I was wondering about Kaajjal and Dev's conversation .. the first conversation after soo much confusion and darkness. so this is what i think about it.
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Everyone is talking about the wedding and Kaajjal starts feeling shy. She goes back into her room smilingly and closes the door behind her. She rests her back against the door and her breathing gets heavy. This was tooo much happiness to handle. She couldn't believe this sudden change of events. Flashes of their beautiful moments from masourie, from radio city, crosses her mind.
'mujhay yaqeen nahi ho raha hai,' her heart is talking, 'mian tu nay sari umeed chor di thi, lekin Gannu bhaiyya ko kuch aur hi manzoor tha.' She smiles at this thought, 'thankyou Gannu bhaiyya, thankyou soo much.'
She is still lost in her thoughts when someone knocks at the door and brings her back to reality. She gets hold of herself and opens the door. O my, the man of her dreams, her prince charming, the love of her life was standing there. Their eyes lock and a sudden burst of shyness engulfs her. She steps back, bends her eyes, and turns around. Very silently, Dev enters the room and closes the door behind him. He stands behind her and lifts his hands to hold her shoulders. This touch, oh how she had longed for this touch. All of a sudden she feels herself in the air, all burdens removed, all problems solved.
The moment his hands touches her, she breathesa sigh of reief, sigh of passion, sigh of need, and pushes her head back to rest on his chin. She closes her eyes, her breathing is still heavy, and she is sending vibes of complete submission to Dev. as if her one gesture told him, 'I belongto you Dev, only you.' Dev moves him hands forward and holds her in a full circle of his arms, and buries his head in the small of her neck. He was still behind her, and this distance was too much for her to bear. She immediately turns around with passion and restlessness and throws her arms around his neck and oulls him to her. Her grip tightens around him and he holds her back. They are so close to each other that not even air can pass between them. They stay like this for a long time, and Dev is the first to break the silence,
"Muhay maaf kar do Kaajjal," he whispers with his head still buried in her hair. His breath touching her neck throught her hair and sending electric waves.
"main nay tumhain bohat takleef pohanchaee, tumhain ghar say nikaal diya, tum pay bharosa nahi kiya ā¦" he lifts his head this, "jab tumhain meri zaroorat thi tu main tumharay paas nahi tha Kaajjal." Dev has tears in his eyes, and Kaajjal couldtn bear the sight any more. She lifts her fingers and puts on his lips,
"ssshhhh, hum donon say ghaltian hue hain Dev, aur hum donon ko Gannu bhaiyya nay saza di. Aik doosray say door rehna hi hamari saza thi Dev." she holds his hand and looks back into his eyes,
"Jo waqt guzar gaya, hum ussay wapas nahi la saktay. lekin aaj, hum aik doosray say wada kartay hain kay phir kabhi aik doosray pay shak nahi karain gay. Pyar aitbaar ka naam hai, aur aaj say har lamha, main apnay aap say zyada tum pay aitbaar karoon gi. Tumhara har lafz upper walay ki awaaz ho gi, tumhari har khushi meri pehli priority." Kaajjal is talking innocently and sweetly, and Dev can see this immense love in her eyes and her every gesture. A tear roles down is eyes upon seeing this love and passion and Kaajjal grabs it on her finger tip. She guides that tip to her mang and moves her finger in her mang like sindoor.
"ab yeh aanson nahi Dev .. tumhari Kaajjal tumhari zindagi ko khushion say bhar day gi." And she once again throws her arms around him and pulls him close to her.
"tum bhi mujhay maaf kar daina Dev, main nay Aditya say shadi ki zid ki," she sobs, "magar mera farz mujhay bula raha tha."
"I know Kaajjal," Dev tightens his hold even further, "main naraaz nahi hoon, balkay ajj tumhari izzat meri nazroon main aur barh gaee hai." He moves hs hand over Kaajjal's hair and her shoulders, just to make sure this is not a dream, and once again crushes her to him. "I love you, Kaajjal," he whispers, his lips touching her bare neck, "I love you more than anything in this world."
"I love you too Dev ā¦ I love you too."
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Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
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