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" last time warn kar rahi tum aur tumhari family ko stay away from me..
tum mujhe deserve nahi karte...nahi klabhi karoge...
i need a break...mujhe break chahiye tumahari family se,yeh shaadi business se..aur tumse...
main bohot dino baad free mehsus kar rahi hu..aisa laga koi mujhe band karke rakha tha...
stay away from me tumhare liye aacha hoga"
all those words of sharon was ringing on swayams mind 24*7 after the revealation of sharons stakler and noneother than his cousin was the stakler ...the gulit of tears
and pain of loosing sharon completely broke swayam after this..he takes stand to his family and defended sharon from bua but thing doesnt change that much...sharons
rudness to him also doesnt go lesser ...swayam is completely broken fro inside nd after all this sharons taunts each nd everyday make the situation miserable...
swayam at night in his room going through their pictures from last 3 yrs...the togetherness,closeness sharons love for him all were flashing on his mind
their confession,their public confession,ndc moments,dance mania,dhoal gaon moments of togetherness,their proposal all memories make him cry bitterly...he wants to
relive those moments again with sharon..wanted to hug her at the moment wanted to say her how much he loves her ..how much he is feeling pain of loosing her...how
much he is gulity to not stand by her side against his family during her strugllings against his family...but he knows he looses every chances of forgiveness,every
chances to make her own again,..thoat feelings was eating him from inside...
swayam:life is so unpredictable...dhol gao mein socha tha humarai relationship bohot zyaada predictable hai...borring hai...sabkuch humsha aisa hi rahega..maine
spice up karne ki kausis bhi ki haha...pata hi nahi tha ki itni badi ek cyclone ayega aur woh boring nd predictable relationship rahega hi nahi...i falied to make
sharon happy..maine sayad usse sirf problems and gham diye..she is right hum dono ki duniya bohot alag hai...hum kabhi eksaath nahi rahe sakte...
i just want sharons happiness...agar mere dur rehne woh khush rahegi toh why not..main uski khusi keliye kuch bhi kar sakta hu your wish is my command sharon...
then he dailed a no
hello
swayam:hi mom
swayams mom:hey sam..how are you?
swayam:i am fine mom(left out a sigh)
swayams mom:sam tu thik toh hai na beta...sharon se phirse ladai ki naa?beta kabtak bachcho ki tarah ladai karega...meri bahu ko paresaan mat karna nahito teri khair
nahi
swayam:hehe mom main usse paressan bhi nahi karna chahta isiye apko call kiya...anyway mom main new york aa raha hu apke paas next week musical ke baad ...
swayams mom:sam sach sach bol tumdono ke beech kya hua hai tu sharon ko chod ke jodhpur nahi jata new york kyun aa raha hai..sam pls tell me the truth..
swayam:mom main apse milne bhi nahi aa sakta kya..nd waise bhi i want to visit the world as bachelor thats why new york se start karunga..app bolo ur not happy for my
coming then i will go somewhere else...
swayams mom:sam..tu bhi naa tujse debate mein koi nahi jeet sakta ok main john ko bolti hu woh tere tickets and visa ka arragement kar dega..tu humare company ke
mumbai brach se tickes nd visa collect kar lena
swayam:thanks mom and mom tourist visa nahi student visa karne bolna please
swayams mom: sam what all this.
swayam:pls mom
swayams mom :ok i need to go board members ke saath meeting hai...
sharon otherway wasnt happy either to hurt swayam or to keep him away from her..but her heart was too broken to think right at the moment...she didnt knew she is
hurting swayam without his any single fault..nd hurting herself too...noone was wrong the situation was wrong...
next day in reharshal hall everone practicing...someone came there and call swayam...he was a exctive of swayams moms company
swayam:yes
the person:swayam sir suhani mam send me for urs visa nd tickets concern..i need some signature..
swayam:ok give me nd tell me where to sign
the person:here..and sir mam is also coming in a week..so appdono saath mein wapas jayenge
swayam:ok i will call mom about this..u can go thanks a lot nd sir shreya mam ne and aakash sir ne apke liye kuch bheja hai main apke ghar bhej deta hu..thank u sir
everyone was shocked after the convo...
rey comes to swayam
rey:swayam yeh visa tickets .yeh admi suhani mam,aakash sir sherya mam what all this?tu toh shock se hi mar dalega..
swayam:rey kuch nahi nothing yaar tujhe baad mein bolta hu
sharon is also shocked to learn swayams tickets nd visa thing ..and also hurt to learn about some girls sending something to swayam..she just left from there
few days passed musical day just 2 days to go
swayam and sharon made mind to prepare everything as professonal..not to bring anything personal in between musical
swayam was happy for have a chance to dance with his love of life for the last time
and otherway sharon was confused with swayams behaviour..swayam was too quiet in these days ..was not talking with anyone much not even with his best friend rey too he
even smile away sharons taunts thats makes sharon hell tensed and confused...
on musical day...
the host decleare the name of guest of honour for the evening owner of ss entertainment pvt lmt mrs.suhani shergil shekhawat... a mid age lady with corporate dress
nd classy hairstyle came on stage...
gang was confused with the guest of honour rey too as he dint meet her once when he was araanging sponsor someone else from this company done the deal with him.
mrs shekhawat:hello everyone..im suhani ..suhani shekhawat.. im the ceo of ss entertainment group of companies...i have seen the dances of team d3 ..they are just
fab...so when the offer comes to us we dint wait nd make a decision that we will be the sponsor of this grand event...and thanks everyone for coming have a nice day..
here swayam was shocked to see his mom as chief guest...and more shocked to see her as sponser of musical...
then someone comes to swayam nd told him guest of honour want to meet him..
sharon was hell confused and curious to know who is she and whats her purpose of meeting swayam..she followed him silently..and hide behind a curtain
mrs shekhawat:hey sam..kaisa laga surprise?
swayam:mom app iha ..kyun? nd yeh sponser and all yeh sab kya hai mom?
swayams mom:sam..tujhe kya lagta hai maine tere liye yeh musical sponser ki nahi beta maine kabhi bhi tujhe koi bhi cheez easily pane ko nahi sikhaya tujhe self
sufficient hone keliye humesha insapird kiya and main khud bhi wohi follow karti hu tujhe bhi pata hai..beta yeh jo bhi decision hai tere nanaji ne liya hai nd baki
board members ne after witnessing d3 teams talent tere liye nahi..u dont worry
swayam:ok mom but yeh chief guest...?
swayams mom:main mere bete ke saath nahi rahe pata toh kya uska itna bada event day mein usse cheer karne nahi aa sakti?and bdw tu itna kya bakbak kar raha hai sharon
kaha hai...usse nahi milyaega?kya woh sirf tera hai toh mujhse bhi milne nahi dega?shreya was right tu uske bhabhi ke pyaar mein andha ho gya hai...aur apni mom nd sis
ko bhi bhul gya..
swayam:he just smiles a bit(pain of smile was completely evidable from his smile ...sharon sees that from hiding nd his om too understand that)
swayams mom:ok beta all the best ...and make me proud main tujhse performence ke baad milti hu...
swayams mom accidentally sees sharon..sharon dint see her she left from there..swayams pain wrenched her heart...she just left from there...
performence started
swaron duet:the song is emptiness(hindi+english mix)
the pain of separation was clearly visible from both of thems eyes...the dance mesmarized the audience ...swaron swaron the word echoing from every corner of the
audience...they both felt miserable pain after this...swayam left the stage in a hurry sharon too left from there and rushed to washroom nd completely breakdown
there..otherway swayam go to a pub and order whiskey
bar attender to swayam:
sir app toh drink nahi karte ajj achanak...
swayam:arey just give it naa why are u asking so much question
bar attender:ok sir ...anyway sir sab thik toh hai naa
swayam:yaa
bar attender give him shots nd he just gulp it once nd order him 2 more he gives him..swayam all total gulps 8 shots at a go..and now he is bvery much drunken..
bar attender ask him is he all right he said
swayam:yaa im alright...maaine dance chod diya...sabkuch chod diya...bass jane se pehle uski ek nazar dekhna chahta hu sayad woih bhi mere nasib main hai nahi..woh
kyun mere sakal dekhna chahegi.im a looser u knw...main iss duniya ka sabse bada looser hu joh iss world ka sabse precious girl ko kho diya...love of my life ke
sabse bada sardard ban gya hu main...uski smile ki dusman...woh mere saath kabhi khush nahi thi naa kabhi hongi...im a looser..and yaa she deserve much much better
than this looser...but u know what i love her like mad ...i cant live without her...i love you sharon he screems..and left from there bar attender tries to stop as he
was very much drunk nd nt in position to drive also but he dint listen nd starts driving
all the memories of their togetherness,kisses,hugs all were flashing on his mind...and the he see a girl wearing marlyn monreo dress that he gifted sharon on their
chai date the girl is talking to someone in phone and standing in midroad..swayam is subconscious mind think the girl as sharon and all the memories of their chasi
date flashes on his mind he looses his balance nd in a try to save the girl swayam hits a tree in a force and swayam is badly injured and unconscious...the girl
rushed to him and recognize him as swayam..as she is sharons kakas daughter sharon gave her marlyn monreo dress to this girl only ...the girl calls sharon...but sharon
dint heard ..then she make swayam to send hospital by local people..swayam was chanting sharons name in his unconsious state infront of kakas daughter...
sharon then comes to her home...and was remambaring their past their love their huga kisses..swayams care,swayams concern in her asthama,swayam nd her live in days all
were flashing in her minds..
then kaka comes to her
kaka:sharon beta tumhari phone ko kya hua..
sharon:kyun kaka..
kaka:beta meri beti ne tumhe kitni baar call kiya tumne nahi uthaya..
sharon:kyun kya hua kaka
kaka:woh beta tumhe abhi farak parta hai nahi nahi pata but swayam baba ka accident ho gya meri beti uha thi usne tumhe call kiya tumne nahi uthaya toh usne mujhe
bataya..usne swayam baba ko hospital bheji hai.nd woh bata rahi thi accident ke baad swayam baba sirf apka naam le rahe the behoshi main..ok beta main chalta hu
sharon:she just go blank...all the harsh words of her to swayam flashing on her mind
"tum mujhe deserve nahi karte naa kabhi karoge"
"tum ek looser ho"
"tum mujhse dur raho"
"just leave me alone"
she just breakdown completely doesnt know how to react ...swayams accident is most hurtfull nd deadfull thing she could ever heard...swayams life is in danger gave her
immense pain..she just dint think much nd grab the car keys nd rush to the hospital
here gang nd rey were already there...nd swayams bua nd dadi too...
doctors comes to them and told them swayam is in icu nd he have liferisk...many head injuries in a short span makes the situation more critical...
doctor:there is very less chance of his survival but lets see kya kar sakte hai..its like the patient doent have any reason to live..he is not reacting to any
medication treatment..lets see kya kar sakte hai but u guys dont hope too much...
sharon just grabs doctors collor
sharon:how dare u say mere swayam ka survival ka chances nahi hai?how dare you?usse jine ka reason nahi hai?main hu uska reason?im his everything...agar apse nahi hota
toh say it main mere swayam ko kahi aur le jaungi us yaa uk mein treatment karungi...agar mere swayam ko kuch hua toh main apko nahi chudungi
gang to sharon:sharon calm down please
sharon:how could i kalm down...nd starts crying bitterly...yehsab mere wajah se hua...mere wajah se ajj swayam ka yeh halat hai...im the criminal
swayams bua: haan sahi kaha tum hi ho swayam ki iss halat ka jimmedaar..jabse ghar mein kadam rakhi hai swayam nd hum sabki life hi barbaad kar diya..abb yeh dikhane
ka ansoon mat bahao hume sab pata hai tumhari natak
swayams dadi:sahi kaha...humare chore ne pata nahi kya dekha isme chore ki zindagi hi khatam hone ke kagar pe hai...aye chori thae wajah se hi yehsab hua hai tu iha se
jaa abb aur kuch mat kar jisse uska jaan hi naa chali jai..
those words pierce sharons heart...she just kisses thier engagement ring and started to leave someone stops her...yes she is swayams mom
swayam mom:kaha jaa rahi ho sharon?
sharon:main iha rahungi toh sayad swayam mar jayega..main uski life ka sabse bada appsagun hu...im responsible for all things..please let me go...
swayams mom:nahi beta tum swayam ki life ki criminal nahi uski life ki reason ho...swayam ka har sans abb bhi tumhare naam chant karta hai beta..woh tumse pagalon ki
tarah pyaar karta hai,...and mujhe yeh bhi pata hai tum usse utna hi pyaar karti ho...beta tum jaa sakti ho..par main swayam ki maa tumse mere bete ki life ki bhik
magti hu..please beta tumhare puyaar hi usse wapas laa sakta hai...uski heartbeat ka reason tum ho beta..please usse bacha lo...
sharon:mom nd she hugs her tight nd starts crying
swayams mom:maine swayam se suna tha tum bohot strong ho diva...but tumne itni jaldi har man liya? ..apna pyaar ko sacrifice kiya why sharon?
sharon:the thing i want the most in this world is swayams happiness aunty..thats why..please let me go...she said in tears
swayams mom:tum swayam se pyaar karti ho naa..tab bhi yeh nahi jaan paye swayams happiness in lies on u...his life is lies on u..tum toh chali jagi but uske baad
tumhare bina swayam marr gya toh kabhi apne app ko maaf kar paogi diva?beta life is a big roller coster ride jaha khushi nd dukh ka cycle hotha hai ek difficult
situation keliye pn\\apna pyaar kurbaan karna is not only a idiot kinda work its somekinda suicide..and i know ur a understanding person you will understand my
viewes..beta swayam ke pass jao he needs u..he needs ur love..he needs ur care..he need u to inhale air...i beg u beta
sharon:aunty..
swayams mom:no aunty..call me mom..please..i want only u to be mrs swayam shekhawat noone else...
sharon:mom...and she hugs her tight...and rushed to swayams cabin..
here swayam was having very difficult time to breath..his breating was uneassy as his soul was trying to free from all the sorrows..sharon just kept her hand on
his...and the magic happened once again swayams breath started to be normal once again
she just kisses his forhead...and statred weep slowly..swayam open his eyes little bit very slowly and ask sharon in a faint tone
swayam:tum iha kya kar rahi ho?tumhe toh mere sakal bhi pasand nahi hai naa abb...
sharon:just shutup...and dont say a word also mr shekhawat..main doctor ko bulake lati hu..tabtak be a good boy nd take rest nahito noone can save u from ur siren
swayam:kyun kar rahi ho yehsab sharon..kyun..kyun mere liye cheezein aur bhi difficult bana rahi ho sharon kyun?main jeena nahi chahta sharon..i dont wanna live..
sharon:tum itni selfish kabse ho gye swayam.kabhi yeh socha hai tumhe kuch ho jai uske baad mera kya hoga..main kaise jeeungi?and bdw im not juliet im sharon the diva
mujhe heaven mein nahi mujhe iha in this world tumhare saath happily ever after rehna hai...
swayam:sharon...sharon didnt make him complete the sentence nd peck him on his lips..nd he keep quite with a little smile on his face
sharon:good boy..now take rest main tumhara medication and all doctor se puch ke aati hu..nd dont try to stand up from from bed neither noone can save u from me..
and haan mom bahar hai agar tumne meri baat nahi suni toh tumhari complain kar dungi ..
swayam:mom...kiske mom?
sharon:humare mom..my mom in law nd tumari mom ok now rapid fire round band karo and take rest baby..love you and i will be back soon
swayam:love you too nd jaldi ana..im already missing u..he said with winking at sharon
sharon:she gives a flying kiss to swayam nd came out from cabin...
swayam:he just catches the kiss nd smiled widely
... ...to be continued...
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