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!!OS:LIFE MEANT YOU!!
Life for kids it means fun.. for teenager it means relationships.. for lovers it means love.. for parents it means their family but for me life meant you.
Life is soo strange it's a roller coaster we will be at the height of Everest but we will also experience being in the depth of ocean. I don't know where am I. where is my life because for me life meant you. Now your long gone and iam all alone and now life means emptiness and nothing else.
Life once been a beautiful dream but I don't know how it turned out to be a nightmare. Life can mean differently to each one but for me life meant you.there is no definition for life. Even the genius can not exactly define what it is. Its a pleasure its also pain. Life once again a boon for many but it is the bane too.. I don't understand what it means now because for me life meant you.
Its been years that your long lost in the thin air.. but I always try to search you in each wind.. feel your touch when it bathe over me.. I try to hold it in my hands tightly so that I need not let you go away from me once again but when I open my hands your again gone.
I look back to the past where I was breathing but my life was long lost when you went away because for me life meant you.i cant ask you to come back to me and return my life I know even your not happy seeing me like this where ever you are but I cant help it because I lost my life when I lost you forever.
I wont say that I loved you more than anything in this world but I would say I love you as much as I loved my life because life meant you. I want to cry at the loss of you but I cant my eyes refuse to cry my heart wont ache I don't feel the pain.. i just feel empty because my life isn't with me anymore.
Smile is also angry on me it refuses to acquaint my lips.. my lips have gone numb because it forgot the touch of your soft ones. They would smile when you are around but now you aren't the smile of my lips is faded and now I turned to be a rock mere a lifeless one because for me life meant you.
Every year on your birthday I write this letter saying what you meant for me this is the only day I feel something, I feel that there is still a bit of life in me which you want me to live. But you know what even that bit is not ready to accompany me because it seeks for your warmth. All I need to tell you is because for me life meant you.
You know what people search the meaning of life in every way possible but when they think they have found the answer life which is soo cruel changes the question itself it makes you feel yes I did it finally but the next moment it shatters you on the ground where you can not even collect the broken pieces of yourself.
When I go through my memory lane when you were by my side to hold onto me I was living, my life was with me. I dint know when my life became all yours when meaning of life changed. those memories are only things which keep me going with a hope one day I will meet you I will meet my life and never let it go.
Lastly I would say happy birthday my love my life. Keep my life safe because I will accompany you where ever you are where my emptiness will be filled with life once again my lips will feel your touch my heart will start beating in the rhythm of yours.were I will feel your warmth and my eyes will see you angelic face
Your love...
Love
shini