Till now, ZaYa's relationship has grown very strong, even when it was their "hatred" phase, they still did not hated each other, they were tied from the same string and both were well aware of that. Despite their ignorance of stating the relationship fake as many times as they could, thinking it was just a way to hurt the other but rather they were killing themselves from the inside. What they needed was a pinch of salt, so it would cause an explosion to bring out the reactions that were causing them to hurt each other and themselves. And that is exactly what happened. Zubair was neither thought to be with Aliyah by Zain, he was so caught up with jealously that he did not hear nor see anything but the proximity between Aliyah-Zubair when it was the complete opposite.
Often in life you don't realize that what you been wishing, and praying to get in your life, has been right beside till its too late. Honestly, it isn't even your fault; sometimes the circumstances of the situation depict the worst of you or someone that you are not even close to. When the first time Aliyah had seen Zain's picture, thinking it was Zeeshan, she had her heart quickened and she could almost imagine her life in front of her just the way she had described two nights before to her mother and sister. She did not want anything but a man who would kill for. Your probably thinking well doesn't every girl, Of course but you know with that you're like he needs to have money; he needs to have this and that, not just you but me too. But here was a girl who would live in a scum if she got her prince charming, because her luxury lied in him and as long as he was beside her she was the richest person in the universe. You know it really does happen, Love does happen and you feel it when it does, Aliyah knew if that was Zeeshan that her life was set. Yet she had to sacrifice, the guy she thought was her future husband turned out to be her future husband but in a way that she'd rather sought death.
Zain did not acknowledge or prioritize anything but his parents and his luxurious life with no rules or regulations. He liked to live and that too freely with anyone perhaps. He was just one out of the other million of guys who believe, strongly that too, that love is just a word and there is no possible way that you can live with one person your whole life. Spending a lifetime with a person, was the concept that they never bothered with, as it would just never process in their brain. But when his father stated in front of everyone that my son will fix this issue by marrying your daughter, he was shattered, shocked, distressed and what not, but ATM he knew one thing, that no matter what he had to do this, not for him, not for Aliyah but for his father. Listen up people, a guy who is ready to sacrifice everything for his family is a keeper. And that was our Zain.
~"I love you. Remember. They cannot take it"~
When your life collides with a human who you just can't tolerates will become the person you will not be able to breathe without. Pernicious and the nasty things Zain had said to Aliyah was soul shattering yet she put with it why, because one person mattered: her father's safety. If you guys recall, the walima drunken scene of Zain, what he constantly repeated was Dad you could have told me, you could have mentioned, you tored my life in pieces. It was neither his fault nor the fathers as who knew what God has planned for everyone. I don't know and neither do you, but we will when the time comes. Gradually, time went on, time goes on if you want it or not: its one thing in life you can never catch and just shut it tightly in the fist of your palm, they learned how cooperate, they learned that he/she was not as half dislikeable as they sought out for them to be. What had really set them apart, they did not "believe" or perhaps wanted to believe that might just have a norm relationship like every other couple: however, what set them apart was their honesty towards one another be it hatred or love nothing stopped them from speaking their minds. At points, they even complimented and walked away because did not want to answer the others question as to WHY?
~"Sometimes I can't see myself when I'm with you. I can only just see you."~
In my opinion, than came the most beautiful phase of life, falling in love madly. Not their denying was helping it to put an end to it. It was either left or right and both of those path were going to connect sooner or later. Pep talking themselves that your better than the other just made it was worse. What smacked them on the faces was, Jealousy, Jealousy, Jealousy ""O, beware, my lord, of jealousy/ It is the green-eyed monster which doth mock/ The meat it feeds on." [Othello]. Jealousy makes you become an evil nasty monster who says and does not think, who hurts but without an extent and who eats even when its terminated. The day Aliyah had left, Zain had hurted her so much that not only was she doubting her feelings for him but so was he.
The worst part about being in love, the anguish, the pain, the regret, the horrific thoughts, the killing of yourself from inside, the feeling of a loser of not being able to do anything to fix it. That was Zain when he was searching for Aliyah, he didn't want to loose her before he even gained. But of Course everything happens for a reason, God had something else plan. He wanted your relationship to start without any doubts or dislike. With always a negative comes the positive and then the outburst of emotions/feelings happened. The realization had finally dawned that there was no Zain w/o Aliyah or Aliyah w/o Zain.
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