Hi Peepz..!!!
I know many of us are cribbing about the storyline being inconsistent especially for MaNan...
Many of us have these questions...
How come Manik is behaving normally at the Holi party with Nandhini...?
Where is his Anger..?
Did he forgive her ...? If so why does he bring it up.. inbetween...?
Is this normalcy for holi episodes only..?
etc.. etc...
So I will try to answer them using my limited understanding... any remaining questions please ask.. i will try to answer...
Explanation:
The Storyline is been consistent so far... but to understand that we have to understand Manik Malhotra... like Nandhini Murthy does... he is a coconut...
He is tough and hard outside.. inside its cool water...
On Valentine's day he was at the Peak of his Anger , Disappointment and Despair.
He was so fearful that Nandhini didnt consider him to be good enough to not kill someone whatever the circumstances...
His fear comes from the fact that inherently he doesnt consider himself deserving of a person like Nandhini... who is out and out Good.. strongly Moral...
He fears that one day she will realize that he is not Good enough for her and leave him...
It was the main reason he put in so much effort when they were together to force down his impulsive behaviour and become more Manik than the Monster... more kind than ruthless... more patient than arrogant... more calm than Angry...
He had tried to make himself deserving of her... become the Manik she deserved...!!!
His Anger towards her on Valentines day was more at himself than her...towards her it was only disappointment that she couldnt believe in him
He feared he failed to make her believe in his Goodness...
Thats why he says to Nyonica... I let you win... not Nandhini let you win...
But inspite of all this Anger, Fear and Despair ... his Love for nandhini did not diminish..
His "I will go back to darkness" was like a little boy breaking things and shutting himself in his room, in anger ,when his mom says by mistake without thinking... that he might not come first in his class...
The boy would be momentarily angry... but would cool down later and start throwing temper tantrums, and then slowly start talking , discussing , then proving to her that he can... and he will...
earning her trust back...
Similarly Manik was first in.. 'Everything is over .. finished' stage...
Then he started his Temper Tantrum stage... he is hurt... he wants her to feel his hurt too...
So he hurts her... but he loves her too.. so he stops...he cant bear to see her in pain...
Next stage discussing with her.. what he wants her to do ... to make it alright... to make his pain stop...
Once she agreed to it.. he will start working with her... indirectly helping her to do it...
Now his anger is at an stage where its been neutralised to the most extent by Hope of things becoming alright like before...
His Anger though still there , his fear still there... but the hope overpowers them...
When hope is there how can Love be far behind... his Love that he was hiding came to forefront the moment Hope overpowered his Despair and Fear...
Yes still you will see the flashes of his Anger and Fear now and then... but mostly you will see him fighting even more than Nandhini for their Hope... although indirectly... he has to take care of his Ego too right... 😆
Manik is sliding down the Hill of Hate .. right into the lake of Hope and Love... !!!😊