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Gave a try on Swayam's monologue. Hope you all like it. Sorry for any mistake. Didn't re-checked. 😳
Never thought a day will come when I would be planning how to celebrate OUR..means my and my girlfriend's First Confession Anniversary... Ohh actually that was a co-incidence that WE EVER MET. Yeah..we were completely strangers.. but the day we met, it took us only 5 or 6 months to become lovers... phew..love birds actually... let me cherish everything today...
"Guys!! Get ready...it's our turn." I spoke loud to my team members... It was our Dance performance... St. Xaviers' College's Rockstar Group.
We rocked the floor... we simply thought we would win... but no...it was not our day... The other College, St. Louis had won that Trophy... It was the right desicion actually.
The leader of that team... was on fire that day... yes... I stood numb infront of HER... the way she had co-ordinated her team, their perfection was something Class Apart.
When we stood as First Runner-up, she came to me and congratulated me after complimenting my dance...
"Hello. Though we belong to rival Colleges but I can't deny..you dance pretty well... Great job, Congo." She gave a sexy smile and left that place without listening to what I wanted to say.
It was my fault, I actually couldn't speak anything for about 1min. I kept staring at her like no tomorrow... Ofcourse, she sighed and left me like that... how dumb I was, I didn't congratulated her for the win. I just could mentally facepalm when she made her way to her team members.
That was it. Then we actually never met. Shocked? Don't worry... It was my mind only who, just to see her dance, surfed St. Louis College Site and like maniac I used to watch her dances which still are quite famous... and yes, she is that awesome.
I was not head over heels for her..but her dances attracted me more than she herself. Just to see her, I took help from Social Media... FACEBOOK... I searched for her many times... even stalked many IDs to see the friendlist if at all she was there...
Weeks passed and one moment I found her picture with a friend and there she was TAGGED by her friend. I sighed in relief. I quickly opened her ID and went to PHOTOS / VIDEOS folder where I found NOTHING. Damn PRIVACY...
I sat back and kept thinking, should I sent her a request or Should I not... the reason was WE BELONGED TO COLLEGES WHO WERE RIVALS and my team members would definitely create a mess if they ever found I was friend with her. But I listened to my heart and sent her the request. My luck was so so so good that within a second notification popped about her accepting my request. I literally jumped off my chair and messaged her "Thanks..graceful dancer."
Yes, that was wierd, actually a way too awkward I felt after the message was delivered. I was not expecting any reply, but her reply made me realise that i thought wrong. I bit my lips afer reading her reply... "Oh thanks. Remember, we are rivals. Wanna become friends...like FRIENDS?". Damn, she understood me... and I spoke the truth..I did but the way was indirect "Umm...If you are ok, I also have no problem." . She sent "A SMILE EMO" back.
I grinned so hard... I smiled and thanked GOD for this. That was our first chat and this continued till months... by the way the fact is we never ever met in between and also which we both get surprised still is that WE CHATTED LIKE LATE LATE NIGHTS and THAT WAS JUST FRIENDSHIP, the chats used to start with "Tujhe neend nahi aa rahi?" and the ending used to be mostly... "Tu chup kar, ab let me sleep yaar" . We both laugh at this when we remember our talks.
The phase where we exchanged our numbers but prmoised each other that would never reveal it to anyone. We kept our promise and started sharing secrets, dance videos, used to take each others help also. We confessed our LIKE AS FRIENDS to each other but never did we went beyond that.
Okay, time passed beautifully and we didn't realised a time came when our talks from "Tu, tujhe, tera,.." changed to "Tum, tumhe, tumhara..." . We stopped calling each other by funny names...Actually I never realised that because unknowingly I stopped calling her by wierd names "Cactus, Encyclopedia.." I know they are kinda funny but friendship it was or for me more than it ...and may be she did realise my behaviour and also tried to lessen funny replies...
We concentrated on our studies, dance and in free time used to be with each ither through Social Media. I even BOOKMARKED HER PROFILE, freakkk, I turned cyco. She never asked me about I being serious, may be that was the thing I REALLY REALLY LIKED ABOUT HER. She kept understanding me...
Like that more than 5months passed away... that was the stage where I knew I started loving her...was it just for her Dance or she herself...umm..that was unknown to myself only. I thought she termed me as her friend only... or just ONLINE FRIEND because being in one city we never met like NEVER.
I started thinking or started trying to stay away from her... I wanted... I couldn't force my feelings on her... She understood my changed behaviour, she questioned but I ignored...
I believed that It was never meant to be...But my thoughts changed... they HAD TO after what I heard from her... that was SURPRISING, I never PREDICTED, never EXPECTED.
I was in my College only, it was around 7pm... I was the incharge of Upcoming Youth Festival, so had to stay there. No one was in College except the Watchman who was doing his duty perfectly.
I was working when someone opened the door... I was so busy that I didn't heard the door opening.. but a gentle voice buzzed my mind...
"Hey... " OMG! I thought in mind... she was here... AT MY COLLEGE, IN REHEARSAL HALL... but WHY? WHAT HAPPENED? These questions disturbed me and I looked back...
Freak... FOR ME... the view, her standing infront of me, was like I-Never-Expected-You-To-Be-Here and the next emotion across my face was Oh-My-God-You-Here-Gosh-Let-Me-Stare and I kept staring at her without taking out a word... I even forgot my mission of staying away from her. Don't know what she was feeling that time but I had to come out of my dreamworld after being there for 5min and the clicking sound of her fingers made me come to reality...
"Where lost? Mein 5min se yahan khadi hun.." Before I could even react she came to me... "Woh sorry.. bas..a.." I stammered and mentally facepalmed. "See, don't ask me how I came here and anything... I am here to ask you questions..just give their answers I'll leave." She spoke and I nodded. "Why are you behaving so weird, huh?" I had NO ANSWER but I ignored that and instantly spoke... "Will you do me a favour? Just UNFRIEND ME from your Fb friendlist and even delete my no." I looked at her and she gave a confused look... "Aisa kyun?" She asked just that and I started looking here and there... I didn't had proper words to speak out. "Huh, aisa kya crime kar diya hai tumne?" but another second she bursted out laughing hard...
When I was trying to gather some words words...and as I didn't took out any word she shot another QUESTION but that was THE question and her hands-on-waist action made me speak out everything...
"Are tum aise kya yahan wahan dekh rahe ho...tumhare emotions same vaise hi hai jaise propose karna chah rahe ho but kar nahi paa rahe ho!!" I immediately looked at her... she was so normal to that!!
"Sahi keh rahi ho...yahi reason hai...jaanti to ho mujhe but yeh nahi samajh paayi ki TUMSE PYAAR KARNE KA CRIME KIYA HAI MEINE" I saw her hands slowly hanging down and a serious look came on her face.
That was NOT THE LINE I wanted to say but unknowingly I DID... but I kept looking at her, didn't let her take out any word, and shot my feelings for her which I was in delimma... MY HEART SPOKE AT THAT MOMENT...
"Hum RIVALS the... The face off, remember?, yeah that attracted me to your dance... NO I was NOT ATTRACTED TO YOU... but I became a FAN of your moves, the grace you carry in yourself made me fall over that quality... When we turned friends and kabhi nahi socha tha ki aisa bhi hoga... tumse milna chahta tha par keh nahi payaa...don't know what stopped me from that... kya pata realise nahi kar paya ki kab hum FRANK se FORMAL hote gaye... kab "TU" se "TUM" ho gaya... but tumhari smile, tumhari baaton ne mujhe realise karwa diya ki TUM mujhe affect karne lagi ho... Try kiya door hota jaun but nahi, nahi ho paya... mein Online aane se darta tha... CALL pick karne se darne laga ki kahin jo feel karta hun bol na dun, kahin wo sunkar tum hurt na ho jao, kahin jo friendship hai wo PYAAR ki wajah se toot na jaye... Time went so so fast that Intially I LIKED YOUR DANCE, then I STARTED LIKING YOU... freak YOUR DANCE, I STARTED LOVING IT...it changed to I STARTED LOVING YOU... and no wonder... I FELL FOR YOUR DANCE and next I RECIPROCATE THE SAME FEELING FOR YOU. Simply, It is "FROM DANCE TILL YOU"...
I spoke!! I saw her looking at me with tears trickling down HER FACE. "I don't wanna talk to you" Disappoinment accompanied my face... "I kneww!! Damnnn!!" I clutched my fingers... Before I could go ahead and wipe her tears she held my Collar...
"Why!! OK! Tell.. what if I REJECT YOU??" Her aggression led to my words getting guilt-filled, "I am SORRY! It is ALL OKAY. I can't force you!!! As you wishhh" And another action of hers... she started beating me, my arms and barking words... "Kya bola tumne??? Pyaar karte ho mujhse?? Kya tumhe kabhi samajh mein aaye MERE FEELINGS? I understood you, your talks... TUM KAISI HO... yahi tha na FIRST SENTENCE TUM wala??? I remember... kya samajhte ho tum mujhe, Am I dumb?? Am I not a HUMAN who won't understand YOU...a person SO PEFECT? Damnn..tumhare emotions, tumhari baaton se, tumhari awaz tak mein samajh mein aate hai MUJHE. Kya tumhe realise hua kab mein tumhe formally address karna shuru kar diya tha? NO! Goshhh! WHY WILL I NOT ACCEPT A PERSON WHOM I LOVE, A PERSON WHO SIMPLY MADE ME FALL FOR HIM, HOW WILL I RESIST NOT LOVING THE SIMPLE-PERFECT GUY?"
These words were THE SHOCK, Yeah, she also had the same feelings I had for her mahn! She stopped hitting me...as I simple held her shoulders...
"You love me too???" I couldn't believe the words "Yes yes yes!! Rival hue to kya hua... pyaar kuch nahi dekhta...I love youuu!!"
Even I shouted "I love you..yes I love you"
We stared at each other, smiling wide and wide... digesting the reality and WE SHARED A HUG NEXT MOMENT, long lasting hug it was. What to say I felt myself complete that moment. She felt the same... The confession was not grand, nothing decorated it was but the words which came out deep from our hearts made it special for us...
Whenever I remember these moments a smile always comes across my face...and I keep wondering "Kya aise bhi pyaar hota hai..means...haan hua to hai...HUME" n I blush.. today also...TODAY! OMG! I have to prepare for something special... Our love journey completed its ONE YEAR SUCCESSFULLY.
Time to get ready... time to celebrate...We both, I i.e. Swayam Shekhawat and My girl i.e. Sharon Raiprakash, gonna cherish our love... our journey in a special way... !
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Critisicm all welcome.
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Love,
Sakshi.
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