THE GLASS WALL : RAGNA(Ashna) FF, Part-24, Pg 141, 14/12/15 - Page 62

Awesome update..

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You guys have been my strength, my motivation, my reason to keep going, to make myself happy, to do what I enjoy doing, which is writing. It was you all who made me feel loved, who also helped me in feeling love, in living it in this way, to re-kindle what isn't in me anymore, or maybe is stored somewhere deep down. But lately I have begun to feel that I am unable to do justice with all of yours love and expectations. Maybe I am unable to portray what I want to rightly; or maybe I don't know anymore which is the right balance or right proportion which will be for the betterment of this Ff, peace and happiness of all. Is it Ragna moments, is it story, or if at all I am able to show why certain characters are doing what they are doing. Ragna is separated in most of my FFs, so it is sad you people don't get what you want; and if I show their reunion too early it would simply ruin everything. I had never done so intentionally, it just happened. The only FF where I can show some normal Ragna moments is "Celebration of Fates" and maybe in that too I am unable to explain my viewpoint clearly, to show how and why Kalpana and Raghav are this way; what they feel, amidst maybe other more questions and doubts. I am just tired of thinking now and my attempts. So I have decided to go on an indefinite short break. It would be a short one and I will not sit idle. I will try to work on storyline and on updates side by side. Maybe it would give me continuity and space to work out things in a better way, or without pressure at least. I wrote because it made me happy, when I see you all happy I be happy and content. But then I must owe up to many responsibilities also. I know maybe I would still work out the storyline as I had originally intended them to be. Maybe nothing would change because somewhere wider outlines were always planned, I may not be able to do some changes to them. But still, I don't know I need this break. I promise I will return soon. I miss it already, so the break maybe as short as two days, or a week; or maybe longer! I don't know, it depends on how I am satisfied with myself. I will be giving at least one update of "The Marriage Story", and I will continue writing its parts as soon this FF shall also be uploaded on FB and I need to keep my bank of updates ready. But I may not upload them so soon.

I do not promise but maybe "The Glass Wall" too may get update; though not sure of it. It was a shorter FF and so I don't worry about it much. I am sorry if I hurt someone. But I don't want to hurt myself and you all more by compromising on quality, when I don't feel right at all.

P.S.: You may get surprise updates in-between, as this is the only thing I know to keep myself sane. I know I will miss it.One things more, I will reply to the comments surely, those which I haven't replied to yet and those which will come later on. As I said I'l continue working on FFs so hope you all don't be too disheartened; and that I am not sure of my break-it may be very short, or it maybe longer. I request you to kindly keep giving me suggestions of what you like and what not, or simply what you'd like to see. I don't promise, but keeping in the boundaries of planned story-line, I will try to inculcate and use them. 😃

Promise to be back soon, with lots of love.

Charu

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take ur time but never forget to pm whenever u update it...

res

Welcome back girlee missed u like anything. Glad u updated. So rags wants kalpi back in Mumbai... Does this mean prem might be let loose? So what's happening with pak is rags going to ditch her soon? Am waiting for that moment. Continue soon.

nice dida plzz update nxt part soon... Nd if u gt tym den update tms also..

u kno wt dida i luv all ur ff... Bt tms is my prsnl fev... Coz ragna r marrid... Bt in dis ff rakhi is so... U kno... Jab bhi ye sochti hun k kesa lagta hoga kissi grl ko jav uspe ye sab beete to i cry... So... Plzzz dida ho sake to jaldi se ragna ko 1 kerdo... I kno may b story thori borng ho jaye bt can't c rags wth ny1 els so... Ho sake to ragna... Nd plzzz update tms also waitng