n when I watch the flash back she first said she is a married woman to raj n the way she was with rahmat was nice. it rajnath who destroy her life by influents her that rehmat is not good for her. just to get her. after that he left her
I think here shakchi. she was not wrong what she did to him that was his punishment. he was the first who destroy her life so she did woth him too. for her she lost her self respect from her eyes how will she face rehmat if he would know he would left her who knows.