegi . " completed Tanu .

She again felt a burning sensation on her left cheek . Dilshaad had hit her .
"Mujhe vishwaas nahi ho raha hai ki tum aisi ho"

And there came police . Tanveer saw the police and shouted
"Yeh aapne thhik nahi kiya Jammy . Aapney humsey jhoot kaha"

Asad looked at her and said "allah mujhey iss chhotey se jhoot ke liye zaroor maaf kar denge ."

Tanveer was handcuffed and dragged . When she was taken away she shouted
"Aap humey toh sazaa dilwa denge , par khud ko kaise maaf karenge . Aapne kabhi uska bharosa nahi kiya . Galti aapki bhi thhi . Smjhey aap ..." her voice faded as she was taken away .


Asad's jaws clenched and his hands turned into fist . A pang of guilty and remorse ,once again striked his heart .Tanveer was right . He was equally responsible for Zoya's condition . His trance was broken when he heard the opeartion theatre opening .

"How is she doctor?"asked Asad .
Doctor saw the four pair of eyes waiting for good news ; but he had none .
"Woh ab khatrey se baahar hai , par .."
"Par kya doctor ?"asked Asad
"Sorry humne poori koshish ki par woh ... she is in coma "

**flashback ends **

Asad was looking at the fragile figure sleeping on the bed . It was his Zoya . Doctors had told him it woyld be easy if Zoya would be at hospital . But Asad being Asad had brought her home . A doctor daily visited to give her injections and check her . All three of them cared for Zoya , more than their life .

It had been 4 years since that fateful day . Daily Asad woke up with a new hope that may be today Zoya will open her eyes .
And daily he slept with his broken hopes . He used to spend hours with her , lauching , talking and what not . He usually avoided crying in front of her , since the doctor had informed that may be she can listen , what's going in her surrounding .

Asad moved towards the bed and sat near the bed .
He spoke " zoya . Mujhey maloom hai ki aaj Sunday hai , aur apney promise ke mutabik , mujhey aaj ghar par rehna hai , but sorry . Bahut important meeting hai , isiliye mujhey jaana padega . Main jaldi aaney ki koshish karunga ."
Asad waited for some time , staring her ; craving for her reply . But like ways there came no reply ...
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Nazma and Dilshaad served the breakfast . All three of them had their breakfast . Breakfast was done very silently .

After all three of them had eaten , Dilshad broke the silence .
"Asad , aaj mujhey aur Nazma ko asif bhaijaan ke bete ke walima mein jaana hai . "
Asad looked up at his ammi .
Dilshad continued "jaanti hoon Asad ki tum kya kehna chaahtey ho . Maine manaa karney ki bahut koshish ki par woh nahi maaney . Mujhey aur Nazma ko jaana hi padega ."

Asad didn't liked this idea . Only the thought that he and Zoya would be alone in the house , was sending shivers down his spine . Asad didn't trusted himself around Zoya . He dreaded that if he hurts Zoya then .

Since last 4 years , Asad had a great fear rooted deep in his heart . He always feared that if again he did something wrong and hurt her . He knew that he would rather die than hurting Zoya . But still even 4 years back , he hadn't done anything intentionally . But then to he had hurt Zoya . He feared that again one of his mistakes , would snatch her away from him .

Dilshad saw his son lost in his thoughts , and spoke. "Asad jab main aur Nazma rehte hai , tab bhi toh Zoya ka khayaal tumhi rakhtey ho . Tum hi toh uskey paas raat raat bhar baithey rehto ho . Toh aaj kya problem hai ."

"Woh baat alag hai ammi . Aap aur tamatar aas paas toh rehtey ho na . " replied Asad .

Dilshad very well knew her son's fear. She knew that he feared of being alone with Zoya . But she wanted to remove that fear from his heart .
"Asad , main aur Nazma jaa rahey hai , aur yeh final hai ."

Dilshaad saw Asad's face . The fear was clearly visible . She added " Raat ko Imraan bhai ki beti Noor aaa jaayegi . Par tum bhi meeting se jaldi aa jaana . "




Asad relaxed on hearing this . He got up from the chair and said " Main jaldi aa jaaunga " and headed towards the door .


It was 7:30 pm when Asad entered his house . He saw his ammi and nazma ready to leave .

Dilshad saw him and said . "Hum nikaltey hai Asad . Noor ko aatey aatey late ho jaayegi . Apna aur Zoya ka khayaal rakhna . "
With those words Dilshad and Nazma left the house , leaving Zoya and Asad alone in the house .

Asad saw his ammi and Nazma leaving . He and Zoya were alone in the house . Asad kept his bag on the sofa and headed towards Zoya's room . He saw her and said "Main 5 minute mein fresh ho ke aata hoon ." . And he left the room .

After exactlly 10 minutes he returned to the room . He was in his iconic white kurta pajama . He came and sat near Zoya on a chair close to her bed . He saw her beautiful face , and admired it mentally . Inspite of so many cuts and stitches , she still looked beautiful . She looked so innocent and pure while sleeeping . Asad saw a hair lock playing on her face . He had a great urge to tug it behind her ears , but he didn't .

Since last 4 years , he hadn't touched her . He felt that he didn't deserve to touch this beauty . When also he moved ahead to touch her , all the memories when he shouted on her , when she cried because of him ,returned to him . And he would dismiss the idea . He felt that may be Zoya would be angry on him , and wouldn't like his touch . He didn't wanted to touch her without her permission .
Many times he had urge to kiss her rosy lips . He had heard that in fairy tales , when the prince kisses the princess , she wakes up from her eternal sleep . But no , life wasn't a fairy tale . And if even it was , then he wasn't her prince charming . Infact he felt like the devil , because of whom she was in this condition .


Asad broke his chain of thoughts and looked at her , and he said .
"Sorry , mujhey aaney mein 5 minute late ho gaya . But no problem , aap kaun si prime minister hai , ki 5 minute waste nahi kar sakti hai ." Asad gave a fake smile at his own poor joke .
"Jaanta hoon bahut bura joke thha , but kya karoon , iss field mein main aapse zyaada talented nahi hoon ."

Asad waited for a minute , giving her time to reply . But like always no reply came .

"Aapko pata hai , aaj aapkey chaltey , mera kitna bada loss honey waala thha . Main Sunday ko aapsey kiya hua promise tod kar office chalaa toh gaya . Par mera mann hi nahi lag raha thha . Darr lag raha thha ki aap gussa naa ho jaaye . Meri presentation itani kharaab hui , ki woh foreign delegates toh mujhey contract detey hi nahi. But guess what ? "
Asad again waited for 2 seconds and then continued .
"Un forein delegates mein ek Aliena thhi . Sirf uskey chaltey mujhey contract mil gaya . Aleina yaad toh hai naa aapko ."
"Ofcourse yaad hogi . Wahi jissey aap mera nikaah karaney ki planning kar rahi thhi . " said Asad .

Asad continued his chit chat about office and work for another hour . Finallly when he was completed , he decided something. He decided to sing a song for her .

He got up and brought his guitar and said , "Zoya , u are too lucky main aapkey liye gaaney jaa raha hoon . So kaun sa gaana sunna pasand karengi aap ."

Asad remembered something from his past .

**flashback**
Eveyone were sitting on the dinning table , when Zoya entered the hall . She was singing any random song.
She sat on her chair and continued her singing . She stuffed a bread in her mouth still singing .

Asad looked up from his plate , and gave her a weird look .

Zoya saw it and gulped down all the food in her mouth in one go .
Asad's frown got deeper .

"What ?" Said Zoya irritated at his look.

"What , what ?" Asked Asad .




"Aap mujhey aisey kyun ghoor rahey hai , jaisey ki main alien hoon ."said Zoya .

"Aap alien hi hai Ms Farooqui . Kisi bhi normal insaan ko aap alien hi lagengi ." Replied Asad .

"Allah miyan , ab mainey kya kiya Mr Khan " said a frustrared Zoya .

"You have no manners Ms Farooqui . Khatey waqt gaaya nahi jaata "

" haan toh gaana main gaa rahi hoon . Issey aapko kya problem . And kya khaatey waqt gaana suna bhi nahi jaata , ki aap itna chilla rahey . And by the way , agar aapko mere gaaney se itni hi problem hai , toh apney kaan band kyun nahi kar letey hai aap ." Yelled Zoya .

"Pehli baat main chilla nahi raha hoon . Chilla aap rahi hai . Aur dusri baat , agar koi apney kaano ko band bhi kar le , phir bhi aapka besura gaana uskey kaano tak pahuch hi jaayega ."said Asad calmly .

"Main besura gaati hoon ,aurr aap ? Kawey se bhi karwi boli lagti hai aapki . Kisi din gaayenge toh pata chala ki duniya mein toofaan hi aa jaayega "

"Mujhey aapsey baat karney mein koi interest nahi hai . "

"Main bhi koi mari nahi jaa rahi hoon aapsey baat karney ke liye ."

"Aap ..." asad was silenced by his ammi's voice .

"Chup karo tum dono . Jab dekho bachon ki tarah ladney lagtey ho ." Said Dilshaad .

Asad and Zoya stared each other like a cat stares at the mouse . But the difference was that here both were cat .

Asad and Zoya started eating .

Nazma tried to change the topic .
"Zoya aap achha gaati hai ."

"Thanks tamaatar . But kuchh logon ko asli talent ki pehchaan nahi hoti hai ." Said Zoya, staring towards Asad .

"Pataa hai tamaatar , I wish ki jab main gussa ho jaau , toh mera future hubby mujhey gaana gaa ke manaaye ."said Zoya .

"Crazy girls and their crazy dreams ." Murmured Asad yo himself .

"Suna mainey "said Zoya listening to his comment .

"Sunaney ke liye hi kaha thha ." Said Asad .

"Whatever " . Said Zoya and left the table .

**flashback ends**

"Aaj main aapko manaane ke liye gaana gaaney jaa raha hoon Zoya ."

Asad thought for a moment that which song should he sing and finally decided the song .


*Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaatey hai *
*Beetein lamhey humey jab bhi yaad aatey hai .*
*Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaatey hai *
*Beetein lamhey humey jab bhi yaad aatey hai .*

*Beetein lamhey...*

Asad remembered the numerous times when she fell in his arms . Asad remembered their numerous fights on the breakfast table . His lips curved to form a smile while remembering the past incidents .


*Chand lamhaat ke vaastey hi sahi ,Muskura ke mili thhi mujhey zindagi*
*Chand lamhaat ke vaastey hi sahi ,Muskura ke mili thhi mujhey zindagi*
*Teri aagosh mein din thhey merey katein ,Teri baahon mein thhi meri raatein katti*
*Aaj bhi jab woh pal mujhko yaad aatein hai ,Dil se saare gamon ko bhula jaatein hai .*
*Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaatey hai *
*Beetein lamhey humey jab bhi yaad aatey hai .*

*Beetein lamhey...*


Asad remembered the day at Mangalpur when they were handcuffed . He remembered the night when they had eaten bhaang ; that night they had slept in each others arms . Those were the few days in his life when he had learned to smile .


*Mere kaandhein pe sir ko jhukana tera ,Mere seeney mein khud ko chhupaana tera *
*Mere kaandhein pe sir ko jhukana tera ,Mere seeney mein khud ko chhupaana tera *
*Aakey meri panaaho mein shaamon seher,kaanch ki tarah woh tut jaana tera *
*Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aatey hai , Dil ki viraaniyon ko mita jaate hai *
*Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaatey hai *
*Beetein lamhey humey jab bhi yaad aatey hai .*

*Beetein lamhey...*
*Beetein lamhey...*

Asad remembered the way Zoya had rested her head on his shoulders under the influence of bhaang . He remembered the way Zoya had thrown herself in his arms , on the day she had seen her abbu's photo . She had really really trusted him , but he never ever trusted her .


Those days were the most beautiful days of his life . He could give his thousands of years , in return of those few days .


A lone tear escaped his eyes on remembering those days again . He raised his right hand thumb to wipe away the tear , while his left hand fumbled on table to find a glass of water. His eyes were busy admiring Zoya's beautiful face . While searching for water , Asad's hand hit the jug and it fell down .

The water spilled everywhere and especially on Zoya . Her right side was drenched in water . Asad quickly took out his handkerchief,and took hold of Zoya's right hand .As soon as he touched her hands , a shiver ran down his spine . Oh god , he had touched her after 4 years , full 4 years . He had broken his own promise of not touching the sleeping beauty , with his filthy hands . For once Asad withdrew his hands , but suddenly he realised that Zoya's health was more important then his any damn promise .

Asad wiped Zoya's hands with his handkerchief . He rolled up her gown sleeves , and wiped her hands further . On further rolling up her sleeves , he could see Zoya's burn marks . He remembered , that after Zoya was shifted to home from the hospital , Dilshad had once told him about Zoya's burn marks ,after making her change along with the nurse . This piece of information didn't do anything apart from adding one more cause for Asad's guilt . He got one more reason to curse himself . He hated himself for shouting at her at their sangeet day , just because of that bi*ch . As far as the scars were concerned , then Asad couldn't bother less . If the scars were part of Zoya , then they would be as beautiful as her .

Asad wiped Zoya's scars with soft hands . He wiped her scars with such care , as if they were the most fragile thing in the world . Asad bent down involuntary and gave a quick kiss at her scars .

Asad finally started wiping of water from Zoya's face .
Asad wiped Zoya's cheeks slowly with his hands . He caressed her cheeks softly and wiped away water , using his thumb .
There were water droplets on her lips . Asad started cleaning her lips using his thumb . He slowly wiped away water from her lower lips . His hands were shivering in this process . He felt as if Zoya's lips were trembling .

Asad had a sudden urge to kiss her rosy lips .asad scolded himself for having such kind of thought . But the urge to kiss her was greater tha

n his resolve . He cupped her face using both his hands , and his face started tilting over her face involuntary .

Asad's lips reached near Zoya's lips . He could feel Zoya's gentle breath mingling with his breath . Asad's lips were just going th taste Zoya's soft lips,when he changed his mind . He moved a little upwards and kissed her forehead .
No, he couldn't steal her first kiss , while she was sleeping. He didn't knew when he would get the chance to kiss her , but he couldn't kiss her without her being conscious .

Asad sat back on his seat . Her touch had once again freshened all the wounds of these years . All his desires to hold her , love her once again came to him . This wounds , desires , guilt was always there in his heart . But he had tried not to show it to the world , not to Zoya . But today he wanted to cry his heart out . He wanted Allah to melt and return his Zoya back .

Tears made their way down his face . He placed both his hands on Zoya's hands and rested his head on her hand . His tears wettened her already wet hands .he cried and pleaded to her " Waapas aa jao Zoya . Main tumhaarey bine nahi ji sakta ."

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Today full day I could hear much noises of Phupi and Nazma. I feel they have to go somewhere as they were talking about Walima and gifts .

I heard some footsteps approaching my room . Since , I don't know how many years , but I have became addicted to these footsteps .
I don't have to see his face to tell that who is he . Ofcourse , he is my Mr Khan .

Mr Khan entered my room . He told me that he would fresh up and come back to me ; and he left the room .

I don't know since how long am I in this condition . Everything is black . I can't see anything , I can't move my body as per my wish . But yes I can feel , I can hear them talking .

I am proud of my family . Yes my family , phupi , tamaatar and Mr Khan . From such a long time , they have taken my care . They have never left me alone . I can always feel that one or the other is always near me , and especially Mr Khan . He spends so so so much time with me . I really wonder that how his such big compapy is still well off . Sometimes I feel that maybe , he has stopped going to work . But no he talks so much about his work , means he obviously goes to work . Allah miya , he talks so much about his work , that now I feel that I myself work in that office . I know eveything about his employees , deals and what not . I don't know how he speaks so much non stop . He wasn't the one to talk so much . Whatever , but the truth is I love this Mr Khan , and also the old Akdu Ahmed Khan .

This mr khan is too good . He never scolds me and always talks sweetly to me . I dont know ,how he manages to be this good . But I can hear in his voice that he is upset . I wish I could do anything .
I wish I can get my old Mr Khan back , who was not sad . He used to scold me , but was not in this much pain . Hearing his scoldings was far better than hearing his silent sobs .

I heard the foot steps once again approaching my room . Mr Khan came and sat beside me . He was quiet for a very long time . May be he too is thinking something like I am .

Mr Khan broke the silence by saying a poor joke . Seriously , a humerous Mr Khan is too bad idea . I felt as if Mr Khan heard ny thoughts . He himself admitted that the joke was too bad .

Mr Khan kept quiet for few seconds . He always takes long pauses after saying anything . I think he wishes that I reply him . But why does he waits for my reply , when he knows that I can't.

After that Mr Khan started talking about his work . He blamed me , that I was the reason for his spoiled meeting . Seriously somethings can never change . Like , Mr Khan blaming me . He talked lots and lots more about his work .

Finally , I heard him say that he was going to sing song for me . Seriously I heard him saying this . I couldn't believe it .

After a long pause , he started singing one of my favourite songs . Allah miyaan , he sings so good . He could have chosen to become a singer instead of architect .
Finally Mr Khan finished the song . He was silent for very long time . Suddenly I felt my right body part go numb . It was after some time , I realised that may be water had fallen on me .

I felt a warm sensation on my hand for a second . What was that ? It was a warm alien touch . Oh yes it was Mr Khan's touch . Seriously ,he was touching me . I don't know why, but he never touches me . I feel phuphi's kiss on my forehead , nazma's tight grip on my hand ; but Mr Khan , he never ever touches me .

I could feel that he rolled up me sleeves and wiped my hands . Shit he was rolling the sleeves further . He would see my scars . And then I could feel the scars exposed . I expected him to withdraw his hands . But never did it came . He wiped my scars too gently .and then I felt hard yet soft lips touch my scars . Mr khan kissed my scars . I wish I could hug him , kiss him ,love him . I tried to get up , fight with this darkness , but was not successful .

Mr khan wiped away water from my face. I could feel as if my lips were trembling , under his touch . After few seconds I could feel some warm breath collide with my breath . What was it ? Was Mr Khan so much close to me ? Was he going to kiss me ?

I felt his lips touch me forhead . Mr khan had kissed me for the fir
I felt his lips touch my forhead . Mr khan had kissed me for the first time .I could see a faint light in the darkness after Mr Khan's kiss . Slowly , that faint light grew more and more . I could feel that the darkness was getting lost . And finally my sub conscious mind slept
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Zoya opened her eyes slowly . Initially she felt like an alien . She saw her surrounding and tried to comprehend , where was she . After some time she realized , she was in her room ,in Mr Khan's home . She could hear some soft sobs coming from right . Zoya turned her face to look at the source of the sound . She saw a man was sitting on the side chair . She couldn't see his face as , he had covered his face with his palms . Soft sobs were escaping his mouth .
She heard him say
"Please Zoya utth jao , waapas aa jao please ."

After some time Zoya realised that it was Asad . She tried to get up .

Asad was crying while his face was covered in his palms . He was interrupted as he felt , something moving . Asad looked at Zoya, and was surprised to see her eyes open . She was trying to get up and sit . Asad couldn't believe his ears . Was he again , imagining it . Was it truth ?

No words can describe , what Asad felt at that time . Zoya was trying to get up , but was not successful due to weakness . Zoya lost her balance , and she was gonna hit the bed , when a strong pair of arms pulled her ; and she was taken into a bone crashing hug .

Asad hugged Zoya with all his power , as if his life depended on it . Zoya too tried to reciprocate the hug , but was unable to hug him . Asad and Zoya stayed in the same position , for god knows how long .




Zoya saw a girl standing on the door . She couldn't identify the girl . "Who is she ? I have never seen her before . Is she a nurse ? No . She is wearing an expensive churidaar suit . Is she Mr Khan's wif..?
No...no this can't be true ." Shouted Zoya's brain
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The wind caressed her cheeks,blood rushing to her cheeks in a gush,her forehead lined with sweat.There was nothing better than jogging at 6 in the morning.She started at a slow pace,but later increased her pace,the bitter memories causing her to increase her pace.She ran.With the headphones plugged on her ears,she just let her feet carry her away from this harsh world.Away from all their taunts.Away from her sorrow,away from her pain which crumpled her everyday.Every single day.
'Apply this fairness cream'
'We were looking for a fair bride'
'Dont go out in the sun'
She stopped,removing her headphoned,closing her ears to stop the noises in her head.What is wrong with being wheatish?She was 28,her parents still searching for a bridegroom.But,due to her color they faced problems.She still couldnt get the fact why did the society feel that girls who were fair were best suited for their sons.
Does everyone need to be fair beautiful to be a perfect wife material.What happened to the heart?Why can't someone life somebody just the way they are?Are only beautiful girls entitled to good husbands?What happens to those who are average looking?Why is beauty always measured with the color of your skin.Isn't black beautiful?
When her breathing returned back to normal,she started again.She ran so fast,running away from those taunts,running away from the noises which refused to leave her head.She had long lost hope of finding her prince charming,one that could look beyond her color.After being rejected several times she just hated words like love or marriage.
In her own rage,she ran so fast that she collided with someone,causing her headphones dropping in the process.'Allah miya what's wrong with you?',she yelled,bending down to retrieve her headphones.'Sorry'.
She glanced to the source of the voice.A pair of chocolate brown eyes stared back at her.Her eyes drifted to the rest of his face.She was hynotised.It was by far the most hndsome face she had ever seen.He was smiling at her,his dimples adorning his face.A bead of sweat travelling down his perfect brows to his chisseled jaw.She noticed the dart thick hair which were wet with sweat.The wet look enhancing his features.
She realised she was ogling at him,sitting on her haunches.She got up,ignoring the sudden heat she felt on her cheeks.'Cant you watch were you're going',she snapped.
His face looked amused.'I said I am sorry',he pinted out.
She snorted.'Yeah,do a mistake and say sorry'
He shot her a disbelieving look'Look miss it was not entirely my fault,you could have watched out as well.Infact,it was you who bumped into me'.
She pointed a finger at him.'Dont try to act smart'
He grinned.'I already am smart'
She groaned.'You know what just don't appear in front of me ever again',she warned and started with her jog.
'Interesting',he mused,a small smile playing on his lips.
One week later
'Zoya get ready,some people are going to come to our house'
'Who are coming mom?',inquired zoya.
'The boy s side are coming.Maybe this time he might be your prince charming',her mothers voice chimned in.
She felt a tug,hearing the hope in her mothers tone.She knew her parents were worried about her marriage.
She dint want to get married or go through the process of rejection again.But,she had to do this for her parents sake.She agreed.
Her heart fluttered against her chest,she could feel everyone s eyes on her.She was sitting on the sofa,feeling like some object with everyone s gaze on her.While descending down the stairs,she dint dare to cast a glance at the guest,too nervous to even look at them
'I guess we should let the boy and the girl speak for sometime '
She clutched her lehenge,getting more nervous at someone s suggestion.She was led to outside by her cousin,she could hear the footsteps of a person behind her.She gulped very well knowing it was the guy whose family had come to see her.
He cleared his throat.In her nervousness,she dint see the boy itself.Very slowly,from under her eyelashes she cast a glance at the person in front of her.
'You?',she shrieked.
He bit his lips.'Hello again',he greeted,a grin adorning his face.
It was the same guy she bumped into.The one she collided with.'What are you doing here?'
He shrugged'I am here in search for a bride for myself'.
She snorted.'Yeah right!'
'Even if you're the last person on earth I won't get married to you',she challenged.
He grinned.'And I will get married only to you'
She gasped.
'Why do you want to get married to me,I am not even beautiful',she mumbled.
He cupped her cheeks.'From the moment I saw you,I knew you were the one for me.And,look through my eyes you're the most beautiful girl I have ever seen'
Her eyes were misty looking at his searing gaze.'I was searching for you like crazy.After a lot of trouble i found about you and arranged for this meeting'
Her heart swelled with happiness.
'So v ll you marry me',he asked.
She looked at him for a long time.'Whats your name?'
He chuckled.'Thats so stupid of me,i am Asad Ahmed Khan '
She stiffled her giggle which treaten to leave her lips.'Look i know this is completely crazy but i want to spend the rest of my life with you.From the moment i saw you,i couldn't think of anything else.I know you're going to think i am totally crazy but i-i love you.I dint know love at first sight existed before i saw you.I promise i ll keep you really happy after our marriage,just get married to me',he pleaded.
She always doubted whether her price charming ever existed.She dint know someone could love her just the way she was.She was really happy to find her Mr perfect who found her beautiful.
'So what's your answer?',he hinted.
'Yes'
He engulfed her in his arms.'I love you zoya'
'I-i'
'Its okay you can say it when you really feel it.After all we have our whole life for you to fall in love with me'
She smiled,thanking god for taking his own time for planning their perfect love story.


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Consequences Of Bhang Consumption! ASYA FS

PART 1




"Mizz .. Umm Zoya . Look here . Please stop crying , please . Zooyaa ." Said Asad trying to calm a very hysterical Zoya down .
Zoya wanted to walk away . Far far away from here . She just wanted vanish into thin air . Or if the earth could open up and just swallow her , she would happily plunge deep into it . What had she done?!! So Shameful ! She couldn't look at the man sitting beside her . So paying a deaf ear to whatever he was saying , she clutched onto the sheet ,wrapping it around her and trying to walk away . RUN . Yes run away .

"Zoyaaa , where do you think you're going ? " Asad caught her by her elbow and pulled her back to bed . He knew they had made a huge blunder . But , now there was nothing they could do to undo it . But he was sure of fixing it . Asad looked at a broken Zoya , crying miserably . He pulled her into his arms gently and kept saying soothing words to her ,while stroking her hair .

"Mr. Khan , what have we done. How could I ? I feel so disgusting about myself right now . I've broken my Aapi , Jiju and Phupi's trust . I'm a pathetic person . You know , you were right about me . I've got no tehzeeb , no culture nothing .. You were right .. You were ... " Zoya managed to say between sobs, trying to come out of Asads arms .

"Shutup Zoyaa . Don't talk rubbish." Asad held her gently by her forearms , stopping her movements . He looked into her watery eyes ,seeing just how hurt she was and beyond . He paused for a moment, thinking of what to tell her to calm her down . How to repair the mess they had gotten themselves into.

He gently wiped her tears , caught her face in his palms . Made her look at him , giving a very weak smile to her . Gulping the lump that had formed in his throat , looking at her state...

"Zoya ,listen to me . Umm .. Zoya, Please understand this , I know we've made a huge mistake , which is beyond repair but please .. Its not your fault entirely .. Don't say things like this . Please stop crying .. Believe me , when I say this, its me who's wrong here . It was me who got carried away in the heat of the moment. It was me who initiated all this . Me , who got you here. So ,please don't blame yourself . I'm the one responsible . I know I can't undo things .Ashamed I am, right now . Of myself . But we'll find a way out ,okay . " He looked equally miserable . He couldn't believe that he had done such a shameful thing . How he thought to himself .


FLASHBACK ************************


Asad recalled the previous days events , how they'd come to the outskirts of Bhopal , looking for Zoyas father and how they ran out of petrol and the tyres got puntured because of the nails thrown on the road . Stranded on the road , in the rain , drenched. They were lucky enough to find an empty house nearby , which would shelter them till the car was repaired . How they quickly changed into fresh clothes they found there . Asad managed to find a pair of blue denims and a black shirt , which he looked extremely handsome in . Too hot to handle . He came out to the living room , only to find Zoya looking mesmerizing in a black and pink sari . Even though it was a plain pink sari with a sequinced black border running through its lenght and width, she looked Gorgeous. Asad was openly staring at the beauty in front of him . Zoya was equally taken aback by the handsome man standing in front of her . Looking so eatable in a black shirt and jeans ,YUMMY ,she thought . Anyway ,she called out to him , breaking his reverie . " Mr. Khan , see I told you , its always better to keep food with you when travelling . Good I bought these bhajiyas . Come let's eat . I'm starving and I know , you are too." She dipped one of the pakodas into the chutney and ate it , gesturing him to have it too . "Ooohh, delicious " she said and gave some to Asad . He very reluctantly took a bite . He found them tasty too , starting eating . Soon they found themselves laughing . For no apparent reason . Well , they didn't know but they'd eaten bhang pakodas .



They laughed and bickered and laughed some more . Suddenly Zoya started walking towards the gazebo outside , saying " Wow , its raining Mr. Khan , let's get wet . Come with me. "
"Where are you going ? You'll catch a cold , wait " all this amidst laughter .
Zoya didn't stop . Asad just had to go after her . When he turned towards her direction , he saw how she'd worn a backless blouse ,held by a string near her mid back , revealing her smooth milky skin . Asad felt like he got an open invitation to make Zoya his .Zoya looked etheral .




Zoya had already started dancing to songs being played on the radio, kept in the gazebo. Asad was beyond mesmerized now . She was dancing to ' bol halke halke ' . He just followed her , tried dancing along . Even covered her exposed back with her sari ,so he could drift his mind but Zoya being zoya ran again, here and there , dancing away . Due to which her back was left exposed again and Asad couldn't really control himself this time .
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He went staright to her , caught her and ran his fingers through her back .. Zoya turned around , laughed and said "hahahah.. Haww Mr. Khan , aap toh bade batameez nikle , hahaha , but don't you talk about tehzeeb always " laughed some more .
" Lekin Mizz Farooquii , aap toh bade besharam hai , kaise kapde pehne hai ? Iska back portion kaha hai ? " Said Asad point to the blouse back and they bickered some more .


"Mr. Khan yeh acha hai , okay ."
"Mizz farooqui , aap ko lagta hai .. aapko ache aur bure ke bheech mein farak hee nahi pata hai , koi tameez hee nahi hai aapko .. "
Zoya laughed , "hahaha .. Oh really ? ! "
"haan "
"Toh , aapko kya lagta hai Mr. Khhan , aap PERFECT hhai .. hahah .. yeh Six Packs banane se kuch nahi hota okay . hahah " Asad stared at her and then his abdomen and laughed ." Nahi Mr. Khan , aur bhi bahut saari achi cheezein hoti hai , jaise ki , insaan ke paas sabse pehle toh dil hona chahiye , doosro ki feelings ki value hone chahiye , jo aap mein bilkul bhi nahi hai ." she laughed .
"Aap doosron ki feelings ki bahut zyaada fikr kartii hai , aapko apni hadein nazar nahi aati hai " asad laughed .
"Mr. Khan aapko bhi na , apni ego ke aage kuch nahi nazar aata , apni ammi ki feelings bhi nahi . " Zoya laughed , Asad grinned like a fool . " Aur Mr. Khan aap bahut he cold blooded insaan hai , mean aur rude ,besharam hain . aapke seene mein dil hee nahi , dil ke jagah ek bada sa pathar hai ." they laughed .
"Aur usse pathar se mein aapka sar fodunga , tabhi aap mera peecha chodenge ." Asad laughed .
"Mujhe maarna itna aasaan nahi hai , Mr. Khan . Main toh apni smile se hee kisi ko bhi maar sakti hoon. " Asad laughed loudly this time .
"What rubbish "
"rubbish nahi , see jab mein smile karti hoon na , toh ek bada sa dimple padta hai yaha . yeh dekhiye ." She pointed to dimple and smiled wide . "aur iss dimple se mein kisi ka bhi katal kar sakti hoon ." they smiled and laughed ... *mitwaaa , ishq pe zor nahiii *
Zoya kept laughing , while Asad just stared at her beautiful self .


He collected some rain drops in his palms and threw them at her , while she laughed . Bhang ka nasha . The bhang really did get to their heads .





" Mr Khan humne ek dusre ko sab kuch sach sach kyun bata diya ?!!"
" Mizz Farooqui , har kyun ka jawaab nahi hota ."

hahahahahahah haha a haah aa aaha aha ahahahaahahaha


"Lekinn mere paas har kyun ka jawaab hai , Mr. Khan !!" Zoya said smiling away .

"acha toh fir meko yeh bataeye ...
AGAR AAP ITNI BATAMEEZ HAI , TOH MUJHE AAP ITNI ACHI KYUN LAGTI HAI ? * mitwaaa , ishq pe zor nahii .. mitwaaa * SERIOUSLY MIZZ FAROOQUI MAINE AAPSE WEIRD LADKI KABHI NAHI DEKHI ." they laughed , he continued , " TOH FIR AAP MEIN ITNI KASHHISH KYUN HAI ? *MITWAAA* Zoya just stared lookingg dazed this time , "JAB AAP MUJHE ITNI NA PASAND HAI , TOH MERE KHWAABON PE AAPKE SAAYEIN KYUN HAI ? KYUN MERE TANHAYEON MEIN KHALAL DAALTI HAI AAP ?! KYUN MERE ANDHERON MEIN ROSHNI BANKE AATI HAI AAP ?!!" They just stared at each other , while Asad kept up with his confession , looking into each others eyes . And then Zoya laughed again , while Asad just stared , mezmerised .


"Mr. Khan iska jawaab bahut simple hai ..yeh sab isliye , kyyunki aap mujhe pasand karte hain." said Zoya excitedly . Asad laughed again . "Aur Ek baat batou MAIN BHI AAPKO BAHUT PASAND KARTI HOON .!!!!" Asad hi-fived Zoya . Before Zoya knew it , she was in Asad's arms , into the house , in a room , on the bed ...


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Asad came out of his reverie , when he felt fresh hot tears on his naked body . Asad knew now, it was him , who had acted in the heat of the moment. He remembered all of last night. And now was the time to make amends , fix the mess . He looked at Zoya , who was crying still, in his arms . Well, he did like the feel of Zoya in his arms. Just not crying . That killed him. He gently pulled her out of his arms and cupped her face into his palms and said " MARRY ME, MISS ZOYA FAROOQUI !!!"
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PART 2




Zoya couldn't believe her life had changed so drastically over a night and how. The change wasn't even a good one . She was dying of self loathe .What had she done?!! How would she face Aapi , Jiju and Phupi and Asaa.. , nah Mr. Khan mostly . How ? When she didn't even have the courage to meet her own eyes in the mirror . Just please make this a nightmare , Allah Miya . Please . How she detested herself ,right now .

She was already going through a turmoil. To top all that , Mr. Khan was acting all sympathetic and empathetic . She didn't need anybodys pity . Honestly , she couldn't believe the man ,in whose arms she is right now . He was trying to calm her down . Saying soothing words and very gently rubbing his hand over her back asking her stop crying . Saying he would solve this mess . How was that even possible ? He hadn't yelled at her . Not once . All she was expecting was absolute resentment . Lots of disgusted looks and a longg lecture on tehzeeb. , culture and how she is wrong . Always.. Blah blah blaah . Well , he had given her a dirty look at first but that lasted only a minute or so ,replaced by a very confused look. And when realization dawned on him , she was pulled in his arms . She tried to move and come out of his warm embrace , but he wouldn't let her . She hated this . Damn. He didn't yell. So now he would tell her the cliche listen its okay , don't talk about this to anybody . Just forget this ever happened and stuff like that . Hell no ! she was not going to accept that . How could she forgot this ?All of last night ? The confession and what that triggered . However wrong it was , it would always be her most cherished memory .

Seems like she didn't know the man too well . He surprised her . She couldn't believe his actions. And later her ears .

First of all he held her gently , said soothing words . Wrapped his arms around her , comforting her . Cupped her face , gave her a small smile , said he would get them out of this mess . Like seriously ? Thought Zoya . How's that even possible . Then, he even said it was all HIS fault . What was happening ? Zoya thought she would faint . Tooo much emotional and physical stress had already happened . She wasn't ready for more . She would just collapse. Like all of this wasn't enough , he said something like "MARRY ME , MISS FAROOQUI" .

Now was she hallucinating ? Maybe she was . This wasn't the Mr. Khan she knew of . Whatever happened to him over night ??!! Was he running a fever ?! Zoya couldn't register anything he said . She just looked at him . Dazed . Confused . Marry me , miss farooqui was still echoing in her ears . I will get us out of this mess , he said . Like this ? NO . She didn't want to be a part of his life like this , a burden . NO .She did want to marry him . Of course , she loved him . She said so herself . Last night . She too did remember last night . Bits of it . She tried remembering as much as she could . But she'd woken up with a very heavy head and so bits of last night was all she managed . And Bits was fine . She remembered how they were dancing around . Some bickering . And how they confessed . One Beautiful Moment . She wouldn't forget for the rest of her life . She also remembered how she didn't flinch even once at his touch ,but liked it . Loved it . She didn't even mind when he carried her into his arms . And the rest . Damn . Tears resurfaced . NO NO . I don't want to be a burden on him .

Asad looked at her . She looked really lost . So he asked her again " ZOYA , MARRY ME ."
Palms to her cheek . The pad of his thumb running circles on her cheek . She flinched this time.

"NO , Mr. Khan . I can't . I'm sorr .. Sorry for all this . But NO. I CAN'T marry you . Not like this . I know my apology can't do no good . But that's all I got right now . Please please forgive me . You're just not yelling or saying anything right now .. But NO , I don't want your pity Mr. Khan . I know I'm by far the worst thing that happened in your life . And you resent me. A lot more than ever , now . I'm soo sorry. I'll go away . I swear , I'll leave today itself . Allah Miya , why don't you only just take me ." Zoya said between sobs ,all in a breath . Head hung low , looking lifeless .

Asad was furious now . What rubbish was this girl talking . He heard every bit of her jibber jabber . He didn't resent her . He couldn't . Un-huh . Impossible. He LOVED her . Wasn't last night enough proof . And Yell at her ? Pity ? What rubbish . Worst thing ever in his life . Preposterous . Best thing ever!!! She gave him his most beautiful night . She confessed to him . She loved him . He loved her. She said she'll leave and go . Today she said !! Never , I say . If need be I'll chain her and keep her . But she's NOT going anywhere . Okay , not chain literally but hug her for the rest of their life or handcuff isn't a bad idea either. Damn ! She's so much into his skin that he's even thinking like her . And what she said the last ' Allah Miya why don't you just take me ' ,that did it for him . He gave her his worst angry look everr . Held her by her forearms , shook her out of her psychotic state . Absurd crap !!😡

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