SaAz :What is Love Without Pain & Passion

And Monday started with a bang yet again .. We got a fabulous intense episode between SaAz where first time Sahir and Aarzoo both had a heart to heart interaction .. Harshad was flawless with his intense dialogue delivery towards the end especially when he tells her "Fark nahin padta" with his trembling lips and intense emotions in his eyes showing hurt & denial 👏👏👏 //.,. Shivya too was equally good with her silent expressions today especially when she felt overwhelmed with his sorry and later his confession that he respects her a lot 😳 ...


Today once again we saw Sahir Azim Choudhary's Split personality coming in the picture 😆 .. He was all normal like a real gentleman till he was trying to understand Aarzoo's pain and cheering her up with his words of motivation 😳 but the moment Aarzoo tries to ask him about his pain and anguish , thats it , Sahir looses it again .. Once again he goes back to his old self and reminds Aarzoo about her limits when the funny irony here is Sahir himself forgot about his limits while warning Aarzoo's father Sarfaraz when she is just an employee for him as per his "limit" logic 😉😆 .. Its like Zeenat's memories r like poison for him and the moment he remembers Zeenat and the pain she might hv given him , he just goes into a different world alltogether and forcibly tries to sound mean and heartless to others ...


So it all started with Sahir feeling restless in his office because Aarzoo dint get the lunch for him yet 😉😆😳 ; He even decides not to hv lunch just because his wifey errr I mean employee Aarzoo dint get the lunch for him 😛😆 .. But today instead of getting angry on her , he decides to go upto her and actually say sorry for his past mistakes 😲😲 ; He does not expect her to come to him nor does he call her to his cabin which he could have being the boss but instead like a real gentleman he himself decides to make up to her for all his mistakes ..awww 😳... I bet this is the real Sahir we r seeing today , who actually carries no arrogence or attitude of a rich businesstycoon 😳 ; When he is out of those Zeenat memories , he becomes normal and the old Sahir who is polite and down to earth and considers every other human being as his equal 😳


He goes upto Aarzoo and when he realises that she is lost in her own world , he just decides to quietly sit besides her and cheer her up by passing a subtle joke about her drawing 😆😳 ; Aarzoo was still lost in her own world and tries saying something about the lines she was drawing while Sahir kept listening to her explanation with a faint smile on his face as if he was secretly admiring Aarzoo's choice of words 😳 ; When was the last time we saw Sahir actually trying to cheer up someone by passing a simple joke ; He even calls her Designerbaaz today in a teasing tone 😉😆😳 ; It was evident how happy and positive Sahir felt in Aarzoo's company 😳 ; When she finally realised that she was actually talking to Sahir , she felt uneasy and tried to leave but even then Sahir dint loose his cool 😳 , instead he just grabs her hand with full authority and asks her not to leave since he has something to tell her 😳 ; In such situations , Sahir always used to loose his cool especially if Aarzoo tried to leave without listening to him but today he was a changed man who had the patience to convince his ladylove by asking her politely and in his seductive voice not to leave , something that can melt any girl 😉😳

Sahir then makes her sit , still holding her hand , wonder if it was deliberate or he just dint realise that he was still holding her hand 😉😆😳 ; Anyways Aarzoo finally reminds him that he is still holding her hand 😆 and that time Sahir's expressions were like "dhat teri ki , why to remind , now I will hv to leave it " 😡😆... So he leaves her hand finally with great difficulty 🤣 ... Aarzoo again tries to escape from there 😉 but this time once again he shows his full authority on her and guards her with his one hand asking her not to leave 😳... He is no more hesitent to stop her nor brings his ego this time as a boss 😳 ;




Now comes the most difficult stage of Sahir's life ...He will hv to say 3 magical words to a girl for the first time in his life and those 3 words r not "I love you" but "I m sorry" 🤣🤣 ; Poor Aarzoo ke heart mein laddoo phut rahein honge the moment he started with I want to say those 3 words and those r "I ... " 😆😆😆 ... I must say Shivya did very well with her silent expressions and those almost moist eyes as the thought of her man finally proposing to her started giving her hopes 😳 ; But sighh , her excitement was short lived as soon as Sahir completed his sentence with great difficulty 😆 and finally said "I m Sorry" 😆 ; Mayb this same sorry would hv sounded honey to her ears if it had come in those initial days when Anam was after her designs 😆 but today ladki wants to hear ILU but instead gets I m sorry , no wonder , her expressions were like "duhhh" 😆😆 ; After the initial disappointment , Aarzoo somehow handled herself beautifully and felt good that Sahir actually came up to her to tell her sorry though she wondered what could b the reason for it 😳 ...


Sahir then politely goes onto give his explanation on sorry and Aarzoo is finally impressed with her Gabbar Choudhary's choice of words 😉😛 ; I too had to pinch myself to believe its Sahir only speaking the way he politely gives her the reason for his sorry and tells her about he was so rude to her always for which he is feeling really bad today and so wants to apologise to her for all the rudeness that he showed to her in the past .. awww 😳😳 ; It was clear that every single word came stright out of his heart and he really meant it 😳 ; It was just not a mere formality for him , he actually wanted to pour his heart out to her about what he really feels for her , reason why in the end he had to confess to her that he really respects her a lot the way she single handedly took care of her family especially after her father left them but she never looked back at that man 👏👏 ; Sahir finally confessed that her stand as a daughter who will never take any help from that man who abandoned his family really impressed him ⭐️ ...

All this while Aarzoo was like a silent spectator listening to his words and feeling overwhelmed because its always a lovely feeling to know that the man u r madly in love with thinks so highly about yourself ; I could see almost tears of happiness in Aarzoo's eyes that moment when finally Sahir was appreciating her for her strength , courage and determination 😃 ; Aarzoo always holds Sahir at a very high pedestal , so when that same man actually tells her that he respects her a lot , it obviously means a lot to her 😳 ...


In the end Sahir also confesses to Aarzoo that he actually warned Sarfaraz to stay away from her 😉 ; Aahh this is where Sahir got trapped a bit as he realised that as a boss , he actually has no right to interfere in a employee's family matter especially when Aarzoo holds him a bit off guard by asking him what exactly he told Sarfaraz 😉😆 ; Sahir cannot really tell Aarzoo that he told Sarfaraz that he will take his eyes out if he ever tries to eye Aarzoo since she is part of my family 😉😆 ; So Sahir had to twist his words and tell her about how he understands her pain since he too went through the same in his life blabla when the reality is he warned Sarfaraz because he indeed considers Aarzoo like his family now 😉😳 .. This was a real "Chori pakdi gayi" moment for Sahir 😆😛

I guess while discussing the Sarfaraz matter only , things started going a bit haywire as Sahir tried to convince Aarzoo about how he understands her pain since he too went through the same and while saying this suddenly he remembers Zeenat's betrayal again ; Zeenat is actually the Sarfaraz in Sahir's life ; Just how Aarzoo's mood always goes for a toss whenever she is reminded of Sarfaraz chapter in her life , same way Sahir's mood too goes for a toss as soon as he starts talking about how it hurts a lot when someone close to you betrays you ; Its clear from Sahir's words that Zeenat indeed betrayed him because if it was just her accident and coma case , then he would feel emotional remembering her and not hold such extreme grudge and hatred in his words while remembering her 🤔 .. I think the fact that he could not even confront Zeenat on her betrayal since she went to coma before that might b hurting Sahir even more reason why he holds such extreme hatred in his heart and so desperate to fulfill his promise even if it means selling off himself mayb because he feels fulfilling that promise of hers will b the ultimate revenge of his on Zeenat once she is out of coma mayb because that promise was more like a taunt or challenge for Sahir coming from Zeenat which was the reason of her betrayal too 🤔

Seeing Sahir loosing his senses once again , Aarzoo finally decides to confront Sahir on his pain and mood swings now and to b honest this was the right moment for Aarzoo to confront Sahir on this especially when he was talking about her pain ; Till now Aarzoo was confused whether it will b right to ask him about his pain or not especially when she is just an employee but after she learnt that Sahir went ahead and warned Safaraz , she felt even she has the right now to know about his life when he knows everything about her life ; I liked how Aarzoo here was spontaneous to confront Sahir about his life story which she wants to know especially when she always shared her life story with him without any inhibitions 😳

But Sahir is Sahir 😆 .. For some reason he cannot share it with Aarzoo and break her heart I guess .. So instead he decides to hurt her more by asking her to stay in limits and also stay away from him .. Well this was quite an irony when he was the one to come to her and then telling her to stay away from his life 🤣 ; I know Sahir dont want Aarzoo to get trapped in his complicated life but if he feels he has the right to interfere in her life then Aarzoo too can feel the same na 😉😛 ...

SaAz r both similar in many ways .. So as soon as Sahir lashes out at her and asks her to stay away from his life , Aarzoo too had to counterattack by telling him about how she too cares a damn about the pain he feels ... Both lieing like champions now 🤣 .. Neither Sahir wants Aarzoo to stay away from him 😉 nor Aarzoo can stop herself from caring about Sahir's pain 😉😳 .. They both just love hurting each other and then want to console each other too 😆 ; But what is Love without Pain 😳 ; So this moment was the first step towards giving pain to each other in love 😭 .. They both tell each other with great difficulty about how they dont get affected with each other's pain and while saying this I could see their lips almost trembling as both were very much affected seeing the other person in pain and tears 😭😭 ...



Sahir I guess dint expect Aarzoo to directly tell him that she too is not affected with his pain , so when she actually tells him , he was totally taken aback and had to literally walk up to her and tell her with his trembling voice that "Good u dont care , me too dont care now" ...awww 😭😭😳... That was obviously a lie because we know he cares but he just had to counterattack her 😆😉... Well if Sahir expects Aarzoo to care for him , then he too should share his pain with her na instead of reminding her about her limits 😭😭 And if she dont feel comfortable sharing his pain with her , then why expect her to care for him 😭😭 ; I understand Sahir is in love now and so expects from Aarzoo but at the same time he feels he has no right to love and so wants to keep Aarzoo away from him but in the process he is ending up giving mixed signals to Aarzoo , reason why poor girl is so confused so much and wants to know what exactly is bothering him 😭 .. Unless we know the Zeenat backstory , its very difficult to understand whats really hurting Sahir so much that he cannot even share it with anyone 🤔

It was hearttouching to see the way both start walking in opposite direction , though they kept looking back at each other with a hope that the other person will turn back which is a clear indication of how they both r beginning to expect from each other and there r expectations only where there is love 😳 ; There was a longing in both their eyes today while walking in opposite direction as if they both expect each other to come to them and be their humsafar for life but just could not express it 😭... Aarzoo could not do so because she has no idea who is the real Sahir , one who just spoke about sorry & respect like a gentleman or one who reminded her about her limits whereas Sahir cannot come near to her or share his secrets with her because he feels its a sin being a married man .. Wish somehow Aarzoo finds it out on her own someday or Sahir only share it with her so that in future there r no MUs over this


Overall SaAz interaction today was one of the best as finally I could see SaAz interacting like a normal couple withut any fear or inhibitions ⭐️ .. Though the interaction ended on a bitter note but at least they spoke their heart out to each other today and I could see a progress in the relation where like I said hurting each other is just a stepping stone towards their love realisation 😳

Finally Samaira arrived and I m glad she started doing her work right from day 1 by being a gluestick to Zaki 24/7 now 😃 ; Wish she continues to do this daily now so that Zaki can leave Aarzoo alone for Sahir 😛😆 ...

I wonder if Samaira is already preggy because dint Samaira tell Zaki that they met last year ... So how can a girl get preggy after one year unless in between they met somewhere 😕😕 ... And dont tell me Aarzoo will now try to save this girl and Zaki , reason why she will take Pregnency accusation on her quietly .. Like really 🥱😡 ...


Pregnency is a big accusation but its not any rocket science for a girl to prove she is not preggy .. So I really dont understand head or tail of this track given in all articles .. but will wait and see without going further on it 😳... Just hope Zaki is man enough to own up his own mistakes and standing up in Aarzoo's defence 🤔


Last but not the least , will Alvira tell everything about Zeenat to Aarzoo 🤔 .. I bet she wont and this is where I feel Alvira is no saint either 😡 ... If she tells it all to Aarzoo and then leaves it on Aarzoo if she still wants to b close to Sahir , then fine but if she does not tell her anything which I m sure she will , then it only means she is no different than Kurti apa when it comes to manipulations ...



Overall a beautiful episode and perfect start of the week ... Harshad-Shivya both were excellent in the Sorry and Respect scene today ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️


Collages Credit Goes to Ultimaterudra aka Swetha 👏👏

For me personally it was an ok episode...SaAz scene was good. But don't know why..I felt a disconnect today from all that was happening and their emotions. I just couldn't feel what I had felt in their earlier interactions. Hmm..hope the coming epis restore that connection. 😕

Muje aaj bohot kuch kehena hai :P

Originally posted by: TaanuDeewani

For me personally it was an ok episode...SaAz scene was good. But don't know why..I felt a disconnect today from all that was happening and their emotions. I just couldn't feel what I had felt in their earlier interactions. Hmm..hope the coming epis restore that connection. 😕

Mayb because of the upcoming pregnency spoiler u felt so 🤔

I actually loved the interaction .. it would hv looked weird if it ended on a positive note but the way Sahir's past comes in the end and once again we see the bitter end , for me thats what made it more impactful as the characterisation was kept intact till the end

Originally posted by: -Rojaa-

Muje aaj bohot kuch kehena hai :P

Waiting 😃

By the way..wasn't the servant's name Arif?? How did he become shakeer?

Good day ahead Jyoti ji...loved the episode though somewhere my heart felt Aarzoo was getting impulsive 😉 still loved the way she said 'AB koi farak nahi padtha' which means his gestures of apology gave her thought s that he would give her some rights n reveal his past but she was wrong 😆

Originally posted by: TaanuDeewani

By the way..wasn't the servant's name Arif?? How did he become shakeer?

BLOOPER n 4lions 😆