Chapter15 " MAIN ADHOORA JEE RAHA HOON"
Part c
Recap- taani was on the terrace of that orphanage and She was way too upset because of everything , she was hurt , helpless , sad & hopeless this time , the one who give everyone's hope is hopeless now , the one who light up everyone's life is in darkness now , the darkness of pain , love and life ...its so true that love never comes without pain , true love has to go through the tests of life to get its right destination
On the other hand rey swayam kids n taani's ma n tauji were asking her to open the door , calling her again n again but she was not listening to anyone , their worries were increasing with every second
NOW,
Rey(while tears were flowing down his eyes reflecting his fears and worries for taani at the same time reflecting his pure love for her )- taani plz open the door , sweetheart plz open the door
Rehan , riya and other children were also asking her to open the door
Rehan while hitting the door with his little hands - di agar abhi aapne door nahi open kiya na to main aase katti ho jaunga
All kids say together ," hum sab bhi aase katti ho jayenge , plz door open karo na dii "
Riya " dii u say that u cant see us sad then why are you making us sad now , plz hamari angel dii door open karo na , kuch to bolo di "
Swayam ," taani meri pyaari behan plz don't do this to all of us , we all love u so very much , don't punish us with your tears and ignorance.
We all cant live without you , plz my nanhi pari open the door and listen to us at least once "
Taani's ma( with tears in her eyes ) - taani meri bachi meri jadoo ki pudiya hai na tu plz open the door apni ma ki baat nahi maanegi tu hmm ?
Tauji - taani, my strong girl plz don't be upset everything will be fine plz open the door now
On the other hand taani was not listening anything because her pains & fears are way too much this time , she was not being able to understand anything , what should she do ? should she accept rey's love and give him loneliness and bitter memories for the rest of his life as she will leave him in some days forever n ever .. but she know that rey is also not going to leave her whether she accept his love or not , she know very well that he love her so much and his love is true .. but she also cant be selfish to let him come close to her and destroy his life forever n ever
Taani says while crying & looking above to herself in her heart - kya karun main Krishna ji kya karun , mujhe kuch samjh nahi aaraha , rey mujhse door jaayenge nahi aur main rey ko apne paas aane nahi de sakti , hamari kuch palon ki khushiyon ke liye main unhe zindagi bhar ki buri yaadein nahi de sakte , main to kuch dinon main unhe chodke chali jaungi , aur phir vo akele ho jayenge hamesha hamesha ke liye aur tab hamari yaadein unhe sirf mere na hone ka ehsaas karayengi , vo yaadein , vo akelapan , vo tanhaayee phir unhe bahut rulayege , bahut dukh degi , aur main ye nahi kar sakti main mere pyaar ke dukhon ki , mere pyaar ke aansuon ki vajah nahi ban sakti , mujhe kuch karna hoga jisse ki sab thik ho jaaye aur sabki saari takleefein khatam ho jaaye
Taani gets up and say to herself - I m dil se very very sorry Krishna ji , I am sorry ma , I am sorry tauji , I m sorry bhai par mujhe ye karna he hoga mere paas aur koi rasta nahi hai , na main rahungi aur na he kisi ka koi dukh , agar main aap sabki khushiyon ki vajah nahi ban sakti to aapki dukhon ki vajah bhi nahi banna chahti ...I am sorry rey
...par ab mujhe jaana hoga rey mujhe jaana hoga ,
She took steps with a heavy heart towards the edge of the terrace while all others were still asking her to open the door , no one can ever thought that she can take this step just to save rey's life
Background song ~
hum mar jayenge from aashiqui 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3jsUAhvXEN8
Taani took steps while crying and remembering taarey memories.. she remembers rey's smiles ,his dance his happiness ,his love, she hates when he cries , she fall for him even more with his every smile , his smiles and happiness bring ray of sunshine in her life and she can do anything for his happiness..
she remember their confession , valentines day , their smiles , their romance, their dance , their tight hugs , one hand distance , their tears , their break up and everything. She also reminisces their first magical meeting in australia in which rey came and completed her as a bride , though her dream of their marriage was not fulfilled but she could live a bit of it in that beautiful moment , she remembered their love confession , his proposal and everything , how he love her , how he cared for her , how he get jealous , how he saved her always , how he bring new ray of sunshine in her life
She was saying the following lines with her every step while tears were flowing from her heart by the way of her eyes and she was reminiscing all the memories of her life and all the beautiful taarey memories (but her voice was low and not audible to others )
(These lines or a little poem written by none other than ur moni 😛 dont beat me if u dont like them😳 )
~ tere liye hum mar jayenge sanam
sirf tere liye hum ye jaan bhi qurbaan kar jayenge sanam
teri khushiyan salaamat rahe
teri zindagi aabad rahe
pyaar ke khoobsurat phool teri zindagi ko mehkaate rahein
tere chehre ki muskaan se tera chehra khilkhilata rahe
kisi dukh kisi takleef ka naam o nishan na rahe
yahi duayein tere liye karke hum chale jaayenge
tere khatir ab hum mar jayenge sanam
hum fanaah hoke in hawaon main mil jaayenge sanam
jab ye hawayein tujhe chueingi
tab mera pyaar tujhe sehlaayega
jab is soraj sang tera chehra roshan hoga
tab tujhe dekhke main apne aap roshan ho jaungi
jab ye chanda tujhe niharega aur pyaar se sulayega
tab chupke se main bhi aake tere dil main he so jaaungi
inn chamakte taaron se bhi main he tujhe chupke chupke dekhongi
phir tere pyaar se sharma ke kahin kho jaungi
par jahan bhi rahungi hamesha tere sang rahungi
saying all these while crying she reached the end and she got up and stand on the edge of terrace ... ( she was not listening to anyone's voice now )
she closed her eyes and try to see and relive the essence of all the beautiful moments of her life ..
she saw the flashbacks of her childhood , her maa singing lullaby to make her sleep, tauji used to take little tani to the gardens , taani and swayam 2 cute little brother and sister playing , their rakshabandhan celebrations , their small fights , their birthday surprises .
some cute moments of her childhood even bought a little smile on her face but it was soon erased by tears , she remembered how she went to Mumbai for her love rey , how he used to catch her when she was about to fall, how he was always ready to fight for her , his rejection and then their journey from rejection to love confession his jealousy , his cute antics , how is used to love and care for her how he said that he is incomplete without her for which she said in heart
"soon some other girl may come in ur life to complete u rey but for that I have to leave u forever n ever so that happiness and love can make their way to ur life again"
she was reminiscing all the taarey memories and all the beautiful , sweet and sour memories of her life till now , she also remembered rehan, riya and all other kids who became an imp part of her life in no time.. she remembered their smiles, laughters , fights and all their cute antics
she prayed for everyone's happiness in heart and said " I love you ma , I love you tauji , I love you bhai I love u rey I just love you so very much I love you my niku bacha family I love u rehan n riya I love u Sharon bhabhi and all my dear friends , sorry but good bye to all "
(scroll down for part d of chapter- 15 )
~~ HUM MAR JAYENGE~~
Chapter-15- Main adhoora jee raha hoon
part d
On the other hand rey was feeling weird , he was feeling restless as if something very very bad is going to happen . he was feeling as if his life is leaving his hand he want to go n hug taani but here she was not opening the door at all making him even more worried , his heart was sinking for an unknown reason his eyes were teary ,.. and swayam's stress was also increasing with every passing second .. her maa was praying to Krishna ji for the safety of taani as she was also having bad intuitions , tauji asked swayam to break the door anyhow to get to taani ,.. he knew something is very wrong
Meanwhile a kid came to rey and hold his hand from below, rey looked at him and asked what happened but the kid just dragged rey downstairs and asked him to look at the terrace .. to his worst shock taani was standing at the edge of terrace and was going to suicide .. he was hell shocked and broken .. it seemed as if his life is going to end along with taani's in some moments .. taani has still her eyes closed so she didn't saw rey , she was taking her foot forward to jump
Rey shouted while controlling his tears " TAANI ... TAANI ... taani PLEASE STOP , PLEASE . . PLEASE STOP , RUK JAO PLEASE TUMHE HAMARE SACHE PYAAR KI KASAM "
Taani looked down with wet eyes and was shocked to find rey there, she took her foot back .
Taani say a little loud " nahi rey aaj aap mujhe nahi rok sakte "
Rey " taani jaan please come down , please don't leave ur rey , I cant live without you I love you a lot taani I love you a lot sweetheart please come down please"
Taani " but you have to live without me rey I can't be with you forever n ever , I love you rey so I have to do this "
Rey - NAHI TAANI RUK JAO PLEASE TUMHE TUMHARE REY KI KASAM RUK JAO , AUR NECHE AAJAO PLEASE
TUMHE HAMARE SACHE PYAAR KA WASTA TAANI , TUMHE HAMARE SACHE PYAAR KA WASTA
AGAR TUMNE KABHI BHI EK -PAL KE LIYE BHI MUJHSE SACHA PYAAR KIYA HAI TO AISA KUCH NAHI KAROGI
( swayam tauji and all were trying even harder to break d door after listening to all these)
Taani - agar main aapko hamare pyaar ka wasta dun , meri kasam dun aur aapse kahun ki aap india wappis chale jao , mujhse duur chale jao hamesha hamesha ke liye to kya aap chale jaoge rey ?
Rey was quiet , he had no answer now. how can someone leave his life? , how can someone live without love ?how can someone live without heart? how can someone live without soul? just like no one can live without love , heart , life & soul , rey also cant live without taani , rey and taani are inseparable
Taani - kya hua ? nahi jaa sakte na aap mujhe chodke rey hamare pyaar ke khatir bhi nahi, aapki taani ke liye bhi nahi ? to phir mat rokiye aap mujhe aur mar jaane dijiye sukoon se
Rey said with a weeping heart & soul to stop her from doing suicide - thik hai AGAR TUM YAHI CHAHTI HO TO MAIN CHALA JAUNGA TUMSE DUUR HAMESHA HAMESHA KE LIYE TAANI SIRF TUMHARE LIYE SIRF HAMARE SACHE PYAAR KE LIYE
LEKIN MERI EK CONDITION HAI KI JAANE SE PEHLE MAIN 4 DAYS TUMHARE SAATH SPEND KARNA CHAHTA HUN AUR IN 4 DAYS MEIN MAIN JO BHI KAHUN TUMHE KARNA HOGA
Taani was happy that he agreed to leave but somewhere down the line she was sad that he will go away from her and she will never be able to see him,hear him , touch him, hug him or kiss him but now she was confused also because of his 4 days condition
Rey - DON'T WORRY TAANI MAIN KUCH WRONG NAI KAHUNGA TUMHE KARNE KO , I JUST WANT TO SPEND THESE 4 DAYS WITH YOU TO LIVE MY WHOLE LIFE IN THESE 4 DAYS (in heart - in these 4 days I will make you realize taani that we are made for each other and we cant live without each other )
Taani -ok but you will maintain a distance
Rey - fine , now come down please
When she was about to turn and come down her leg slipped and she was about to fall but swayam came running immediately and hold her hand and pulled her to himself and saved her from falling
Swayam hugged his little sister assuring his heart and taani that he will never let anything happen to her , he will always be there to save n protect her always.. all took a sigh of relief when taani was ok ... rey also came running for her ," taaniii"
he took a breathe of relief after seeing her ok , some tears fell from his eyes reflecting his fear of loosing her , he said while wiping his tears - thank you so much swayam for saving my life
Swayam broke the hug n said - rey buddhu behan hai vo meri , main usse kabhi kuch nahi hone de sakta jaanta hun tu usse bahut pyaar karta hai par main bhi apni pyaari behan se bahut pyaar karta hun
And then swayam said to taani - tani how dare you think of any such thing hmm , kya hum sab tumhare life main kuch matter nahi karte haan ???
Suicide n all tum aise soch bhi kaise sakti ho hmm ,
You know SUICIDE IS THE INSULT OF THE BEAUTIFUL BLESSING OF LIFE WHICH GOD HAS GIFTED US , YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN IN OUR LIVES YOUR LIFE IS PRECIOUS FOR ALL OF US, we all cant live without you , but you don't care about us , you don't love any of us that's why you were going to do suicide , kya ek baar bhi tumne ye socha ki tumhare bina hum sab kaise jeeyenge ,
...tumhare bina mujhe "bhai" kaun bulayega , tumhare bina tumhare bhai ko rakhi kaun bandhega , tumhare bina tumhare bhai ko uski behan ke bane rajma chawal kaun khilayega , agar tum chali gayi to mere saath ladai kaun karega , mujhe pyaar kaun karega, aur mere good luck ka kya , you are my only lucky charm tumhari jaise behan ki bina to meri kismet bhi mujhse ruth jayegi , tumhare bina mera dance dekhke kaun khush hoga , meri nanhi pari ke bina meri saari problems kaun solve karega hmm
Taani s ma says " aur tumne ye kaise soch liya ki tumhari ma apni jadoo ki pudiya ke bina jee payegi hmm, tumhare bina meri godi main kaun sota ,kaun mujhse roz nayi farmaishein karta , kaun mujhe gaana gaane ke liye force karta , main kisko lullaby sunati hmm kaun mujhe pyaar se hug karta, kaun mere aansu pooonchta hmm , meri jaduu ki pudiya ke bina to main marr ( taani kept hr hand on her ma's mouth and nod in no that don't say anything like that , her ma take her hand and kiss it and say "tu mere liye vo baat sun bhi nahi sakti to soch ki tu to hum sabko chodke jaa rahi thi , tere bina hamara kya hota hmm ??"
Taani was crying hearing them and feeling their pure love ,rey was just staring at her with love
Tauji also say " taani ke tauji bhi apni taani ke bina nahi jee sakte ,ek taani he to hai jo apne tauji ke dil ki baat bina kahe samjh jaati hai , chahe khud bimaar ho par mujhe bimaar nahi hone deti , apni medicines bhale he lena bhool jaaye par mujhe medicines dena nahi bhoolti "
Rehan riya and all little kids were quietly witnessing all these , they also say now
rehan ," hum bhi hamari taani di ke bina nahi reh sakte "
riya " dii ek apka hug he to hai jo itna magical hai ki saare dard chu mantar kar deta hai , ye aapka pyaar he to hai jo hamein kisi apne ke hone ka ehsaas dilata hai "
other little kid say" agar aapko chot lag jaati to hamein bhi bahut dard hota dil main "
rehan says " aur dii apke bina hamare liye chocolates , games and toys kaun lata I m katti kyunki aap hamein chodke jaa rahe the na "
All say "hum sab bhi katti "
then taani realized that what she was going to do , she was going to lose such a beautiful family who love her immensely ...she looked at rey as everyone was scolding her but he was just quiet
he didn't have to say anything
then she says looking above first " I m sorry Krishna ji plz forgive me , dil se very sorry main life ki in khoobsurat blessings ko apni dono families ko (in heart - apne pyaar ko )bhool ke sab kuch chodke jaana chahti thi I am sorry but dil se thank you so much for giving me this life , for giving me the best mom , the best tauji and the best bhai and ( in heart - the best love ) & my sweetu cutu niku bacha family
she turn to her bhai and say sorry while holding her ears , swayam's anger melted seeing her cute face she hugged him and said " I love you a lot bhai "
swayam- love you too meri nanhi pari
then she turned to her mom and said while holding her ears and said "I m dil se very sorry ma for hurting you but you know that your jaadu ki pudiya always love you so very much " her maa hug her while crying " love you so much meri jadu ki pudiya , may Krishna ji bless you always "
taani go and say sorry while holding ears to her tauji , he also melted seeing her cute antics and hug her and bless her
then taani turned and bent to her niku bacha family and say while holding ears " I m sorry very very very very very sorry dil se mere pyaare sweetus , plz forgive me"
rehan says" no no no you are not forgiven "
taani " ok to mujhe kya karna hoga that u all forgive me "
rehan says " k let me think " he act like thinking deeply , then he say "1st punishment - you have to give hugs and kisses to all of us , 😛 2nd you have to feed us food , ice creams & chocolates 3rd you have to give surprise gifts to all of us (he say this while winking at all kids 😉)
taani smiles and then say " ok done boss "
while
pulling rehan's cheeks and then
hug him tighly and kiss him on cheek , he say " dusre cheek pe bhi kissy do di ek se kaam nahi chalega " taani smiles an d
kiss him on other cheek as well
meanwhile rey was feeling little jealous of rehan 😆
taani hug and kiss every kid and shower her love on them then all say " we love you a lot diii our angel dii and ab abba abbba abba "
taani smiles wid them " love you all my sweetu niku cutu adorable bachas , my little angels "
taani was stealing glances at rey and was observing that he is very quiet , she thought she hurt him a lot by all that she did ...but she cant talk to him now as she wanted to stick to her decision of letting rey go away from her.she thinks that's important for his life , for his bright future which is not with her according to taani .
taani in heart- I m sorry rey dil se sorry , I am also incomplete without you just like you are incomplete without me but I have to let you go away , far away from me for your life and your bright future rey , you will get only pain n pain if u be with me which I never want , I want my rey to shine like sunshine , I want you to get all the love and happiness in life which you may never get if you be with me, you will get only pain and loneliness at the end if you be with me and I can never let you destroy your life because of me I love you rey , I always did and will always do that .. (saying that in heart she wiped the lone tear that escaped her eyes while looking at rey )
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Precap - what will happen in those 4 days ?? will rey be able to change taani's decision?? But how ??
A little glimpse of those 4 days in this edit , surprise , love , friendship romance everything are waiting 4 you all so stay tuned friends
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