A SWARON OS : ITS ALL ABOUT HAVING A LITTLE FAITH
And the winner is dil dosti dance' team...
As the host announced this and the team held the trophy high up in the air a strange sensation that ran through each one of them... For swayam it was a win... it was his dream... his identity... His individuality... his passion... his life...
And for Sharon... well standing on the other side of the stage she was feeling of satisfaction to see the person you love the most on this planet smiling to his glory and on the other hand a feeling of helplessness and a feeling that her world has crumbled down... obviously the bank debt it was...
She slowly slipped out from a sad st.louise team and made her way to the green room... Probably swayam would misunderstand her for manipulation karma... She cried... we have a loan to pay... she cried more... Swayam was standing so close to huma... She cried even more... she gathered her stuffs into her bag and left for a nowhere...
Swayam hugged each one of his team member and even caught up a word with his best friend rey and obviously about kriya's condition... on being convinced that she was alright and was currently staying with her aunt he quickly looked around to search for HER...
It was almost 2 o clock at night and he couldn't trace Sharon anywhere... green room..NO... his home... NO...her home...NO...college...NO...he was frustrated and stopped his car..yeah for a change he has brought his car in front of a no where...
"come on Sharon... Where are you..." He was almost into a verge of tears...
"wait..whenever she is sad she goes to the beach..." He immediately geared up...
He was right... there she was sitting there on the rocks of marine drive...
"this girl is surely nuts... she is sitting here all alone at this time of the night... what if..." he stopped and shuddered at the thought... He ran up to her and quietly sat beside her...
"congrats swayam... I am very happy for you..." she kept looking in the front...
"Sharon..." he couldn't complete as Sharon started speaking...
"you trust me right... about the karma thing I didn't know anything... I can't believe MY mom did it... I just can't believe ..." tears formed in her eyes...
"I trust you Sharon... more than anyone ... more than myself..."
"and I am sorry for the green room thing... I know you were there Sharon.. I can feel your heartbeats... It was just that huma..." Sharon stopped him...
"you don't have to explain anything to me swayam... and please.. I don't wanna talk about that girl right now..."
he took her in his arms and started rocking her like a small child as she started sobbing...
"Sharon what's the matter... I told you I trust you... and for a competition you won't be so broken then what is the thing bothering you..." swayam softly asked...
She came out of his arm and faked a smile... Her swayam has just won his dream... she can't spoil his happiness by piling up her problems on his shoulder...
"nothing..."
Swayam lost his calm by then...
"enough Sharon... when I say that I know you more that you know yourself I mean it... What do you think Sharon that I am stupid enough not to realize over the months that something major has happened... You came to me crying that night outside my house and you diverted the topic saying something about your mom and your really thought I would buy that... I kept quiet...thinking you should get your time to share it with me... But everyday when you laugh ..it doesn't reach your eyes... as if you are under a constant pressure and don't you dare say it was ONLY dance mania..." he eventually calmed down... " please tell me what's bothering you... don't you trust me..." He cupped her face with brimming tears in his eyes...
With that Sharon sobbed more and narrated everything to him...
"swayam... I failed... I couldn't support my family... swayam... I lost..." she clutched his shirt and cried...and swayam didn't stop her... she needed to cry and moreover he was too shocked that his litlle' Sharon has hid such a big issue from him and managed to smile throughout... He felt guilty... he felt that he is not worth his Sharon... all the time when he whined about how difficult was it was for him to run the academy alone his Sharon was fighting for her everything all alone... when he was helplessly sad speaking his problems of not having rey beside him to Sharon... his Sharon was listening to him with a patient smile without ever letting him feel that she didn't have her biggest support that is him with her... And icing on the cake.. he forgot her birthday... He lied to her ... he had hurt her beyond measures when he should have been the one standing beside her... swayam felt a wave of guilt wash him...
Not that he was not there for Sharon... He took care of her... he supported and comforted her... but he was just a boyfriend... not a swayam for Sharon...
He kissed her forehead and wiped her tears away...
"its okay...stop crying now... enough of tears... I don't have any right to question you that why you didn't tell me earlier coz it was clearly my fault and trust me I can never forgive myself for that... but now you don't have to worry alone... we will fight together... And trust me like all other bad times we will overcome this too... All we have to do is have faith in US..." he stood up and make Sharon stand wrapping her in his arms promising not to let her go forever...
Sharon smiled...feeling relived and swayam smiled feeling contented... Both stood there on the rocks by the sea against the starry sky with the cool breeze washing all the pains of yesterday, today and tomorrow...
This was my first piece of writing on SWARON...I am not sure whether to write more...😕..please leave your comments whether you liked it or not...
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