A Dream or A Nightmare(Dark n Mature)Thread3 part22 UPDATED - Page 43

Originally posted by: LuvSanjana

Awesome update dear...waiting for the nxt part... 😊 😊 😊
Plz try to update it today...

Originally posted by: sudipto-69

it was great updet its very nice updet soon.

Originally posted by: Sonu...Taarey

Nyc updt continue soon...

Originally posted by: Greys_Anatomy

Finally i read it ...nice update 👏

Eagerly waiting for the next part ⭐️

Hey all am up again with the next part of A DREAM OR A NIGHTMARE...

Guys I have a feeling now that this ff is losing its grip on u all... u guys are losing interest in this ff... many of my readers have already stopped commenting... many had stopped reading it too... There are a lot of readers who remain silent,.. I don't know why... plz guys if you all will not comment here how will I get to know how I am writing... how will I get to know where I am going wrong... I always welcome all sought of feedback... your comments motivate me to write more... because writing is not my passion its my obsession...coz m a first time writer... And trust me guys I am getting a better response on sandhir caf than indiaforums... Ppl are there very welcoming...

Also many of you are complaining that I am giving delayed updates and I am not reading their ffs... Plz guys try and understand my situation.. I don't have time to eat properly... still am trying to read everyone's work...whenever I am free I am sitting in front of my laptop just for you all...writers can very well understand how much time it takes to write a portion of your story... its my humble request plz be patient all... I never use my free time for other works... I just write write and write...

Part -20

Renuka took some rice and forwarded her hand to sanyu's mouth... sanyu had tears in her eyes... she couldn't control them further... she really wanted this to happen.. she was craving for someone to love her... and today she was getting it.. but she cant accept it... on the other hand randhir stood outside near the door of the room hiding himself behind the wall... He wanted to know what is going on in the room...

Renuka: kya soch rahi h.. kha beta...

Sanyu shook her head in a no... she looked at the bite.. and looked at renuka... she gulped... she pressed her lips in... to control her cry..

Renuka: kyo nahi... muje pata h beta tune kuch ni khaya... chal jaldi kha beta...(she brought her hand more close to sanyu's face)

Sanyu: (she frowned) vo bbb... maa... randhir vo accha ni lagegaaa(she spoke in a low voice)

Randhir listen to that... his heart pierced with that... he never wanted this... he had no problem if his mother feeds her... although he was upset with his family to love sanyu more.. but he was not at all feeling bad rightnow...

He looked down... he grinned his teeth...

Inside the room...

Renuka: randhir ko bura lagega... matlab...??

Sanyu: maa... ap plz mere liye randhir se mat ladiye... vo mujse pyar ni karte,,, me unke liye sirf ek boj hoo... he is your son.. and me apki kuch ni lagti... jab vo muje chod denge tab me to yaha se chali jaungee... I wont be able to forgive myself that I broke ur home( she started crying bitterly...) me nahi hoo randhir k layak... apko be b pata h problem kya h... vese be unhe nahi pasand jab ap muje ese pyar karte ho,...

Renuka: (she kept the place aside and took sanyu in her embrace) nahi beta.. ese rote nahi h... nahi rote... kisne kaha tu meri kuch ni lagti.,.. tu to meri beti h.. kahi ni jane dunge me tuje... tu h hi itni pyari... rahi bat randhir ki to usse pata ni kya hogya h... muje kuch samaj nahi arha ki me uska kya karu... (sanyu started crying bitterly.. renuka patted her back to soothe her... )

Soon sanyu's cries converted into soft sobs...

Outside the room randhir's heart was paining after listening to sanyu's words...even his mother's words... he was not able to understand what is going on with him.. he rested his back on the wall behind him.. and closed his eyes... soon he left and went to his room...

Inside the room...

Renuka broke the hug and asked sanyu to eat... she forced her this time with a fake anger...soon sanyu agreed and renuka started feeding her with all the love ... care and affection... she finished the food...

Sanyu: thank u maa...

Renuka: maa ko koi thank u bolta h.,,

Sanyu smiled back...

Renuka took the plate and came outside the room... sanyu was happy and relieved to get this much love,...

Next day...

Sanyu came out of her room to leave for the office... just then renuka stopped her to have breakfast... randhir too heard that... but didn't respond/// sanyu refused and left for the office making an excuse that she is getting late...

She came out of the house... and hired an auto... she came half way through just then she realized that she had forgotten a file at home.. she asked the auto driver to take a u turn...

At the home...

Randhir came out of his room after getting ready for the office... he didn't exchange any word with his mom... he saw her arranging breakfast for him on the dining table...

She served him and went inside the kitchen...

Randhir wanted to eat with her... he too wanted her to feed him just like the way she feed sanyu last night... he called her...

Randhir: mom...

She came out of the kitchen...

Renuka: haa,,,

Randhir: app ni kha rahe...??

Renuka: muje bhook nahi h...

Randhir: kyo... tabyat to theek h??

Renuka: hmmm... bas mera mann ni h,,,

Randhir: theek h but ap yaha ake beth to sakte ho...

Renuka: tu khale,,,, muje kitchen me bhot kam h...

Randhir didn't like this at all...

Randhir: agar vo sanyukta bolti apko tab bi to ap yaha bethti naa... mene bola hena... issi liye ap yaha nahi arhi ho... (he taunted her)

Renuka was hell angry now

Renuka: tuje usse problem kya h...vo bechari tera kya begad rahi h... tuje usse itni problem h to tu usse chhod kyo ni deta... vese be tu ek janwar ban gaya h... tuje uspe taras nahi ata... (she screamed)

Randhir stood up in anger: ap bas ussi ki hi side leti ho... me to apko uske samne dihkta hi nahi hoo.. kal rat be ap usse ko hi khana khila rhi thi...

And they both started fighting.. they both were screaming...

On the other hand sanyu came to her flat and listened to their screams... she got worried.. she knew that were fight becoz of her... she pushed the door and entered in.. both mother and son were unaware of her presence and were busy in the fight... just then...

Sanyu: (screamed in her sobbing voice) plz bas karo... plz... (she started crying bitterly)

She begged them folding her hands,,,

They both shifted their gaze towards her... they both stopped their fighting... And stood there motionless...

Sanyu: mat lado meri wajah se,, plz ... me nahi hoo is layak... plz I beg of u...

Renuka: sunn beta esaa nahi h..

Sanyu: maa muje sab pata h... ap plz mera favor karna band kariye,, me apki koi nai lagti,,, mera pehla rishta randhir se h... agar vo hi muje kuch ni mante to me apki be kuch nai lagi...

Randhir stood there numb... every word of sanyu was like an arrow piercing his heart...

Sanyu: (looking at him) sir plz... ap esa mat karo.. maa muje apse jada pyar nahi karti... she is ur mother... she can never love anyone more than u... plz ye misconception nikal do... me akbhi apne ap ko maf nahi kar paunge... mene sabki life kharab kardi... mene ap logo me jhagda kardiya... plz me apke samne hath jodti hu... mat lado... me to yaha se chali jaungee.. but ap dono ko to sath me rehna h... (she started crying more bitterly...)

Renuka took a few steps towards her but sanyu ran outside the house...renuka looked at randhir...

Renuka: I am leaving rightnow...

Randhir: I am not stopping u.. me ticket arrange karta hoo... Renuka went inside the room to pack her stuff.. randhir booked flight ticket for her...

He took her to the airport,,,, she movede out of the car...randhir took her bag out and started moving in... just then she stopped him..

Renuka: randhir muje laga tha that tum dono k beech ek na ek din sab kuch theek hojayega... par ab I feel that you both shud get divorced...

Randhir didn't expect the word "divorce".. this was something he never thought of...

renuka: (continued) I cant see my children suffering ... Usse dekh beta... uski halat dekh... vo hasna bhool gyi h... she is all broken... randhir... ek unsuccessful shadi.. me sabse jada ek ladki suffer karti h... me ye nahi bol rahi ki tuje takleef anhi h... par vo jada affect ho rahi h.. vo vo sanyu h hi nahi jo vo shadi se pehle thi... humesha muskurati... humesha hasti hui... muje uski ankho me ansu dikhte h... sirf dukh...

randhir was listening to her quietly.. he knew what she was saying was absolutely correct..,,,

renuka : (she took out a gold chain from her bag) kya ye tu sanyu ko dedega... me ye uske liye layi thi.. uska birthday arha h ... pata nahi tuje yad be h ya nahi... plz dedena beta,, me bhool gayi...

randhir nodded and took the chain and kept it in his pocket... he touched her feet and she left for jaipur...

randhir came to office and went straight away to his cabin without looking here and there... where as sanyu too was very disturbed she took half day leave and came back to home.. also she wanted to be renuka...

she came back home... she called her... but she was not there... she understood that she has left... sanyu was completely broken ... she was blaming herself for that fight.. for spoiling randhir's life... for breaking mother-son relation... she came to her room... and sat on the bed... hugging the pillow ... sobbing...

it was 8:00 pm... randhir came back home... he knew sanyu left early today... he entered her room... the room was dark... sanyu didn't switch on any light... but it was a full moon night.. the room was filled with moon light... everything was visible in such dim light... he saw sanyu sitting on the floor near the balcony big glass door... resting her head on the door... she was motionless... she was looking beautiful in such dim light...

randhir took some steps towards her... he took out that chain from his pocket and

randhir: ye vo mom ne..(before he could complete sanyu interrupted)

sanyu: maa... (she spoke in a soft voice... )

randhir stopped...

Sanyu: maa chali gayi... chali gayi...

Randhir moved more closer to her...

Sanyu: do you know I had always felt to lucky of myself that I have got the love of two mothers... But muje sach me nahi pata tha that is wajah se ek ghar toot rha h,,,(she looked at randhir... her eyes were wet)

Randhir sat near her ... resting his back on the glass door behind him,.. he rested his head too and was just looking at sanyukta quietly...

Sanyu: (continued) mene kabhi nahi chaha ki esa ho... I know mujme bhot kamiya h... m not loveable.. I can never make others happy... meri wajah se sabko pareshani hoti h.. sabko dukh pohochta h,,,, par me kya karu... me bhot koshish karti hu ki sab khush hojaye,, par koi mujse khush hi ni hota... me itni buri hoo kya randhir... sorry sir...

Pata h... shadi se pehle me apne ap ko bhot bhot perfect samajti thi.,... but after my marriage I got to know mujme to koi be achhi bat hi nahi h... am ugly... am not a marriage material... I always create problems... u know what... thank u so much... thanks a lot...

Randhir frowned...

Sanyu: continued: thanks for giving me reality check about myself... for letting me know how imperfect I am.. m not a marriage material... u find me ugly since then I too find myself ugly... u hate me I too hate myself...

Sir mene kabhi apne ghar k bahar per be nahi rakha bina kisi support k... I was a pampered child,... and now thanks to u ... u made me independent... strong... m all alone now.../... koi be nahi h mujse bat karne k liye... koi be ni... me shayad mar bhi jao to be kissi ko farak nahi padega...

(a tear escaped from randhir's eyes)

Sanyu: (continued) plz maa k sath esa mat karo.. vo be mere liye... don't give me so much importance... she loves you more than me... u can test it anytime... muje adat h apki nafrat ki... but vo nahi seh payegii... u are her only son... plz I don't want to take this blame on my head when I go to god... me sach kahoo... me dil se kabhi kisi ko b pareshan nahi karna chahti but pata nahi how unfortunate I am that sab meri wajah se dukhi hojate h... my parents are too living in a false happiness that their daughter is happy... she is loving there... but esa kuch be nahi h... pata h kal maa ko dekh k muje apne parents yad agye,,, jinse mene abhi tak bat nahi kari h shadi k bad... coz if I talk to them my mother wud easily figure out that something is wrong with me... m not happy... agar esa hua to sab kuch khatam hojayega.. papa ko already do bar heartattack a chukka h... me kese bataunge unhe sabkuch... vo bardash hi ni kar payege... also I am depriving you from ur marital life... everyone wants a perfect life partner.. and unfortunately you have me... jisse kuch nahi ata... u know what ... I die thousand deaths whenever you look at me with so much hatred in your eyes... I seriously don't understand koi kisi se itni nafrat kese kar sakta h... mujse to hoti hi ni h... trust me sir... chahe jo hogya ho or chahe jo hojaye... I will always be your well wisher,,, I know u don't believe me trust me.. but its true...

Randhir was just lost in her...

Precap : relatives wedding and some hotness...

Guys I ended this part coz I too cudnt take this.. I too started crying... m sorry for this torture... btw plz guys leave ur precious feedback below... also ppl who res their comments unres them soon... Now next update after 29^th...

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me second...
wow Sam...
what an update girl...👏👏
It was too heartwrenching 😔😔
Poor Sanyu😔
she's completely broken...😔
She's blaming herself for...
Randhir-Renuka mam's fight...
she's thinking of herself as if she is of no use...😔
mujhse Sanyu ki aisi haalat nahi dekhi jati yarr...😔
but one thing is reliving that Renuka mam understood what Sanyu's been going through...
What is her condition...how much broken she is from inside...
but seriously what ???😲
Renuka mam... She... She adviced Randhir to get divorced ???
Please Randhir don't do this...
and Please Randhir, please bring back our chirpy, fun-loving Sanyu...
she
and the precap seems interesting...really interesting...
Waiting eagerly for the next part...
update soon...
thanks for the PM🤗
Love
Sudeshna

big apologies to my sammy
sorry dear
frm nw on wil cmnt on both places
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bby that ws so sad i cnt stop crying
her confession ws so innocent n hr thoughts poor thing thinks so negative fr herself
cnt just wait fr randhirs reaction
precap is xciting
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waiting

aww it ws soo cute!! #exited#updatesoon

it was a very dreadful part! Sanyu blaming everything on herself! Want to see what Randhir reacts to her words! Hope he gets softened at heart, and buries his ego, let go his love for sanyu! Btw😳 thanks for pming! Update soon!