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I resisted... I fought...
I denied...
I walked off...
I pushed you back...
I tried my best...
but alas..
I was in love AGAIN...
at last...
I closed the doors..
I built the walls...
but you made your way to me
like a gentle breeze of solace...
I wanted to loose my existence to you...
but the demons inside me would consume you too...
I knew better than to hold you forever...
Even if it meant that I can have you never..
so I did threw you away..
you were broken... full of dismay
I know you will smile again..
like the morning sun..
you will rise and shine again..
And I will stand where I am..
frozen and wounded as I am..
I will be in the way of everyone..
to shield you.. to protect you...
in every way I can...
A tiny weak flame still flickers inside me...
a little hope which refuse to die..
that one day you will come to me again..
like you never left me in disdain...
the warmth of your love..
will melt the ice..
may be one day..
even I will have a life...
CID
