ASHLOK FF - AT FIRST SIGHT Last Chapter - Page 28

Originally posted by: Anunilmini

Otherwise where s the story. There has to be some tragedy as well. It can't be smooth sailing ashlok. I'm just adding the spices, how hot is according to your tolerance levels.

Originally posted by: sreekailas

Dont worry, Im from d land for spices..so add as much as u want😃

Originally posted by: sreekailas

Dont worry, Im from d land for spices..so add as much as u want😃

Originally posted by: rbb1

that's true

Ray this is specially for you. For always being the first to like and comment. Not just mine but all the fictions. You're a real sweetheart!

Chapter 11

What does these tears mean? Why is she sad. What did she feel for him?

She doesn't know anything about him. But why does she feel like she can trust him, why does she feel as if she's known him all her life. How is it possible. Have they met before. If they have it was not in this lifetime. May be in a previous life, they were friends, lovers or may be soul mates. That was the only explanation. Do I love him? Is this what love feels like? I can never love nor be loved by anybody. Am I worthy of being loved? May be another life, another time she would've? But not now.

It has to be stopped before it's even begun. There's no hope with me. There's no future. I was meant to go through life alone. The sole purpose of my being on this earth is to take care of my girls. Give them a second chance in life. Be a mother. And for that she's forever grateful.

Is that all she's meant to be. A mother. What about a lover ? Ones soul mate, be the object of ones unconditional love and devotion, a wife? Doesn't she deserve to be swept off her feet by a handsome Prince Charming. What about her forever after?

Isn't she happy where her life is at right now? She's got two beautiful kids who loves her and adores her. She's a very well respected surgeon. She's financially sound. What more she want? What was missing? Belonging. She does not belong to anybody nor does anybody belong to her. Yes her kids are there, soon they'll grow up and make their own lives and families. They'll belong to someone else. To their husband.

She woke up to her little munchkins sweet kisses. She was late to go to work again. She still had her phone in her hand. She remembered last night, the message and she quickly checked her phone, it was blank and she realised last night the phone was charging when she got the message. She had fallen asleep without putting it back to charge.

Roshni and Rashmi's calling broke her train of thought. "Mama today you're not going to work?" She nod her head. They jumped on the bed with happiness. She was not in the mood to step into the same roof as he's is. Breathe the same air as he is. She didn't want to face him ever. She didn't have the courage to do so. She didn't trust her self. She was afraid her eyes, her heart would betray her.

She called her supervisor and informed that her nanny has slipped in bathroom and has a sprained her arm, so she needs to stay back until she gets better.

She didn't have any surgeries schedule for the next couple of days. And her colleague can check on her patients. She apologised for the inconvenience and said to she's available to call anytime.

Shlok waited all night hoping for a reply from her. But it never came. He was shattered. He was feeling desperate. He wanted to get it out of his system. What he felt for her. The more he thought about her the more he wanted to tell her.

When Astha gave the number to his mother, he knew this was his best chance to get his message through. He thought of calling her, but then what if she cuts the line without him getting to say anything. He typed the same message many times, he said it in his head in hundred different ways before finally sending it her.

He hoped at least she would send him a message asking him not to cross the line or that she's not available. She's already taken. But total silence is worse than complete rejection. What was she thinking? Is she angry, disappointed, disgusted...he just wanted to know something.

When he was woken up by the nurse in the morning, she reminded him to take a bath, so that they can easily remover the plasters.

Then he realised he had finally fallen asleep, not knowing when. He checked phone, no new messages.She didn't reply.That much he knew.

But he was hopeful, he knew soon she'll have to come and check on him, change the dressing of his wound. So he waited. But she never came. He was informed when her colleague walked in announcing that Dr.Astha has taken the day off to take care of her kids.

Kids, What? Did I hear him say Asthas' kids! That means she's married with kids. It was as if he was having a nightmare with his eyes wide open. How is it possible. There has to be some logical explanation to all of this madness. She cannot be someone else's. She's meant to be mine. To be the mother of my kids. This is not possible. May be there were her friends, her siblings kids, not hers.

He was trying to pacify him self. Giving excuses for her. He felt numb. It's over before it's even begun.

Everything else that happened after that he couldn't care less. He just went through the motions. Did what was asked. The doctor said it might be bit painful. That moment even if he was stabbed repeatedly the pain would've have been nothing compared to what his heart was feeling.

He just couldn't comprehend the fact that his Astha belongs to somebody else. She can never be his

Chapter 12

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Originally posted by: rbb1

Aww thank you so much Hun love you

Originally posted by: Anunilmini

You're welcome. I love you too...

Was it spicy enough for you?